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Sunday Fun Facts

2012-02-19T15:03:00.000+08:00

I'm reading this as "You and your partner got together because both of you are equally weird and enjoy each other's odd taste."

*facepalm

Kizzez for yer

2012-02-16T09:52:00.001+08:00

I was 22 days ago. And just turned 23 yesterday. How I wished I'll never aged. *dark*

Anyways, as gloomy as it could be; there's always these bunch of awesome people who're there to celebrate my special day. Birthday would mean nothing without getting this once-in-a-year attention from them! Thanks for all the birthday wishes via Facebook, Twitter, SMSes, BBMs, and the verbal ones too!

So, to everyone of you shuga honey bunsters...Here's a huge ass kiss for yer!

kizz it, feelz it, and lovez it

Will blog about how my birthday went next time cos the pictures are either in my other pendrive, or it's undeveloped in my film.

I'm now back to office after my birthday leave yesterday.

Yes. It's kinda awesome to have such entitlement on your birthday <3

Happy Working, guys! :)

2011-12-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

By the way, just so you know...I can haz feelings too.

:)

Cracker dilemma

2011-12-06T09:08:00.000+08:00

HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS

GUESS WHAT, IT JUST HAPPENED AT THE MOMENT I SEE THIS

FFFFFUUUUUUUUUU

Apparently I need science to enjoy simple crackers dipped in my cuppa coffee.

Water temperature x (random scientific number) x thickness of cracker x density of drink x fdgldfksghfadg

= seconds to make crackers soft and disgusting.

Nevermind. I'll have the crackers and coffee separately.

Happy Tuesday people.

Cold-hearted people, not?

2011-12-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

Remember the hit-and-run incident of the 2 years old YueYue in Foshan, China? Many talked about how sick and depressing it is to see a little girl lying helplessly on the ground and yet no one helped. Well, this may be a good write to explain why almost 20 who passed by, never attempt to help at all. Click here for the full article.

I think it's not just the onlookers' fault. It's how they were brought up in that environment. Bet it's gonna be hard to change their perception now. Geez, what's gonna happen if the parents taught their kids to just shut up and not offer any help to avoid getting into trouble. It's gonna be end of the world then.

You may not know what I'm talking about, but it's better to read it for yourself.

Mille Crepe

2011-11-30T17:44:00.000+08:00

I can haz Mille Crepe in the office today.

I will never reject cakes as long as they're not chocolate ones.

And it's a friggin Mille Crepe! How often can we get nice ones here in KL?

Do check out their awesome Facebook page here

Warm Christmas

2011-11-29T22:58:00.001+08:00

"Tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la~"

I was thinking to 'resurrect' my blog from being dead, to uhm, gasping for air.

So my iTunes was on shuffle and I came across a few Christmas songs. And coincidentally I have some Christmas related pictures so here's the first attempt to blog again. *clapclaps*

While I do enjoy Christmas songs and those pretty little X'mas delicates, I'm never really fascinated about Christmas anyways. Well, at least not as much as taisiu does; even though he's not a Christian. He gets pretty happy looking at Christmas decors in the malls and even dressed up his own version of the yule tree :D

Ain't it a darling! :)

I missed out setting up this Christmas tree ritual in his house last year. Although I was grumpy and impatient while putting it up the other day, but tell me who wouldn't feel happy after seeing this sight especially when you did it on your own? I think it look pretty nice, albeit I just simply decorated it with my peasize sense of aesthetic talent. *shifty eyes*

We even bought this cute little santa hat and walked around the mall even before Thanksgiving. It was so small and light that I've forgotten to take it down when we dined in, until the waiter came to compliment our hats and chuckled away. FOL.

BUT YOU HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME THIS FREAKING SANTA-HAT-HAIRCLIP IS BEYOND CUTE!

On a random note, I do wish to see Liverpool in snow! :)

Nerd

2011-11-22T09:04:00.000+08:00

Happens to me all the freaking time.

Ticktock

2011-11-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

I know right.

This blog needs a major revamp after so many months being abandoned. And I've been using this layout for years. Just a little bit time more, I need some time to cope with my absent mind-ness.
Seriously, how old am I exactly? I feel like I never have good memory since birth!

Even a notebook can barely help. *facepalm - Especially when there's so little time, but yet so much to do.

Ah.

Working life begins nao.

bye.night.die

2011-08-23T07:55:00.000+08:00

I've realized my ability to turn invisible when I'm not needed.
And when someone needs my help, I immediately became solid.
Later I become invisible again.

Just like an object.

rollypolly

2011-07-20T07:05:00.003+08:00

harlo :o)

I've been hiding from this blog for some time now. Been constructing too many essays and I don't wanna type anymore in my free time o_o it's making me sickkkk because work = typing, uni essays = typing already wtfwtf u get the gist.

basically, Liverpool is a nice place to...shop...
I couldn't help but repeating this line again pfft :s
wait, i guess everywhere is a nice place to shop besides my home country *ahem.

....here's the damage done...
minus 3 pairs of shoes, some lingeries *shy*
and socks and accessories...

...and still counting...

*gasps*

don't worry about me spending too much

i'm still sticking with my rule #1: being kiamsiap

went into a paid toilet and snap pictures so i can keep a memoir of it

and feel less guilty for going to a paid toilet instead of free ones wtfwtf

and that was a candid. was digging in my 1pound bag for camera

kiamsiap #2

kiamsiap #3

and i didn't even buy any replacement when this is happening to me.

bought 2 highlighters here and both died together

sehati sejiwa huh?

kiamsiap rules.

pfft.

Seems like I'm not the only grumpy but *coughcough* gorgeous

person in this world and I'm feeling righteous now

and there's nothing wrong to be grumpyyy

yay :D

coins here are quite heavy and i'm sick of the noises they make.

anyhow look, they can team up together and we can play puzzle with it hahaha

how interesting!! :DD

*ecstatic

im officially ks.

2011-07-01T22:01:00.004+08:00

Another thing I'm sure I will be missing here.

SHOPPING

Please look at the price tag.

*kiamsiapness rules*

boohoo

2011-06-21T02:43:00.000+08:00

Oh boy.

It's such a shame that I'm finally here and I'm not updating my blog.

tsktsk.

I don't have extra pictures to share lol its good enough with a couple of pics a day over in my Summer 2011 album, can't ask for more wtf I haven't visit any interesting place yet so far. Been nesting in Liverpool for almost a month now.

Too much work to handle. Just head off to FB.

Not that it's anything interesting but yeah you'll get the gist from the views of my eyes here.

Settling down

2011-06-09T03:57:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 2 weeks since I'm here. I'm settling down and adapting already. Nothing is really a real deal of problem here. Weather is always unpredictable, now sunny then rainy. Last week was 20s Celsius. This week is 10s Celsius. And next week expecting around 20s Celsius. Sheesh.

Food here sucks. Never really buy food outside unless I'm real hungry and not planning to cook. I think I cook awesome stuffs now already. Lol.

People here. Unpredictable as well. Will tell you guys more when I'm back home.

Talking about home. I really miss home a lot.

Stepping out from homeland and comfort zone is not easy. And I have no where to run.

It's just the second week. 10 more weeks to go?

xoxo

I'll be back, my cuppa caffe mocha.

2011-05-20T09:13:00.001+08:00

A combination of chocolate, espresso, and steamed milk.

There’s no question chocolate and coffee are flavors that meant for each other.

Both are rich and full of depth; one is creamy, the other is roasty.

They complement each other perfectly.

And when they come together under a fluffy cloud of sweetened whipped cream,

you’ll wish their union would last forever. - Starbucks Coffee

As I was sipping my hot cuppa caffe mocha,
I thought of you immediately albeit at the same time we're texting each other.
And probably we're just within 500m radius away.
But it will be 6637.4 miles away soon (yes I googled *coughs*).

The bittersweet, and the warmth; it reminds me of you - a man and a boy.
You're someone I can depend on, and someone who always seeks for my attention.
I think I've just fallen in love with anything bittersweet and warm.

Let's hope we're going to survive the bumpy roads together.

xx

I think...

2011-05-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

I'm really tired.
I know it's really that bad because even my favorite ice cream couldn't help.

If I have superpower, I hope I can solve everything with just a snap of finger.
I hope I wouldn't mind snapping my finger until I get blisters then.

I wish I can let go of everything, leaving someone else to take care of everything for me and tell me,
"Everything's gonna be fine."

I just need assurance. Pointers may help too.
I need my own comfort zone back.

:"(

stressful gila !!

/_\

2011-04-27T13:13:00.000+08:00

It's been almost 2 months I've graduated from Advanced Diploma.
Also 2 months of sitting at home doing online assignments, working from home, becoming a filial daughter for accompanying my parents to places, and going out on a random basis but definitely not spending on anything except uh well, food. I'm trying to save for my coming months, you see.

At times, I've been wondering why did I chose to go Liverpool anyways because the assignments and due dates are disastrous. Why can't I just go get a job instead of furthering my studies oh well it's a degree paper but damn it, so many complicationssss!!! :( I was thinking whether are all these worth it? Am I gonna get a decent job with expected pay?

So in the end I went to jobs seeking websites hahahaha *bored
And most jobs related to broadcast media and productions, they only pay 1300MYR to 1800MYR.
WTF.
How am I gonna survive like this? And I'm very sure these jobs are pretty hectic and tiring; it drains out physical energy. I'm serious wtf. Lesson learnt during internship :/

Fine. So I went over to PR&Marketing jobs.
FML The starting pay are 2000MYR to 3000MYR.
I should've major in PR 4 years back!!

Anyways I can always switch because they're Mass Comm too :P

Sigh. Not gonna think anymore not like I can apply for the job now.
It's so difficult to look for a job I really like :/

Dear baby aviator. We love you :"(

2011-04-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

R.I.P our Porsche aviator.

It was my first present for taisiu

:((

Lost it afterwards.

We're very sure we didn't misplace it. For sure it has been pick-pocketed.

And funny it was hanging right in front of my chest.

Screw you, anyone who took it.

You will pay.

I miss the sunnies :((((

Third eye.

