I'm really tired.
I know it's really that bad because even my favorite ice cream couldn't help.
If I have superpower, I hope I can solve everything with just a snap of finger.
I hope I wouldn't mind snapping my finger until I get blisters then.
I wish I can let go of everything, leaving someone else to take care of everything for me and tell me,
"Everything's gonna be fine."
I just need assurance. Pointers may help too.
I need my own comfort zone back.
:"(
stressful gila !!
Showing posts with label Fuckityfuck. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fuckityfuck. Show all posts
Friday, May 06, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
/_\
It's been almost 2 months I've graduated from Advanced Diploma.
Also 2 months of sitting at home doing online assignments, working from home, becoming a filial daughter for accompanying my parents to places, and going out on a random basis but definitely not spending on anything except uh well, food. I'm trying to save for my coming months, you see.
At times, I've been wondering why did I chose to go Liverpool anyways because the assignments and due dates are disastrous. Why can't I just go get a job instead of furthering my studies oh well it's a degree paper but damn it, so many complicationssss!!! :( I was thinking whether are all these worth it? Am I gonna get a decent job with expected pay?
So in the end I went to jobs seeking websites hahahaha *bored
And most jobs related to broadcast media and productions, they only pay 1300MYR to 1800MYR.
WTF.
How am I gonna survive like this? And I'm very sure these jobs are pretty hectic and tiring; it drains out physical energy. I'm serious wtf. Lesson learnt during internship :/
Fine. So I went over to PR&Marketing jobs.
FML The starting pay are 2000MYR to 3000MYR.
I should've major in PR 4 years back!!
Anyways I can always switch because they're Mass Comm too :P
Sigh. Not gonna think anymore not like I can apply for the job now.
It's so difficult to look for a job I really like :/
Also 2 months of sitting at home doing online assignments, working from home, becoming a filial daughter for accompanying my parents to places, and going out on a random basis but definitely not spending on anything except uh well, food. I'm trying to save for my coming months, you see.
At times, I've been wondering why did I chose to go Liverpool anyways because the assignments and due dates are disastrous. Why can't I just go get a job instead of furthering my studies oh well it's a degree paper but damn it, so many complicationssss!!! :( I was thinking whether are all these worth it? Am I gonna get a decent job with expected pay?
So in the end I went to jobs seeking websites hahahaha *bored
And most jobs related to broadcast media and productions, they only pay 1300MYR to 1800MYR.
WTF.
How am I gonna survive like this? And I'm very sure these jobs are pretty hectic and tiring; it drains out physical energy. I'm serious wtf. Lesson learnt during internship :/
Fine. So I went over to PR&Marketing jobs.
FML The starting pay are 2000MYR to 3000MYR.
I should've major in PR 4 years back!!
Anyways I can always switch because they're Mass Comm too :P
Sigh. Not gonna think anymore not like I can apply for the job now.
It's so difficult to look for a job I really like :/
Thursday, April 14, 2011
yippee
NO MORE SWOLLEN MONOCHEEKKK!!
(my left cheek btw although it's covered by my hair but I swear it wasn't a straight line due to the swell!!)
I can't do a proper smile because the stitches are binding my gums and cheek together,
although most of it has been coming off already wtf.
Uh, I took some pictures of my swollen face but it's not obvious in picture!
So I deleted them all. Unless you wanna see bloody teeth, I have that one! XD
It was so swollen I can't wash my face, my brother had to call me fatty, and my mom stared at my swell every morning and giving me a funny expression.
But it's over nao!
Gonna remove my stitching next Monday!
Then I wouldn't need to spend 30 minutes cleaning my teeth.
orz
orz
Saturday, April 09, 2011
Aftermath
I have no choice but I had to blog about this horrible experience of wisdom tooth surgery!! At first I thought it's no biggie since I've been through dental surgery before this. But believe me this is not joke. And f the dentist's life because I kept on swearing at him and I will never go back that place for any checkups anymore pfffttt. No pictures because it's too explicit and gruesome. So, here goes:
Day 1:
The first few hours was fine since I was still on anesthetic. But once the anesthetic went off, the pain is super unbearable and I actually teared to bed for nap :'( Slept the pain away wuwuwu
Moral of the story: Always take the medication before the anesthetic worn out so there will be no 'time-gap' for the gums to be left undrugged.
The bleeding didn't stop. But it was severe, until late evening/night, the bleeding got worsen. I bleed every half a minute and it was so much I had to spit it out a few times, rinse if off, and then sat for a while before it bleed again. Repeat process. I placed cotton balls in between my jaws and all of them were quickly soaked in around half an hour. As if it's wasn't that bad yet, my blood were all clotted and gooey wtf and it's so gross I can literally see my blood sticking between the upper and lower jaw fml so gross I wanna die.
The bleeding didn't stop til my bed time and I was too tired to bother so I went to sleep with a bigger cotton ball in my mouth. Tried using sugar and ice before sleeping but I guess it didn't work....
because...