2011-04-19T00:14:00.001+08:00

I'm learning to 'see' with the heart, instead of using eyes. Apparently, it wasn't easy to see beyond the superficial. At times it got me thinking, what have I been doing to people who're being so nice to me, and how can I really repay them, or at least tell them how I felt about them without jabbing the awkwardness between the lines I structured? I scribbled and I erased, I wrote and I rephrase. It's really hard to express how I really felt about these people. Guessed being an Asian really means that we should keep our feelings to ourselves, we weren't taught how to show affection to people we love. Therefore not knowing how to react, or probably we're just 死爱面子。

I'm not a person who pours all my heart out telling how I feel about you because I don't really show it in my actions. So please tell me that you felt my love when you really feel it okay :')

I'll be really glad to hear that. #LGMH

(unless I really never felt the need to love you or something wtf)

Corny dog.

2011-04-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen,

I hereby present...

The first ever food that taisiu prepared for me!!

Cheesy coney dog with extra cheese extra mayonnaise extra barbecue sauce lololol

yippee

2011-04-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

NO MORE SWOLLEN MONOCHEEKKK!!

(my left cheek btw although it's covered by my hair but I swear it wasn't a straight line due to the swell!!)

I can't do a proper smile because the stitches are binding my gums and cheek together,

although most of it has been coming off already wtf.

Uh, I took some pictures of my swollen face but it's not obvious in picture!

So I deleted them all. Unless you wanna see bloody teeth, I have that one! XD

It was so swollen I can't wash my face, my brother had to call me fatty, and my mom stared at my swell every morning and giving me a funny expression.

But it's over nao!

Gonna remove my stitching next Monday!

Then I wouldn't need to spend 30 minutes cleaning my teeth.

orz

2011-04-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

I'm dying.

Fuck this pain.

So uhm...I'm staring at this pic to distract me :(

蒙古包［天香回味］

Aftermath

2011-04-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

I have no choice but I had to blog about this horrible experience of wisdom tooth surgery!! At first I thought it's no biggie since I've been through dental surgery before this. But believe me this is not joke. And f the dentist's life because I kept on swearing at him and I will never go back that place for any checkups anymore pfffttt. No pictures because it's too explicit and gruesome. So, here goes:

Day 1:
The first few hours was fine since I was still on anesthetic. But once the anesthetic went off, the pain is super unbearable and I actually teared to bed for nap :'( Slept the pain away wuwuwu
Moral of the story: Always take the medication before the anesthetic worn out so there will be no 'time-gap' for the gums to be left undrugged.
The bleeding didn't stop. But it was severe, until late evening/night, the bleeding got worsen. I bleed every half a minute and it was so much I had to spit it out a few times, rinse if off, and then sat for a while before it bleed again. Repeat process. I placed cotton balls in between my jaws and all of them were quickly soaked in around half an hour. As if it's wasn't that bad yet, my blood were all clotted and gooey wtf and it's so gross I can literally see my blood sticking between the upper and lower jaw fml so gross I wanna die.
The bleeding didn't stop til my bed time and I was too tired to bother so I went to sleep with a bigger cotton ball in my mouth. Tried using sugar and ice before sleeping but I guess it didn't work....

because...

I choked myself awake with my own blood in my throat. I remember waking up a few times and actually swallow it :s yucckkkkkkk and it tasted really super bad and disgusting wtf I don't even dare to drink or eat because of the taste and smell :( It was too much. Like swallowing a gulp of blood.
So I went to toilet and spit the blood in my basin, looked in the mirror. And one of my cheek has blood stain the size of my palm -_________- ......

Shit.
Went to check my pillow right away.
YES I WAS RIGHT.
MY PILLOW CASE AND THE PILLOW AS WELL, ARE STAINED WITH ANOTHER PALMSIZE OF BLOOD.
So I wokeup after sleeping for 4 hours, spitting blood, cleaning my bloodstained face, and also washing my pillow and pillow case. FUCKMYLIFEEEEEEE!!! T______________T

Sigh.

Sat on the bed while holding my paperbin, I was literally spitting blood for the rest of the hour, wondering what should I do now. I didn't sleep because I don't wanna choke on my own blood again.
bbm taisiu and Whatsapp bestie to complain about it and boy it's a good thing that she's a night owl. She googled solution for me and it bloody works magically! omoooo mon ami~! xoxo
Stayed awake until 10am the next day before I went back to sleep. This time, a comfy sleep and no more blood! YAY!

For a split second I thought I'm gonna die of losing too much blood wtf

Day 2:
Had ice bag by my cheek while waiting for the drug to work on me (before I went to bed again at 10am). Just because my face is now swollen at a side. Oh and I got mad at my brother because he said I looked exactly like how I was 10 years back; a fatass. Fucks. zzzz.
No more bleeding, the pain was tolerable. Taisiu visited in the evening and we went out for monthsary dinner. I actually changed my hair parting and sprayed it just because I wanted to cover my swell LOL bimbotic! But it conceals well la hehehaha. Was happy and forgotten about the pain because I've been locking myself at home thanks to all these crazy dental surgeries wuwuwu :(
Came home early and no bleeding as well :) Happy happy.

Day 3:
Woke up having a square face on the left. The usual shape on the right. Seems like the swell got bigger.
Fts. My upper teeth is actually poking the side of my cheek in my mouth and that's what causing the pain wtf had milo ais to comfort self :(

Sigh.

Let all this be over quickly for good.

Teethless

2011-04-07T12:35:00.001+08:00

Since my usual dentist is not giving me a discount (kiam wtf), my parents suggested we should go for another dentist and the clinic is located in a very 'ap tap' place =_= At least for me, and I kinda have some culture shock over there wtf.

So initially I planned to just get consultation from the dentist first before doing any hasty move. But apparently he only charge RM400 and dad said "Just do it!". And so, I had my second extraction today. Not the normal one, it's the surgery to extract the distorted wisdom tooth. The process took only 30 minutes lol but I've endure the real experience of horrible dental surgery. Well, it's not the extraction that hurts me. It's the dentist pulling and tugging my cheek, and I got poked on my cheek, and the nurse place suction too deep in my throat and I choked wtf. The rubber used to keep my mouth open was too big for me and he kept pushing it in although I told him it hurts T_T I did surgery in my usual dentist and he's way more gentle T_T When I complain to my dad, he told me "Of course, this is cheaper and if you want good service, you gotta pay another RM250+ for service charge."

..........oklor..........

:(

To be fair to him, despite he's been hurting me and the service is wayyyy different from the usual, I'd have to say he's quite fast in doing his job. That explains why is he 'not gentle'!

The anesthetic is not gone yet. I'm biting an oversized cotton. Stitching is still bleeding and yes I bleed a lot. So now I have double chin on my left side.

LOL

And I'm supposed to feast tomorrow and the following day.

orz

edit//

THE PAIN IS FUCKING INTOLERABLE ONCE THE ANESTHETIC WENT OFF ! !!!!!!!!1111

Toothless

2011-04-05T02:15:00.004+08:00

I've always hate visiting the dentist because it means getting my bloody money sucked by dentists.
I'm sorry if it offended any dentists but yes dental surgeries are very expensive! After years of not visiting the dentists, I finally had to get my first wisdom tooth extraction today. If it didn't broke into half I wouldn't even bothered going there seriously. Geez.
I was expecting 2 teeth to be extracted. But little do I expect, the dentist told me there's a total of 4 to be removed if I want to clear all the flaws in my set of teeth D:

Each tooth costs RM120. FTW.
Did an x-ray scan. RM90. FTW
Gotten bad news of having to extract a side-way-grown wisdom tooth through surgery. Estimation of RM650-RM850. WTF?
Having to do filling for those affected teeth. RM90.
Cleaning my set of teeth. RM x? (I didn't wanna ask anymore at that point.)

An image I googled. Similar to my case.

So the bloody tooth grew sideways and it's trapping food in the gapssss!

fuckthisshit. why is this happening to me :(

why won't you just grow straight-up and I'd be less upset having to pay that much for that bloody surgery!

I'm repeating the word 'bloody' cos I've seen a lot of blood today and I've suck a lot of my blood too even when I'm drinking water :( My bleeding did not stop until 5 hours later wtf no wonder my dad told me I looked like I'm having period in my mouth fml

It was quite painful and I was emotionally down for no reason until I fell asleep wtf.
I feel like I've lost something from my own body lol

Caramel frap delivery from taisiu and mom cooked my favourite pork+yam+steamed peanut combi for dinner and it totally changed my idea of just drinking milo ais and throw myself in my bed.

Question of the day:

Why is it called 'wisdom tooth' when it is totally useless and we don't use wisdom tooth to chew?

:(

2011-04-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

fts. just when I'm trying very hard to save more and spend less, shit happens.

I'm now going through emotional and financial break down.
I wanna win some lotteries. It's okay if it's not first prize sigh.
Not like I buy lottery.

fmlmax.

The last day.

2011-03-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

My college bunch :)

This is the end of my miserable yet memorable college life. I didn't know how I actually go through those days and I definitely dread the days carrying heavy
It came by slowly and sneakily and I did not realized it was probably the last day I'm stepping in the college as a student there....Well, until everyone starts pointing their cameras everywhere and demands for group photos.

I was their courserep for 4 years.
And now that it came to an end, I guessed it's a dilemma; I feel relieved and also missing the title at the same time. It wasn't anything proud to be mentioned of but it's like a memoir that stayed with me for years and now that it's gone and nobody cares.

I was 18. And now I'm 22.
*gulp
I wonder if I actually did something worth to be proud of, or did I just waste all these years like they don't matter? Seriously, I cannot think of any memorable achievements worth mentioning if you ask me. Been thinking about this matter when I was asked to type my self introduction for my university and this is part of the questions. I skipped this part cos I really have nothing worth mentioning to others. How pathetic. Tsktsk.

If I really had to say, I would say I think I'm a better person today than I was 4 years back.
That kid who was so nice to everyone and had no sense of dignity wtf.
Oh, and I'm now the arrogant bitch you'll never wanna talk to, because my words kill.

But most of the times, I'm super friendly hehehehehehehhehe.

Sliding over the rainbow.

2011-02-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

Rainbow colored post-it notes.

With our goals and dreams.

I hope it will be that beautiful :')

Hello Thailand akua.

They actually brightened my photo.
And I thought I was covered with foundation and studio lighting.

Upset tummeh

2011-02-27T02:49:00.001+08:00

Had the worst chicken ever at Malones the other day.

That's taisiu treat for my results bwahaha though it wasn't really impressive but I'm happy with it ^_^ *contented*

Anyways back to the chicken, it's an Irish menu so I didn't really like the taste. Forgotten about the name and I remember it has mustard and whisky in the sauce oh god I'm not interested in writing about an awful food wtf. The gravy was so oily and salty and I kinda hate it. Didn't finish the dish because the chicken freaking flew out of my plate and landed on my bag. (Ok what I meant here is I was having a hard time cutting the chicken ;____; ) And the bag is my birthday present from him omg orz the horror. I felt sooo bad that it ruined my mood ;(

Paranoid of not being able to wash it off cos it has oil! Went to washroom twice to get rid of it but it's still there....

Came home and washed for several times because I'm convinced that the oil is still there D:

Anyways it's not visible unless I took a picture of it with flash. So it's kinda hard for me to estimate where exactly is that stupid spot :(

Sigh.

I hope it's clean now. Too tired to look at it again.

-

Oh yes. Other than that, I think my tummy rejects this dish and I had stomachache for 2 days fts. It's not the stomachache where you can just go to toilet and do your business and feel relieved wtf. It's like you've been lying down too long on your stomach and you feel the burden on your stomach. Something like that. I tried swallowing pills and putting minyak angin cap kapak and drinking chinese tea and green tea and warm water. But seriously, nothing beats the weirdly tasted boiled coke with ginger.

LOL.

Bidding farewell.

2011-02-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year has come to an end. It wasn't as fruitful as last year's. This year's CNY ended in a haste quietly. Did not really go house visiting, did not have our lousang like last year. Things does change in some way, I can't deny it. I guess this is what you call, a change of phase in life. Though being apart geographically, I'm sure our bonds are still strong. Hopefully I won't have to grow old alone wtf.

Anyways, goodbye CNY 2011.

And uhm, goodbye Jci.

(with live images of Jess in the netbook)

Coconut Currant Butter Cookies

2011-01-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

Coconut Currant Butter Cookies

First attempt! I'm so touched that I can actually bake wtf.

Slightly burnt. But taste is still good. It's soo crunchy just the way I like it :D Unlike other cny cookies which most prolly tend to breaks very easily. Gonna make more next week! :D

I'm bored. Let's eat!

2011-01-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

Milk bottle gummies.

Nom nom nom

Good morning. Good night.

2011-01-13T06:08:00.001+08:00

Breakfast or supper.

Let's hope this is gonna be over for good.

Wish me luck! I need it. Desperately.

orz

Oh yeah.

Happy Birthday, mama ♥

Online shopping.

2011-01-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

Dad: Are you done with your clothes shopping for CNY?

Me: Yeah I've got enough. I'll get another parcel tomorrow. Bought a top online.

Dad: Don't you worried if the top is secondhand from the dumpster? You know it can be the clothes used by a deceased....And when you wear it, it's gonna haunt you.

Me: -________-

orz

2011-01-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

PMS

SORE GUMS

THICK ARTICLES IN RANDOM FONT AND HANDWRITING TO READ ON.

GOSH.

Zen.

2011-01-09T02:47:00.001+08:00

Thank you Jess :')

I feel so loved ♥

Met up with the girls again at our favorite old hangout place.

Ah, zen!

:')

2011-01-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

Matching knitted top.

Totally coincidence.

♥

Happeh Monthsary

xoxo

2010 shall never be forgotten.

2011-01-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

I finally realized that my intention of trying to blog more expressively has pretty much failed :x

Obviously, I like keeping things short and call it a day. Yikes. I hate people who blog like that and now that I'm doing it myself LOL anyhow, to celebrate the first day of 2011 where every new year must have a new beginning, I'm going to write without putting a barrier in between my complex mind and this blog post.

I don't know who would actually take time to read this entire post. I am writing it to keep track of the highlights in my 21 y.o. life.

What 2010 stored for me; I will make this quick and simple. This year will be the most drastic year that I've been gone through. So much for being an adult; my first year of adulthood wasn't easy and smooth-sailing as I expected. It was "chaotic", I would say.

The early of 2010 was really rough for me. It wasn't easy but I am really glad that I went through the obstacle and in fact, I grew up into a better person through the hard way. I am really thankful to everyone who chose to stayed by my side when I was at my worst state and could not stay strong enough to actually just flip my hair and pretend nothing has happened. I wish I could pretend to be cool like that but if I did, I won't learn anything. So anyways, I love you all the most.

Verdict: I am a more optimistic person and I have lower expectations on people around me. It's good. But the not-so-good part is uhm, I'm a meaner person now hehehahah. Yes I know. I am still mean and witty and funny. That's what made me unique so if you can't handle me please don't tell me I need to grow up and be a more serious person or or try to tell me I will actually break the law. LOL?

Alongside with the above mentioned difficult phase I'm going through, I was actually stuck doing my internship in a company for my course. It was 3 months. It passed by in a blink of eye, I'm serious. I've seen a lot of places, people and also situations. It taught me that there are so many more things in the world that needs my attention rather than just putting all my goddamn effort on a person. (Not being biased or anything, just saying, you know.) I know it's sad that I learn the hard way but oh wells. Better too late than never. ;) I reconstruct my dreams and passion again. It was a good change and a new phase in my life. I like new phases! But to be honest, I'm kinda embarrassed by the fact that I took it so negatively that time wtf. In fact, life is better now; I am happier and I laughed a lot (on people's misery and on being mean and bullying for a passion w00t).

Verdict: I lead a happier life.

-

In 2010, I spent more time with friends, I made more friends, I hung out with more random people and I've seen more weird encounters. I'm closer to my college friends, and I date some wrong person because I agreed to hang out with almost anyone (of course they are all my friends). Damn it I even went to club with my lecturers and lab assistant and seen something inappropriate that I can never get it outta my mind anymore homaidog. I built friendships and I handle people better. I allow no one to mock me and belittle me. You may label me as immature but I hate it when people mock me for the fun of it. I can do better so I always gladly mock them back and made them feel humiliated in the end. Hah, take that! I learnt to be more angsty and fearful so nobody would attack my self confidence. Grr.

This is also the year where I realized the girls know what to do best when I'm at my worst state. Thankyou lovelies xoxo.

Verdict: It sounds bad. But I think it's a good thing. I give no two fucks to fuckfaces. I learnt to treasure a few who loves me ^_^ "Quality is better than quantity" - (Chen, 2010) *coughcough*

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2010 was definitely a year to be remembered; whether heart-throbbing or joyful, because it marks too many highlights in my life - especially it's my first year of adulthood. Now that it is already 2011, I'm going to be 22 in around a month or more. I can't believe I am gonna be 22, seriously! :( Let's hope I'm gonna pass my exams and graduate peacefully, get a job, pay all my debts, get a decently life and bring my parents eating things they really love. I know I'm not a religious person, but Buddha, Guanyinma, any god...Please bless my parents with good health and energy and happiness so I can bring them to sight-seeing, food travelling, anything. Just let them be healthy and happy. That is the least I am asking for.

Thank you.

For still reading this til the end.

LOL.

Goodbye I'm supposed to study now!

Breeding lipid

2010-12-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Time

cut

down

food.

....

orz

My cuppa tea ;)

2010-12-19T10:44:00.002+08:00

This is totally my type of music!! And and I like the MTV and the feel to it too!!
*aww

Anyways, that's Sean Lennon; son of John Lennon if you guys remember he was one of the Beatles.
Oh his god. Like father like sonn!

DingDong

2010-12-16T00:26:00.000+08:00

I AM HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MY THESIS.

I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING AND FIGHTING WITH THIS THING FOR LIKE, SINCE FOREVER?

LET'S HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO TURN OUT WELL.

KTHXBAI

TIME TO SLEEP!!!

FATTY BUMBUM

2010-12-11T00:27:00.000+08:00

I'm hungry.

Therefore I think of food.

But I feel fat when I thought of it.

I tried stopping myself from thinking about food.

But I can't because I'm hungry.

Emo fuck upon looking at my own reflection in the mirror.

Hi.

2010-11-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

I know it's awkward.

but uh...

I miss you. you. you. you. and you.

'nuff said.

Bee Bee Emm Mee

2010-11-25T18:23:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I can sit still and do my work efficiently. By work I mean my homework/assignments and the one that gives me money real deal work. And guess what it's day 5 today and I submit my work every night religiously omfg how long can I last?! I know I'm always procrastinating but *coughs* the reason I'm pushing my limit right now is due to monetary factors wtf.

I is trying to be a good time manager. Getting better in it. *pats self*
But is now very bad in managing my finance :s

-

On a random note.
I've been using my blackberry for a month already! :D
And I'm very happy with what it does for me! :D
I can go online at anytime! :D
Not only online from my bb but also *jengjengjeng* as a modem to my laptop :D No more excuses I couldn't go online for serious business anymore!
I can also abuse my friends in my Whatsapp and BBM hahahahah :D
I can tweet at anytime when I smell something funny or someone's smelly armpit in the train :s wtf FMLmax

Hold on. I don't check on my phone when I'm driving okay! I'm a very serious driver!

Oh yeah and best of all, DiGi plan rocks cos it's unlimited and I can use without worry. Cheap plans cheap services hahahaha the line in my work station is VERY weak and I couldn't do anything with my phone in my school's studio. Then I will hear chants like "digisucksdigisucksdigisucks" repeating at my ears -_-

Everyone should get a blackberry or iphone okay! stop paying for smses wtf I am now avoiding unnecessary calls and smses. Let's see how much I can save *gulp

my sexeh phone beside andy's.

both are of the same size and thickness.