I choked myself awake with my own blood in my throat. I remember waking up a few times and actually swallow it :s yucckkkkkkk and it tasted really super bad and disgusting wtf I don't even dare to drink or eat because of the taste and smell :( It was too much. Like swallowing a gulp of blood.
So I went to toilet and spit the blood in my basin, looked in the mirror. And one of my cheek has blood stain the size of my palm -_________- ......
Shit.
Went to check my pillow right away.
YES I WAS RIGHT.
MY PILLOW CASE AND THE PILLOW AS WELL, ARE STAINED WITH ANOTHER PALMSIZE OF BLOOD.
So I wokeup after sleeping for 4 hours, spitting blood, cleaning my bloodstained face, and also washing my pillow and pillow case. FUCKMYLIFEEEEEEE!!! T______________T
Sigh.
Sat on the bed while holding my paperbin, I was literally spitting blood for the rest of the hour, wondering what should I do now. I didn't sleep because I don't wanna choke on my own blood again.
bbm taisiu and Whatsapp bestie to complain about it and boy it's a good thing that she's a night owl. She googled solution for me and it bloody works magically! omoooo mon ami~! xoxo
Stayed awake until 10am the next day before I went back to sleep. This time, a comfy sleep and no more blood! YAY!
For a split second I thought I'm gonna die of losing too much blood wtf
Day 2:
Had ice bag by my cheek while waiting for the drug to work on me (before I went to bed again at 10am). Just because my face is now swollen at a side. Oh and I got mad at my brother because he said I looked exactly like how I was 10 years back; a fatass. Fucks. zzzz.
No more bleeding, the pain was tolerable. Taisiu visited in the evening and we went out for monthsary dinner. I actually changed my hair parting and sprayed it just because I wanted to cover my swell LOL bimbotic! But it conceals well la hehehaha. Was happy and forgotten about the pain because I've been locking myself at home thanks to all these crazy dental surgeries wuwuwu :(
Came home early and no bleeding as well :) Happy happy.
Day 3:
Woke up having a square face on the left. The usual shape on the right. Seems like the swell got bigger.
Fts. My upper teeth is actually poking the side of my cheek in my mouth and that's what causing the pain wtf had milo ais to comfort self :(
Sigh.
Let all this be over quickly for good.
Day 1:
The first few hours was fine since I was still on anesthetic. But once the anesthetic went off, the pain is super unbearable and I actually teared to bed for nap :'( Slept the pain away wuwuwu
Moral of the story: Always take the medication before the anesthetic worn out so there will be no 'time-gap' for the gums to be left undrugged.
The bleeding didn't stop. But it was severe, until late evening/night, the bleeding got worsen. I bleed every half a minute and it was so much I had to spit it out a few times, rinse if off, and then sat for a while before it bleed again. Repeat process. I placed cotton balls in between my jaws and all of them were quickly soaked in around half an hour. As if it's wasn't that bad yet, my blood were all clotted and gooey wtf and it's so gross I can literally see my blood sticking between the upper and lower jaw fml so gross I wanna die.
The bleeding didn't stop til my bed time and I was too tired to bother so I went to sleep with a bigger cotton ball in my mouth. Tried using sugar and ice before sleeping but I guess it didn't work....
because...
I choked myself awake with my own blood in my throat. I remember waking up a few times and actually swallow it :s yucckkkkkkk and it tasted really super bad and disgusting wtf I don't even dare to drink or eat because of the taste and smell :( It was too much. Like swallowing a gulp of blood.
So I went to toilet and spit the blood in my basin, looked in the mirror. And one of my cheek has blood stain the size of my palm -_________- ......
Shit.
Went to check my pillow right away.
YES I WAS RIGHT.
MY PILLOW CASE AND THE PILLOW AS WELL, ARE STAINED WITH ANOTHER PALMSIZE OF BLOOD.
So I wokeup after sleeping for 4 hours, spitting blood, cleaning my bloodstained face, and also washing my pillow and pillow case. FUCKMYLIFEEEEEEE!!! T______________T
Sigh.
Sat on the bed while holding my paperbin, I was literally spitting blood for the rest of the hour, wondering what should I do now. I didn't sleep because I don't wanna choke on my own blood again.
bbm taisiu and Whatsapp bestie to complain about it and boy it's a good thing that she's a night owl. She googled solution for me and it bloody works magically! omoooo mon ami~! xoxo
Stayed awake until 10am the next day before I went back to sleep. This time, a comfy sleep and no more blood! YAY!
For a split second I thought I'm gonna die of losing too much blood wtf
Day 2:
Had ice bag by my cheek while waiting for the drug to work on me (before I went to bed again at 10am). Just because my face is now swollen at a side. Oh and I got mad at my brother because he said I looked exactly like how I was 10 years back; a fatass. Fucks. zzzz.