I need silicon casing cos I have butter fingers :(

Oh yeah and this picture is taken on the same day I noticed a slight scratch on my call button boo

stupid keys in my bag :(

Weekly update

2010-11-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

The way my week goes

Monstrous Monday

Terrifying Tuesday

Wicked Wednesday

Traumatized Thursday

Fantastic Friday (weekends woohoo)

Sleeping Saturday (I sleep like real a lot nowadays boo)

Sucky Sunday (having Monday blues here)

Time to get back to work

I should be thinking about writing essays instead of nonsense like this.

Bleh.

I hate Sundays too.

2010-11-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

Stupid Sunday.

I'm having Monday blues already all thanks to the rushing assignments and jobs.

Can't complain much cos at the same time I'm glad I have more jobs (kaching kaching)

Need to save up more since I've been overspending this month ;(

Worst of all they're all necessities fml

Had migrain last night and I had to hit the sack earlier, did not finish my work as planned :(

And I woke up middle of the night because my aircond chose to leak at that ungodly hour wtf

Slept with only fan and no aircond. Thank god it was quite windy last night woo

Anyhowsss

To cheer my little yet sophisticated soul up,

here's a very cute yet fierce but loving pink purple monster.

Let's hope I'm not gonna bump into anyone else wearing the same tee as I am!
RAWR.

FOL

2010-11-20T23:41:00.001+08:00

I don't understand.

Every woman, at least those who're still having their menses,

will either have to change diapers for almost a week monthly, or to be fucked by all these cotton sticks.

So which will you choose?
Changing diapers and not having good night sleep for worrying about leakage,

or choose to be fucked by cotton sticks and worry about not able to take them off wtf

Fuck our lives.

They looked like bullets T______T

Now

2010-11-19T04:42:00.000+08:00

I am...

still alive...and healthy...with my signature thick eyeliner.

And my hair is getting longer. I forgot when was my last trim!!

So much about my current life now.

How's yours? ;)

Goodbye sun.

2010-10-31T11:30:00.001+08:00

Hello sun.
I love you the most during sunset cos it's the end of the day and I can go home!
And I hate it when it's sunny. Boo.

-

I wanted to say something but I couldn't say it out in words.
I may be speaking a lot and outspoken but when it comes to my own feelings, I'm never brave enough to express it openly. I have a natural barrier built deep inside me which stops me to expose myself freely.

I feel insecure when everyone can read me easily.
But I feel annoyed when the one I loved cannot read me.

Such dilemma.

I will definitely write when I know the right words to say.
Why am I a communication student when I can't even express myself with words :(
Must be the influence from film art subject I took last semester.

Home Alone

2010-10-24T17:42:00.000+08:00

While my entire family was away. I took good care of myself and cook decent meals.
Well...at least for breakfast :x

Day 1 - Parents are still home, so they prepared the breakfast.

Day 2 - Sis tapao lomaikai and charsiupao for me ;)

Day 3 - I had a really good mood in the morning so I took time cooking breakfast and I was late to class cos I took too much time cooking eating and washing dishes wtffml

Day 4 - Lazy morning. Had milk and swiss rolls I bought from the previous day. Chocolate swiss roll from BreadTalk is yyums :) The green tea tasted too heavy :s

At that point of my life, I've totally given up cooking because I'm too tired of cooking for just me alone and washing the entire kitchen and 43785345 pots every time I cook. -_- I only cook dinner and skipped lunch. The first thing I told my mom when she was back, "Mom, I miss your cookings."

T_T

Cooking is fun but it takes too much effort :x

Random

2010-10-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

I was so attracted to their latest shop layout. Lol.

I wanna be a villian tooo!!!

Ah. This reminds me of my kidnapped brow pencil :(

Today

2010-10-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

Went to Wisma MCA early in the morning today. Arrived at 8.30am omfg.

Datuk Lo Kong Boon, Chairman of KSMB giving his speech.

I was listening. And also making good use of WirelessKL 8D

Thanks to these people, all the VIPs and Datos for the award ;)

Died for 4 hours today after I went home.
Was dead tired fml.

Okay I'm all rejuvenate to do my thesis now.
Wish me luck and uh...let's hope I won't be procrastinating 8D

Random

2010-10-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

Had my dream came true this morning;

cos I ate kinkinpanmee!

like finally !

T_T *touched

Watched Child's Eye; another HK horror film.

It's not scary at all but it has an okay storyline.

Had to head home early just because -_-

Skipped class though.

Time to do thesis. hehehaha :(

Random

2010-10-12T12:59:00.000+08:00

Fancy an oddly U-shaped harpeng, any one?

Jess the mess.

2010-10-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st love ♥

Missing our gossipsession.

You know we love you :)

xoxo

HLF

2010-10-06T09:32:00.001+08:00

Because I know I have a very short temper and I get angry very easily once someone stepped on my borderline between OK and NOT OK. Despite my anger goes down quite fast, I still do not like to feel angsty over something; which is why I don't even like to listen to the same pathetic complains and rants every single fucking day. It makes me feeling angry too when I'm around angry people. If you can take all the time in your life complaining to me why don't you do something for your own good omfg. It's okay to complain once in a while when you really feel bad about it. I don't mind listening at all. But it's really that bad when the complain becomes angsty and you're like scolding everyone around you. WTF?

Please live a happier life because it's fucking unhealthy to be angry over every small things in your life =_=!

I know, some of you may think I am a hypocrite and whatever I type here can be used on myself.
Um, if you know me well, I don't get angry over the slightest things. So stop saying I need anger management or something. I don't need it.

0210 - Go buy TOTO!

2010-10-03T12:45:00.001+08:00

Salty and uhm, sweet :)

[Roasted Duck at Lot 10 Hu Tong]

中秋节快乐

2010-09-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival!

Had BBQ for dinner omg lamb chop pork chop and chicken wings and satay sauce and nasi empit and my fav blackpepper sausages and my other love; potato salad :D No pictures were taken cos I was too hungry I arranged the food with failed culinary arts attempt and ugh, nevermind. Chomped all the food and my workouts all gone. Wasted D:

My family don't usually celebrate this day playing lanterns and candles cos I'm the youngest and my siblings are all too old wtf oldhags :x Anywayssss CNY is more important heheh :) I'm now showing my face in living room. Although we're not out looking at the bright moon (is the moon there? wtf cos it's gonna rain soon), I think it's the same sitting in the same room with my dad. I'm munching on peppermint+chocolate mooncake. And him with his beer and I'm stuck here listening to him nagging about not drinking outside without his supervision fml. It's okay it made me smile. As long as he's happy, then I am. Mom is...uh...busy at kitchen. She tak boleh duduk diam one wtf kidding.

Trying to do my work here. SYP is nagging now pfft.

:(

2010-09-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

I hate it when I'm feeling indecisive.
A part of me is telling me to do it and another part tries to stop me from doing it. It makes me feel like I have two souls living inside my body and both are actually struggling and competing to win over my 'body'. Damn.
Probably I'm feeling that way because I'm always thinking and I imagine too much.

It's really hard to decide what I should tell people and what I shouldn't. I'm afraid of being too naked and too mysterious at the same time. Perhaps I'm in a stage of growing up and not knowing what to do best.

Ironically, I like how each and every decision I made can change things into a total different way.
Life's amazing and unpredictable. I think I can write a book if I'm good in words and if I know how to express myself.

That's something I hate about myself. I wish I know how to express my feelings better, in words or in visuals.

I can't write a good script or produce a good film like this!!! :((

Menyampah.

piranha !

2010-09-07T02:56:00.000+08:00

I didn't know GSC Signatures only entertains patrons above 18 years old! Okay now I know lol went to this thingamajig today and the seats are all double seats and they're all super comfyyy ! I can extend my legs to the front too no problemo unlike TGV KLCC -_-

PIRANHA IS FUCKING AWESOME! I like gross movie like this pfft *thumbsup

Eyeliner died on me today I was using it half way and I have to dig some ink from my mascara fmlmax.

Sleepy. yawn. abrupted post.

Freedom !

2010-09-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

I don't know why is this semester so mind-and-body-torturing. Seriously I think I'm always dead on the floor in my room before I can even get changed and shower and even eat! Thank god we don't have short film production :x Motion graphic is good enough.

So what we did was...
x Radio News
x TV News
x Documentary script
x Documentary program
x Film review video
x Weekly film review report
x Motion graphic
x Live interview program
x Weekly TV news scriptwriting
x More scripts zzz

After this semester, I'm very positive I hate writing scripts! Especially TV script! I'm not a very observant nor I am a imaginative person and this is what you need in script writing fmlmax and I wrote the documentary script I almost throw tantrums wtf. Okay so I think I'll like radio production more than TV ones. Despite the fact that I don't really listen to the radio LOL but it's okay I don't even watch TV as well. Did I just made myself sounded like I live in a cave of something :(!

So anyways I'm now done with finals yesterday don't ask me how was it cos it's over and I will only think about it when the results are released grr and it's HALLELUDAYS! hallelujah + holidays wtf geddit geddit?

Yesterday was a looong day for me it feels like two days instead of one! Had butterfly in my stomach the day before, so I did not catch any sleep at all cos I'm afraid I might wake up late for exam since it's a morning paper. I was thinking maybe I can sleep after my paper in the afternoon but I almost forgotten I have a job in the noon til night wtf so ugh I went on 30hours without sleeping my best record wtf.

-

Soooo about the job! My ugh first emcee job (minus the two weddings) and it's a house launching in Seremban. But somehow it looked kinda like an animal petting zoo lol!

They have chicks! omg cute chicks and ducklings as well awwww *melts
and ferret which I happened to thought the lady said "fatass" wtf fhl
and creepy creatures like spiders, frogs, snakes and WTF GECKOS! I hate geckos they're so ugly and so fierce why would anyone love them wtfwtf yuck.

I didn't bring my camera. All these were taken by my faithful phone camera.

Furballs!!! Did you see one lost chick among the ducklings XD

Ugly gecko wtf this guy is super angsty it shows that face when I put my finger near it -_-

This is the smaller snake I hold. I had another bigger one around my shoulder but that's in another guy's dslr so um god knows when I can get the pic so just make use with this one first okay. It's a ball python btw and the guy who owns her told me it will roll(?) around your body and you can just walk everywhere like it's a bangle on your hand wtf.

nooo no cute pic of the tamed ferretsss!! :( boo

I want a ferret too! Then I'll name it fatass :D

I wasn't the main emcee. Just the assistant/translator cos the emcee guy speaks English. And I kinda realized my mandarin super pasar LOL I couldn't be bothered doing Beijing's accent right it's gonna sound so weird for this kinda event.

Here's the side of the biggest bungalow lot show unit.

Didn't get the information cos I don't see any brouchers anywhere.

Since I have an inch thick of makeup on my face and I was feeling vain about it, here's a hiao pic to savour your eyes !

Super fine hair day and super good makeup day.

Except that I got it all ruined cos it's an outdoor job and I bunned my hair at the end of the day. pfft.

It's an eyeopening day.

More to come, hopefully!!

deep

2010-09-01T04:27:00.001+08:00

Can't wait for the time I'll be able to look back and laughed at how much did I struggled.

i've been pretty much abandoning my blog alot.

that's because i selfish with my own thoughts lately.

i'd rather reminiscent all the good ol'memories in my brain and smile all day long.

it makes me happy.

writing a blog and inviting unwanted bitter readers are not what i wanted to handle right now.

unless i have pictures. outings. pictures. more pictures. outings. cashhhhhh!

so just imagine i'm now living without the internet when im not blogging.

or i might come here once in a while if im too excited.

i miss the good old days.

on a random note, i think i like pronouncing this word; chiaroscuro.

Project: Motion Graphic.

2010-08-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

My group work. Our first motion graphic edited by Adobe Photoshop CS3 and also Adobe After Effect.

Featuring Jo and DooJoon!

yayyy :D

Dangerous!

2010-08-22T03:36:00.000+08:00

人啊，很犯贱。

You know it pricks but you still wanted to mess with it just to test if you're strong enough to endure the poison. It's good to know your immunity is getting better but what if you're not entirely immune to it?

wtf man.

*bitchslaps

But damn it feels so good playing with danger :P

Things that makes me happy.

2010-08-15T19:44:00.000+08:00

(other than just money!)

Happy people talking about random shits.

Spending on something I really like.

Good food

Good movies

Discovering something new and amazing

Taking beautiful photos/Edited beautiful photos

Successfully record a guitar cover without sounding like crappppp

Amaze people

Making people laugh

Bonding sesh with the girls.

Being mean and makes people pissed off on purpose.

Cakes. Lots of cakes.

Ice cream. The ones with marshmallow and a lot of nutsss

Mom's food.

Hot funny guys! XD Who doesn't right wtf

Shopping. So cliche wtf.

I can't think anymore cos I left this post saved before I took my nap and now that I'm awake, I need to edit some videos again.

pfft. I'll continue nx time, if I ever remember XD

:*(

2010-08-14T05:19:00.001+08:00

I don't believe in Friday the 13th. Even though I have shits on almost every Friday the 13th - as far as I remember, nothing good happened. Didn't notice it was one yesterday until I switched on the radio and every single stations were talking about it -_- What's the hype wei not like it's a celebration ala "Oh yay it's a badluck day today! Let's talk about it!"

The kiss of death wtfwtf

See, the thing is that the more you talked about it, the more it will happen to you. And now the more I listened to it, the more it's happening to me!

I brushed Michelle off saying "nah nothing's bad gonna happen it's just a myth."
Then, BAAM!!

I submitted my documentary assignment late because the damn finalcutpro in my college lab is an ass. My video goes unsynchronized with the audio everytime I rendered it! And worst, the visuals are cut off as well sometimes! Grr for geram! Submitted the thing late, and worst of all it's not even fixed yet. I have a screening on Monday and we're trying to save it later with another lecturer who is better in using fcp :( Well, at least we can screen a better video publicly instead of humiliating ourselves in the lecture hall.

I'm not gonna use that fcp again! Did my rolling credits with Adobe and it's better! But fcp kept dropping the few seconds at the end of the video FML FOL.

Haih. Stupid apples and their inventions! Love-hate relationship boo :*(

Pek chek!

Went shopping with Michelle and everything was fine again :) Um, at least during shopping!

Came home dinner and then died on the floor in my room until 4am wtf that explains why am I online at this hour
(reads: 5:18am)

-

Finals coming soon let's hope and pray everything's gonna be fine!

ta.

x

2010-08-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

12:34pm

刚起床
昨天出了一整天其实还蛮累的：S
早上上课，下午去Bukit Bintang 找 Cynthia + 陪林尾去弄电脑 - 林尾还真的很婆婆妈妈咯！
然后一个人逛逛街 - 感觉真好：）

虽然有喜欢一个人走的时候
但是还是会想跟朋友聚聚一下

可是没想到聚了才没多久，全部就要走了：（
不爽
过后还是去了我们都爱的地方 <3
可是钱嘛。。。。。。
多用了：（

算了啦
高兴就好

感性的一面

2010-08-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

那种感觉很难说出口 :)

最近的功课好像一直都做不完。写完稿，要去拍摄，然后要回学校剪片。
真的是没完没了 =_=
本来今晚可以出去聊聊天
时间不对 - 明天吧~

很想念去年的生活。
可能是习惯了那种生活，现在有点不习惯。

跟不同的人一起走不同的路做不同的事
我已经踏出旧的圈子，可是偶尔还是会回味一下；假如当初的选择不是这样，我会变成现在的我吗？

现在我只好相信一切都是个很好的开始。我的未来会很美好的　:)

X

2010-08-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

毛毛雨天 - 很清凉的不用雨伞~
就这样穿着短裤听着iPod，凉鞋走到回家的路上。

严爵的歌
自己的回忆
下雨天的心情

我喜欢：）

-

有时候独处时很好的；不需要依赖别人。
可是当要找人谈心事真的不容易。

-

最近都很容易觉得累。难道，我老了吗？！以前可以顶到整个晚上不用睡觉，现在最多两点多就不行了。老了老了老了老了啦~~~~~~

：（（

On Jailbreaking.

2010-08-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

gniyyamgno says (9:28 PM):
ANDY
FASTER DAY IM AWESOME
HAHAHAHAHA
SUCCESSFULLY INSTALLED SOMETHING
=D
say*

AndyC says (9:30 PM):
hahaha

gniyyamgno says (9:30 PM):
wohohoho

AndyC says (9:32 PM):
go dll those mahal mahal punya game
so i can play
haha

gniyyamgno says (9:32 PM):
WTF.
i downloading the sims
later final fantasy
heheh
eh cepat jailbreak
pfft

AndyC says (9:33 PM):
iPhone play final fantasy
?

gniyyamgno says (9:33 PM):
ya hahaha!

AndyC says (9:33 PM):
ur mata tak cukup kecik izzit
gniyyamgno says (9:33 PM):
=_______________________=

AndyC says (9:33 PM):
hahahaha

Sial! PFFTTTTTTT!!

Filmaniac.

2010-07-14T16:18:00.001+08:00

Helluva!

I'm here typing cos I'm in the midst of waiting my videos rendering :( I wish I have a macbookpro or final cut pro now T_T I don't know why is my rendering sooooo slowwwww!! I'm using my dear HP Pavilion DV2 and Adobe Premiere Pro btw.

I'm doing a film analyzing video on "Mother" or 마더. Directed by Joon-ho Bong (The Host)
Watched it yesterday during break time and damn, film analyzing is so tiring I have to pay attention to every single detail and it kinda worn me out since I had long classes yesterday. Storyline is so twisted I got mislead and wrongly assumed the ending lol! Here's the trailer. It has Won Bin in it!

Anyways, gonna submit this on Friday 12pm sharp. Where the hell I have time for it if rendering and editing is sluggy wtf and I have to finish arranging my clips before I do my voiceover! Fuckityfuck :((!

Have another film cinematography review report to passup this Friday 10am. Gonna watch "The Good, The Bad, and The Weird" for the third attempt lol! Failed for the first two times cos the opening was so serious I wanna die.

Guess what, my progress now is like 1% thanks to the slow rendering :(

-

Anyway, I really hate chatting over the phone with people whom I don't miss at all and I don't get why they still call to talk to me despite I told them I don't really like it and I did give them a 'dead-air' conversation most of the time -.- And now I have to come up with lame excuses. Please call me at the wrong timing I love it :D Michelle told me that I'm getting meaner nowadays. Good. I'm a changed person and I know I'm changing for good. Omm.

Getting back to work cos I ran out of words to say and I've got no new pictures - eventhough Andy's dslr is here with me. Heheh.

updates: I got only 68% for this assignment T_T

Quickie

2010-07-11T20:13:00.001+08:00

It's been a long tiring week and here's my summary of the week.

05 July 2010

College's studio

Live Interview (with Jeremy Teo of RedFM)

Was the director of the day.

The crews with lecturer and Jere.

05 July 2010

Rainforest, Pavilion KL.

For Hoegaardens! Happy drinks = Happy smile!

It was an 'unforgettable' night XD

08 July 2010

Dome Cafe KLCC

Meetup with an ex-tuition friend who just came back from New York for holidays.

10 July 2010

MPH Midvalley

The You Economy Book Launch

The You Economy with its author, Harry Seggu; was my lecturer awhile ago.

Helped him with video and photo shooting.

It was a fully jam-packed day. I went to class straightaway after midvalley and then to Quattro with the adults at night. Had alcohol, calamari and paitee but too bad no pictures taken at all cos nobody whipped out a camera until the end of the day when some are tipsy. I wasn't interested in taking pic anymore by then :x

Left the bar at 12am when the crowd is getting massive. Was supposed to head back home but then my driver was talking about his favorite place and I decided to check it out. Had another beer sesh at Havana and I think I just fell in love with a place. Pfft. It was a nice place to chill and we had a deep longggg talk. Sometimes it's kinda nice and fun to actually have a conversation with people much older than I am; provided that we're of the same channel. Period. Although this is kinda awkward but I think I'm gonna miss him :s

I love Sundays now. Staying in is so much fun but fml my dad woke me up at 10am for breakfast my mom made. Haven't sleep til now cos I'm such a procrastinator. Did nothing today. Not productive at all. Pfft.

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 :( But I guess I'll just wait til the movie is up for downloading since I have no enough time for this coming week :(( Broadcast Journalism midterm test and Cinematography analysis assignment. One on Wednesday, one on Friday. Zero progress 8D

Buck up buck up!

au revoir.

Lapsap

2010-07-07T05:15:00.000+08:00

This is so complicated and it was never this hard for me. I thought I handle it well but it seems like I'm just ruining it all into shattered pieces. What am I doing?! I should stop making myself looked like a total fool.

I never know what to expect anymore. It's much better living off someone's expectation.

Oh I'm just saying. Don't ask me about it :)

Rare item #2

2010-07-03T20:41:00.001+08:00

I figured that if I want my sense of humor back, I need to do something ridiculous first.

And here's a bimbotic picture of me.

Rare item #2.

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Pfft.

kapoot

2010-07-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

I noticed the way I behaved lately is not like how I used to be.

I'm a more serious person right now and I fear one day I'll just turn into a boring serious person who has nothing interesting to talk about and has no sense of humor at all. I don't know what changed me. I tried to control myself and I'm fighting against it to turn back into my old self but it somehow fail.

Cos I get offended very easily and it's very hard to satisfy me anymore.

It's that bad to the level that I will isolate myself and I'd rather live in my own world just to avoid getting into conversations that might ended up making me feeling angry. What, it's wrong to feel angry? Something has definitely changed me but I'm not sure about it too. I guess I'm opening too much about myself recently, thus leading me to this character cos this is who I am, a semi-old hag who gets annoyed really easily. I sort of compressed the character down until recently.

Sorry to whomever who happened to be my victim of anger wtf :( I don't mean it. Give me some time to adjust myself back and damn, where did that sense of humor went!

Another bad day.

2010-06-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

It is another bad day today. Fuck. I hate June! :(
I'm so angry I'm not gonna construct proper sentences pfft.

1) Slept only 45 minutes last night cos I was rushing 2 assignments. Today is the submission day.

2) Went to 9am class and slept through my lecture. FML never get to listen or copy anything at all. Thank god for the invention of voice recorder in my phone.

3) I'm bleeding wtf and bleeding means major discomfort and carrying a laptop bag around is definitely not helping to soothe the mood.

4) Was supposed to get the camera for our news shooting today but FOL it was raining and we had to wait for almost an hour.

5) Proceeded with shooting process but FOL again cos there was nothing for us to shoot. I mean, the news is about the price increase of sugar. But no sugar spotted in 10 minimarts we went in. And bigger marts didn't allow us to do shooting :(

6) Gave up. Shoot only one minor insert footage. Planned to go back college for class after resting. It was 5pm then. Got an sms from classmate that class is cancelled cos the lecturer is stuck in jam in Kuala Selangor cos it was flooding. Class is supposed to start at 6pm. It's Week 7 now and he only conducted lecture twice.

7) Fine. Took the train home. Had to wait for my BIL for 40 minutes and I almost teared waiting cos I was sooo tired I kept on falling asleep on the bench at bus stop :(

8) Came home and there was some naggy annoyance.

I almost snapped but thank god for the creation of earphones.
This is seriously testing my patience T_T

It's a messed up day I really hate wtf HAIH

Wet butts.

2010-06-26T18:22:00.001+08:00

If you guys are observant enough, I actually bought myself a new toy again.

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s in white ;D At first I wanted the chocolate one but then most people tell me it's super fugly and it's still out of stock right now so I just got myself the white one instead.

Too bad it wasn't pure white. It's cream white. Pfft.

Mindfucked Jci to go get it with me. We were talking on msn at 10.30am and she just decided she wanted to follow in 10minutes time after I bombarded her with tonnes of polaroid and instant pictures over the Internet XD

And so, both of us took the train and went all the way to Wangsa Maju to get it. And then went to KLCC to test the product! Brought Snowkat along so let's just wait for the photo after I finished this roll wohkeh :)

It was a nice day. No sight of grey clouds and the sun was friendly enough we can sat on the grass for almost half an hour!

(Minus the wet butt part lol)

Anyways, pictures time! This is like a photo spam of Jci -.-

BurgerKing

Not my best angle but ahh~

Polaroid/instant cams are amajingy!

Opps.

No pic of myself and my babyVanilla. I'll let Jci to model it then xD

Sunny Saturday, my Fuji Instax Mini 7s and also my beloved model xD

Psst.
You know I almost never need to edit her photo every time I post them up.

T_T
*jealous

Oh oh and this is me!
My mom was complaining how miniature I was in the picture T_T

Nevermind, I'll take more shots of my huge ass face next time!
pfft

I'm now broke and happily eating grass T______________T
*denial

Snipsnaps

2010-06-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I love visiting the saloon and let the hairstylist do something to my hair :D

But the experience of visiting lower end saloon never stop traumatizing me. I will not cut my hair for RM15 or so anymore cos what I paid is what I get D: Cheap haircut. Not that I will pay super a lot for professional cuts or anything but the average one will be fine.

Thankgod my hairstylist this time did not fail. I think he works as a magician secretly or something pfft.

Look! My hair looks so bouncyyy! awww

I loveee bouncy light hair but too bad I don't naturally born with nice hair :(

Trying to keep my hair long now so it can weights down the hair and hopefully it will not go frizzy like a bear anymore :(

Had dinner at Cravings @ Sunway Giza. No pics cos my camera battery died and I didn't charge.

Regretting it. Pfft.

Today marks a very bad day cos I think I did several good deeds and at the end of the day, I had to endure the sight of a young man digging his nose for 10mins with 8 of his fingers, put the nosepoop together, then studying it.

FML.

I arrived at the saloon earlier with Khen. Cyn and okm came later.
Guess what, I was abandoned for half of the session despite I came earlier than them :(

Cyn has long locks, okm dyed his hair. But both of them took shorter time than me to get a damn haircut T_T

Was abandoned badly in the saloon.

But the anger totally fades off after seeing my hair being so obedient pfft.

Other than helping the disabled, getting nice haircut, and meeting up...I wasn't happy at all!

The Sparrow

2010-06-18T20:19:00.001+08:00

Watched this during Cinematography class today.

The poster above can be deceiving cos this film is a Cantonese film, made in Hong Kong.

Simon Yam is in it.
The story is really simple but then trust me, if you really want to see something beautiful, please watch this film.

I personally like beautiful photos

And this is a beautiful motion picture; It's not hard to understand the beauty in it.

T_T

Lol XD

I am a honey bee

2010-06-18T03:31:00.000+08:00

Mirrors are so cool at times but sometimes it's creepy too D:

Mickey top on sales. I was so excited cos S is still too big for me!

Just cause I've been told that I'm fatter by 873568356 people in the college :(

The new crepe stall opposite GSC Pavilion.
Nothing exciting. But the icecream was really good ;D

Hi silly clown!
Wanted to take more shots but I'm not equipped with my camera. Or my lomo.
And no DSLR. Potong steam. Only one shot. There are other cuter ones too D:

omaigee.
I don't know what's wrong with me and my body anymore. I've been sleeping too much but I'm still tired and demand for more sleep. =_= I've got a 10 pages documentary script and a 20 pages industrial training report to be submitted next week. Fuck. Zero progression!

Hownowbrowncow
Where art thou, writing mojo?! And inspiration!
Gah. I hate writing for documentary.

Cutesy!

2010-06-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

aww so adorable!

Some of them looks plasticky and fake but some looks yummeh! Let's hope there's not gonna be any dumb kids putting it into their mouth or something -.-

They have many different plastic food as well go and watch the others related video!

Early Sunday is a Sunny Day.

2010-06-13T12:38:00.001+08:00

Shooting Day #2
Venue: Metropolitan Park, Kepong.
Subject: Broadcast Journalism
Slug: Walkathon launched by Ong Tee Keat.

I didn't stay to shoot for the England vs USA match cos it's wayyy too late.
So here am I, my turn to do coverage for the morning event and I've got to be there at 7am

-_- I've never up this early on a Sunday morning for god knows how long.

Slept at 4am this morning. Got up at 5am. I will definitely hit the sack later and died on the bed.

Minimal pic cos only the both of me and Jo.
No free hands to do other stuffs.

7am
zzzzzz -_-

Cameraperson and the evil twin sistah! Sorry no makeup cos I'm like that during production pfft.

I looked very thick cos I'm wearing a man M sized polo tee inside, and a man XL sized tee outside cos it's easier to work with bigger shirt and we're told to wear this event tee to shoot stuffs.

Obviously, that's a toilet.
Please link toilet and video camera together. omg so obscene xD

Trying to conceal the camera and tripod bag with free towels we got from the event.

Jo's mom was amazing cos she handled everything for us T_T *teared
Thankyou auntie Lok! And uncle Lok is nice too he drove us there :)

Ah.

I need an Osim massage chair :(

De Han Ming Guk!

2010-06-13T02:58:00.003+08:00

Shooting Day #1
Venue: Korea Town, Ampang.
Subject: Broadcast Journalism
Slug: World Cup Celebration in Malaysia (South Korea vs Greece)

All pictures are from my phone. Forgot to charge my camera -_-

Excited!

Cos I'm going Korea Town for the first time :D

I know. I looked damn hideous here hahahaha. Please take note that I'm actually showing off the 2 backpacks I'm carrying!

I thought I'll be feasting on some Korean dishes but sadly, this is the only thing I ate there. Melon ice stick which tastes really really good :D Although RM2.60 for an ice stick is quite ridiculous but awww it's so yummeh so it's okay :D

Cute guys cute guys where are you? :x

I was so lucky today cos I bumped into 2 cute korean guys while looking for the others! And he looked back heheheh I'm so gonna love this place wtf.

These drums are soooo cool it made everyone there felt so er semangat berkobar-kobar D: I don't know what's the right word to express how I felt!

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The shooting ended earlier than expected. Just cos I need to stop isolating myself from some bunch of people, I went all the way to Midvalley to look for the 3 musketeers and then proceed to another shisha session at Starlight. Damn, I will never order double apple mint anymore. Effing rough and it made me nauseous. Watermelon extra mint is better pfft.

BTW
I think have to practice healthy lifestyle already :(
The last time I actually worked out was.......

T_T
Ahhh....

I don't remember!
FML

Ticktocks #2

2010-06-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

My back shot!

Didn't know I look like this from behind pfft and I can see my mole there =.=

That was when I do whatever I wanted to do.

And whatever that makes me happy.

I'm supposed to have lectures at 6pm on Wednesdays and Thursdays; yesterday and tomorrow.
It got cancelled again this week and it is week 4 now. -_- Thank god I'm smart enough I chose to come home instead of waiting 7 hours in the college. zzz. See, week 5 is coming and this subject is supposed to be fun since it's Production and Multimedia but things got so sucky right now I don't even know how are they gonna mend this shit. I've got a total of 14 weeks. 4 weeks gone. Great.

Okay to be fair to this particular lecturer, he's admitted into the hospital right now and damn, this is like the second lecturer that got himself admitted into the hospital and never start any classes with us. Are all of us in this course a bad omen? It made me feel like we're all shinigami. Pfft.

I was so frustrated when another lecturer asked us about our TV commercial assignment we did in diploma.

:((( We've never done any TV commercial before okay damn sad pfft all we did were PSAs and short films with very boring titles. Now, we're gonna do documentary and news. zzz seriously! What is wrong with my year D: Nothing's been especially good in my batch in my entire life studying! D:

FOL. 1989 babies do not deserve this :((

Random

2010-06-07T05:20:00.001+08:00

Plastic nails!

Bimbotic nails are so hard to keep.
To keep them, I have to sacrifice the ease of texting, typing, using ipod and playing guitar.

WTF.

Too much to handle.

I think I'll stick to my short squarish nails pfft.

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I have to wake up in another hour.
But I'm fucking lazy.

Hate classes and I'm still in holiday mode :(
I think I need to start joting down duedates on my planner to scare myself D:

Motivation, where art thou?!

Rantyranty

2010-05-31T04:43:00.000+08:00

It's not gonna an easy year for me.
New stage of life, new principles, new undertakings.
Too many changes.
Too little time.
Too many works.
Too much pressure.
Too little understanding.

Let's hope everything's gonna go as planned.
Another 12 months.

Goodluck to me. I'm gonna need it.

Ticktocks

2010-05-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

Okay I think I'm in deep shit right now.

Time! Time! Time!
I need moreeeeeeee time!

Things I've got to do this weekend.

a) Thesis proposal - which I've yet to settle down with a title :(
b) Documentary proposal script.
c) News script treatment
d) Subs
e) Mysterious caller job.

Yes I'm now a elcheapo mysterious caller and I need to call 30 calls in 3 days. The company gave me last minute and demanded that I have to finish calling it by the 31st May :((

Thai food tonight.
Poppy tonight.
Khalil's concert tomorrow.

I'm so dead right now !

D:

Simmie's 21st and a gathering.

2010-05-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

I've never celebrate any birthday with her before this. But at least I made it for her 21st birthday ;D

Happy Birthday "Gan Yan" Sim! XD

So rather than just asking her out, we asked the other girls from high school to meet up as well since it's their semester break right now.
Even after years of not meeting up some of them, thank god we still click and my lame jokes were laughable pffftt.

Love the company. Minus the sucky food at TGIF.
We should head over to Chilli's next time for steaks instead!
Bottomless chips! XD

btw.
I'm keeping all the pics just in case some of you want some privacy.
Ask from me if you want it ;)

Fangry again.

2010-05-19T23:18:00.001+08:00

Wanted to rant over Twitter but this stupid whale kept on appearing telling me that Twitter is over capacity -_- I'm not going to FB cos I didn't want 500+ people paying attention to me.

Bah.

Let's hope this blog is low profile enough.

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Regarding to my earlier post this afternoon, I was waiting at McD Midvalley for a job training at 6pm at Cititel Hotel. I skipped a class and I really wanted the job cos I'm broke to the max fml T_T But guess what happened! Okm and I walked over to the hotel lobby and sat there when he finally noticed he has a misscall at 5pm, and a text from the agent saying "Edwand, please call me back." Being the usual him, he ran out of credit and used my phone to call the agent instead. She knew that we're working together so she can just contact either one of us if there's anything. Okm made the phone call and here's the fucked up part.

She said she's got something to do and the training is going to be postponed to tomorrow, 6pm.

My first reaction; "WHAT THE FUCK? I'm not gonna fucking work for her anymore."

Seriously, if she hates people giving her empty promises and disappears last minute for her job, why the fuck she is doing this? I mean, come on we drove all the way to MV, petrol, parking fees, time, and my 2 hours lecture are now gone wasted =_=

I told her yesterday that I'm going to take the train at 5pm to go MV and she insisted that I shouldn't be late and so. If she couldn't contact okm, why didn't she call me instead? She forwarded the job sms to me first so it's impossible that she don't have my number.

I don't care. I'm not gonna tolerate this anymore.

She drags payment all the time. I waited for half a year before she pay me last time. I guess Jess and Cyn knows better too arggghhh.

She expects a hell lot from all her promoters but please don't expect much from her. Promoters are equally the same as you okay. Your RM120 per day is not a friggin big amount to treat people like shit okay. Please at least be considerate?

All my other job agents know about her and her bad habit -_-

I'm still angry! Haven't tell her that I'm not going to the job training tomorrow. Fuck it. She likes canceling on people last minute, I'm giving her what she likes to do the most. Pfft.

Had a call from a cameraman from the internship company; asking me to work this weekend. I might as well work as a cameraman assistant. It's much more better than working my ass off for a person like her.

:(

I know, my temper is getting worse recently.
But I just hate being taken as granted.

I'd rather listen to Ryan's stupid comments over msn. At least he gives me moolah almost every month.

slhgdfsg;dfgklerfvdjbgdfsg

Eat grass

2010-05-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

Okay okay!

Stop telling me about how much I should get the damn pink phone! :(
I bought the red one already and it's too late to do anything with it :(

Anyways I like red too it's fiery hot sexy red mwahahaha (wtf)

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It's the beginning of a new semester and I'm currently in Year 2. Another year before I finish the course; provided I'm able to pass all papers! *prays
The subjects are much more amazing and interesting this semester but ugh Broadcast Journalism is kinda out from my dictionary :s Oh well. At least much better than some random nonsense subjects I couldn't imagine.

I've been a spendthrift this month and seriously I'm VERY broke for the moment and I declared my bankruptcy last night at Twitter; how much I hope I'm just kidding and could splurge on another shoes or bag next but I'm literally poor now :((

Thus, went to a job interview despite know the agent is an ass for dragging payments all the time; because I'm desperate T_T The job sucks and the working hours are not doing any good too. For this job, I'm now skipping my lecture, Simmie's birthday/gathering, and Mother's Day luncheon with my family :( I did spent my mom a dinner on the actual day but still! It's a family gathering :(
Wanted to dump the job at first but then I felt bad cos I promised okm to work together and went to the interview already. I don't wanna be blacklisted in the future just in case I need any lubang to work again T_T We won't know when will I get a good job right? Pfft. It's just THREE fucking awesome day dealing with KIDS.

WTF KIDS.

WTF WTF WTF

I hate mingling with kids cos I suck D: And I've got no one to practice with since I'm the youngest child T_T
My sister asked me if I'm gonna be Susan the Sustagen mascot wtf D:

I should be doing subs in McD now.
I did one. And I got sleepy D: Skipped my 2 hours lecture just for this damn training at 6pm later. I'm feeling sinful cos I dread skipping classes T_T_T_T_T Ok enough typing sorry for making you guys reading all these crap hahahaha I'm too sleepy and it's time to get back to my subs before my laptop battery died on me :(

Ta.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

2010-05-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

You've been serving me well for the past 3 years.

It's time for your retirement but I'm still not over you yet T_T

That's why I'm not giving you away for RM80 pfft. I will keep you by my side even though your new sister will serve me now!

btw. Stop laughing at my Z610's misery :(

It sucks to lose your buttons everywhere, not knowing where the hell is each of them!

Prolly left them at Melaka T_T

I wanted Pink color but I was told it ran out of stock :(
It's ok. I had a dilemma between pink and red. Since there's no pink available already, picked the red now.
Now I have the exact same phone as SoonYP!
My new soulmate pfft.

The other 3 phones aren't mine. Laopek phones :x

W705 rocks socks too :)

But pink....

is sho pretty T_T

Confused.

2010-05-16T17:15:00.001+08:00

I think I just got myself a new bad habit. I tend to think overly too much when I'm alone at night especially when it's a quiet, silent night. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it because it just comes naturally. Not that I thought about it intentionally :(

I always thought that despite I'm impatient and grumpy, I make wise decisions most of the time cos I'm calm and I think properly before making any hasty move. I always thought everything is gonna be fine as long as I stay calm and steady in any occasions. But now I think I'm wrong. It's like I'm trapped inside a super crazy drama scene right now. Ok maybe no that exaggerating but still! I don't see it coming!

It's hard to blog about something when I couldn't be honest and tell everything that I wanted here. I'm typing this for the sake of myself. It's so torturing to keep secret from everyone in the whole world. No, it's not the right thing to tell anyone. I still need a lot of time to adjust myself. How I wish all these didn't happen, especially in such short period. Sigh.

I was told I'm a very straight forward and honest person. But seriously, I never thought I'm THAT honest :x

Whee.

Fake is easy. Pffttt.

Satay Trip

2010-05-12T05:24:00.002+08:00

I think some of you guys can't see the pictures of Melaka I got tagged in. Here's a few.

Will update again tomorrow, I hope!

I mad love my gladiators! But I have some blisters now :(

Aircond in the museum broke down -.-
Was standing infront of a fan!

Awesome Clock Tower Cendol and our RM10 Fedoras :D

Went partay at night. Alcoholic bunch pfft.

I wonder why most of their pics are blurry :(

Was kinda tipsy, but I just pretended to be sober ;)
Oh and someone said I looked like the girl beside me in this pic!

Red houses
I like how the flashing bikes and cars passing by :)

Internship. Period.

2010-05-12T05:15:00.000+08:00

Holy cow.
I've lost my blogging mojo.
My blog now is filled with backlogged posts and words are getting lesser than how it used to be.
I guess I'd rather keep things to myself recently. I was being judged too much lately. It's not a good thing to be mysterious but sometimes I would rather not say anything cos I hate being judged. Well, who doesn't right?

zipzaps. That aside, here's a brief update on my internship; cos it just ended!

Hellow KellyC!

I was the cameraman's assistant right beside the stage and lols anyone who took a picture of the stage can definitely spot me in the picture albeit the mini size D: Although she was really casual that night but trust me, she's still awesome posum from within! It's not all about the looks yo! (Although I do not know much of her songs :x )

I thought this concert is gonna be my last event before my internship ends. But guess what, I went out for an outdoor RF testing on my last day in the company T_T It wasn't that bad cos my work starts from 2pm and it ended at 6pm. :D! Initial plan to do a video of us in the office failed cos of this outdoor job pfft.

First month in the company; this is the ground floor/store. I was holding a wireless camera and its mad heavy. I couldn't rest it on my shoulder comfortably :( Still wearing semi formal attire to the office. At least shoes. In my final month, I wore slippers to office almost everyday wtf.

Resting room for staffs in the store. This place is...untidy wtf it has dead cockroaches everywhere all the time D: But this is the place I always took my nap when we're all too free and stayed in the office.

One of the racks.
You can see trolleys, steadycams, lights, tripods, camera and battery cases, switchboards, monitors, cables.

The damn weights that almost kill my finger! :(!

Three months wasn't that long but it certainly did have a place in my life. It happened there. I went in like a piece of blank paper and now at least I have some scribblings on me T_T Too much to learn but technical stuffs are not my cup of tea :/ But at least I learnt something! Pfft.

I'm now a freeman! Going back to college next Monday :(

JayBeeBee

2010-04-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

This concert!!
Obviously not my cup of tea...

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I slept at 4am, got up at 5am, reached office at 6am. Tried to sleep in the van but look at the sun :( No choice had to cover my eyes with my hoodie T_T

The concert stage and the empty space for audiences to stand. It's quite small but I'm amazed how big it looked like through the wide angle lens aww//

More empty space -_-

No wonder it's freaking hot most of the time. No trees no shades no anything.
Danga Bay is boring. pfft.

Had scrumptious food but I forgot to bring my camera along! D:

Oh yea btw, I had culture shock in Johor -_- Some people are just too uncivilized.

Here's what happened;

We were queuing up for our tea break currypuffs and kueyteow. There was a few makcik behind me and guess what she did D: At first she asked her daughter (I assume) to cut our queue. The girl hesitated. But this makcik damn hebat ok! She went to attack our cameraman by saying he should be a gentleman by letting the ladies to queue up first. And then the entire troop of this makciks went to queue up infront of him -_- wtf is this? Hellow I'm a girl also why do you makciks cut my queue? Ladies first mah! Ahh, I guess she'll most prolly say we should give ways to the elderly first. I had better meals and people behave better at the hotel buffet :( Thankgod these aunties weren't together with us for the buffet dinner and breakfast!

Culture shock. I miss KL!
Sorry I'm snobby like that but I cannot stand people like this.

This is a backlogged post and I kinda forgot how it was LOL.

Anyways, arrived at the office at 6am. I slept through the entire journey and everyone thinks I'm amazing cos I didn't even ask for a toilet break. Went home and slept at 8am, woke up at 2pm to go setting up for Kelly Clarkson's concert. w00t hardcore gila 8D

Lazy lazy.
Abrupted ending.

Bloody Hell

2010-04-21T02:28:00.000+08:00

What the fuck.

I just recover from cough and now my laptop is infected with virus!

This mofo virus eats up all my files and they went missing mysteriously. Including my subs! And I need to submit that particular episode immediately! Thankgod Ryan was nice enough although we always fight T_T Sorry Ryan you're the besttttt!

And thankgod I only need to redo 2 episodes T_T
Okay actually one cos I figure I did one the previous night and one more in the morning. But I don't care la cos 2 of them went missing! Right in front of my own eyes! It was quite short and I managed to finished both in 90 minutes.

Amitabha.

Not only did I panic upon realizing my files are missing.

I kinda yelled at everyone in the store cos they can't stop disturbing me and thought it was really fun to poke at me and wave in between my eyes and the laptop screen.

I showed my anger...

T_T And I looked ridiculous cos I need to apologize to everyone after that and pretend that I was possessed by some angry soul instead T_T

I fell asleep while waiting for my brother to get home. And when I woke up, right now...it's 2am and he's already sleeping T_T_T_T_T_T Since I'll be in JB this Thursday, let's hope he's gonna fix this mess before Saturday comes T_T

FML max. T_T

Way back to backlogged posts

2010-04-19T20:25:00.001+08:00

I know my blog is dying! I'm now typing a post cos my internet connection sucks and I've got nothing better to do pfft.

Sometimes, I didn't know what should I blog about.

Sometimes, I should be doing other things when I felt like blogging.

Sometimes, I'm too tired to be bothered to type.

Sometimes, I wanted to edit nice pictures and put it up here but I forgot about it cos I have too much to edit.

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Ok fine I'll confess. I'm actually losing my blogging mojo cos I'm lazy. Period. -_-
Lol. I kinda think I'm damn good in giving excuses.

But heheh my wry sense of humor is now back! Shit how now?! I can laugh at almost everything especially other people's misery wtf I think someone will punch me in the face sooner or later T_T

Anyways, internship is coming to an end in another 2 more weeks. I have this lovehate relationship with my industrial training and it's too complicated to actually decide if I like it or not. T_T I'll blog about it when internship ends cos I want it to sound melancholic and sad and meaningful wtfwtf.

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I shall now announce, I'm back! From what? Heheh you know lah! *winkwink*

I spent so much this month for outings boo I need kachiings now please please get me some jobs in May okay I on a 3 weeks holidays!

I'm gonna do picture spamming again! :D

Date : 26 March 2010
Place: Pavilion KL

Watched How to Train A Dragon with them two girls, Fookloy and Shawal. I was quite cynical about the movie but now I know, that cartoon is damn good T_T I laughed like mad. Toothless! :D

Poor Jci have to stay away from alco :(
And I hate the stupid waiter who hates Jci's greenteafrap pfft.

Date : 27 March 2010

Place: Rendezvous Steakhouse (Aaron's birthday)

It was a sudden outing cos Aaron is lonely on his birthday! Lol he was supposed to have dinner with his college friends but then they arranged a surprise party for him earlier, that's why he's available for the night! XD It was a simple dinner la couldn't buy him any cake cos he don't want. No birthday song cos he said it's embarassing. Pfftt...

Date : 02 April 2010
Place: Zouk Cafe Bar

We're supposed to go Poppy or Mist Club but jengjengjeng everyone was late and due to some 'other' reasons, we decided to just chill at Zouk Cafe since the girls and I were working at Mid Valley earlier.

We finished worked earlier before the guys arrived, Soon with her magazine and Cyn with her iPod.

I was...busying taking pictures.

Attack of the flashlight!

Shawal looks soooo happy!!

Disclaimer: This is not a cheer to Jci's absence T_T

We're suppose to go G6 but it's fullhouse already :(
Went to shisha afterwards when I huff and puff and went to puke wtf.

It's my own fault la cos we were playing THE GAME and I was being playful I poured too much alcohol into the glass and guess what, I got an ACE T_T Have to drink it all by myself FML. And who was the one who said if everyone drinks, Mayying have to drink. wtfman T_T karma.

Date : 6 April 2010

Place: Hulu Langat and Oldtown (Soon's birthday)

We all rushed from work and everyone was busy at the moment but I'm glad we could still make it for her birthday :D

My perfect coconut!
No decent pics at the Thai seafood restaurant cos we're all too hungry.

Her eyes are three times bigger than mine T3T
Happy Birthday babe!!

Date : 15 April 2010
Place: Zouk Club

Almost became the party pooper cos I've been coughing for weeks but thank god I didn't

because my cough is now better after I had beer on that night. lol!

The night was quite slow at first but then it was okay at the end of it.

Oh yeah btw my hand was injured lightly fml

Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding

-_-

But it's recovering now! I'm so prone to accidents tsktsk!

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homaigod! I'm finally done posting all these backlogged pictures!
Actually there are more but I'm too lazy to resize and edit them pfft

Time to work hard for moolah!

(Abrupted ending cos I've been procrastinating on this post and I kinda forgot what I wanna say! )

Beep!

2010-04-11T05:06:00.000+08:00

:)))

It's not that bad even though I'm bloody sick.

I have a paper next Thursday.

Wish me luck, I need it very much!

Hiatus

2010-03-31T03:16:00.000+08:00

Too busy to blog.

Don't even have time to sleep or lean against something.

Workloads piling up. But let's hope kachiings gonna come flowing in like mad too :D!

anw,

I kinda regret agreeing to take part in this year's college event cos I'm getting too tired and lazy for it.

I just wanna lie down and stone on my bed and become the lotus eater T_T

SuJuSuShow

2010-03-21T16:28:00.000+08:00

My mistaken tag :(!

Couldn't change it cos they wrote my name behind it already!

SuJu's Super Show 2 was kinda awesome cos my position was right in front of the stage at the sound console table! Everything was nice except I couldn't see Sorry Sorry clearly cos they're all in white. Bright white. T_T Couldn't blame me cos that's the only song I heard all the time from Super Junior. Not a fan but they're really cute and manly at the same time aahhh I couldn't decide which word is better to describe them T_T

I want their cute animal helmets T_T

And Siwon has a hot body *slurrppssss!

I will start youtubing their songs already hehehehe I like a few of their songs but I don't know what's the name :/

Anyways, the concert ended too early. But it's good for me cos I can roll my cables earlier, put back all the equipments earlier too. It took us only 1 hour to finish packing everything thanks to all the men in the company T_T Seriously I don't have to carry heavy box cases cos they can do it faster than me. They're so efficient I like them muahahaha.

I couldn't believe that I worked on every Saturday since my internship except for the cny week! That means instead of 5 and a half days work, I'm doing 6 days a week! T_T
Oh well, better than those who never have any offday for weeks :s

I need a car, but I don't see myself getting it anytime soon :(