No more bleeding, the pain was tolerable. Taisiu visited in the evening and we went out for monthsary dinner. I actually changed my hair parting and sprayed it just because I wanted to cover my swell LOL bimbotic! But it conceals well la hehehaha. Was happy and forgotten about the pain because I've been locking myself at home thanks to all these crazy dental surgeries wuwuwu :(
Came home early and no bleeding as well :) Happy happy.
Day 3:
Woke up having a square face on the left. The usual shape on the right. Seems like the swell got bigger.
Fts. My upper teeth is actually poking the side of my cheek in my mouth and that's what causing the pain wtf had milo ais to comfort self :(
Sigh.
Let all this be over quickly for good.
Thursday, April 07, 2011
Teethless
Since my usual dentist is not giving me a discount (kiam wtf), my parents suggested we should go for another dentist and the clinic is located in a very 'ap tap' place =_= At least for me, and I kinda have some culture shock over there wtf.
So initially I planned to just get consultation from the dentist first before doing any hasty move. But apparently he only charge RM400 and dad said "Just do it!". And so, I had my second extraction today. Not the normal one, it's the surgery to extract the distorted wisdom tooth. The process took only 30 minutes lol but I've endure the real experience of horrible dental surgery. Well, it's not the extraction that hurts me. It's the dentist pulling and tugging my cheek, and I got poked on my cheek, and the nurse place suction too deep in my throat and I choked wtf. The rubber used to keep my mouth open was too big for me and he kept pushing it in although I told him it hurts T_T I did surgery in my usual dentist and he's way more gentle T_T When I complain to my dad, he told me "Of course, this is cheaper and if you want good service, you gotta pay another RM250+ for service charge."
..........oklor..........
:(
To be fair to him, despite he's been hurting me and the service is wayyyy different from the usual, I'd have to say he's quite fast in doing his job. That explains why is he 'not gentle'!
The anesthetic is not gone yet. I'm biting an oversized cotton. Stitching is still bleeding and yes I bleed a lot. So now I have double chin on my left side.
LOL
And I'm supposed to feast tomorrow and the following day.
orz
edit//
THE PAIN IS FUCKING INTOLERABLE ONCE THE ANESTHETIC WENT OFF ! !!!!!!!!1111
So initially I planned to just get consultation from the dentist first before doing any hasty move. But apparently he only charge RM400 and dad said "Just do it!". And so, I had my second extraction today. Not the normal one, it's the surgery to extract the distorted wisdom tooth. The process took only 30 minutes lol but I've endure the real experience of horrible dental surgery. Well, it's not the extraction that hurts me. It's the dentist pulling and tugging my cheek, and I got poked on my cheek, and the nurse place suction too deep in my throat and I choked wtf. The rubber used to keep my mouth open was too big for me and he kept pushing it in although I told him it hurts T_T I did surgery in my usual dentist and he's way more gentle T_T When I complain to my dad, he told me "Of course, this is cheaper and if you want good service, you gotta pay another RM250+ for service charge."
..........oklor..........
:(
To be fair to him, despite he's been hurting me and the service is wayyyy different from the usual, I'd have to say he's quite fast in doing his job. That explains why is he 'not gentle'!
The anesthetic is not gone yet. I'm biting an oversized cotton. Stitching is still bleeding and yes I bleed a lot. So now I have double chin on my left side.
LOL
And I'm supposed to feast tomorrow and the following day.
orz
edit//
THE PAIN IS FUCKING INTOLERABLE ONCE THE ANESTHETIC WENT OFF ! !!!!!!!!1111
Tuesday, April 05, 2011
Toothless
I've always hate visiting the dentist because it means getting my bloody money sucked by dentists.
I'm sorry if it offended any dentists but yes dental surgeries are very expensive! After years of not visiting the dentists, I finally had to get my first wisdom tooth extraction today. If it didn't broke into half I wouldn't even bothered going there seriously. Geez.
I was expecting 2 teeth to be extracted. But little do I expect, the dentist told me there's a total of 4 to be removed if I want to clear all the flaws in my set of teeth D:
Each tooth costs RM120. FTW.
Did an x-ray scan. RM90. FTW
Gotten bad news of having to extract a side-way-grown wisdom tooth through surgery. Estimation of RM650-RM850. WTF?
Having to do filling for those affected teeth. RM90.
Cleaning my set of teeth. RM x? (I didn't wanna ask anymore at that point.)
It was quite painful and I was emotionally down for no reason until I fell asleep wtf.
I feel like I've lost something from my own body lol
Caramel frap delivery from taisiu and mom cooked my favourite pork+yam+steamed peanut combi for dinner and it totally changed my idea of just drinking milo ais and throw myself in my bed.
I'm sorry if it offended any dentists but yes dental surgeries are very expensive! After years of not visiting the dentists, I finally had to get my first wisdom tooth extraction today. If it didn't broke into half I wouldn't even bothered going there seriously. Geez.
I was expecting 2 teeth to be extracted. But little do I expect, the dentist told me there's a total of 4 to be removed if I want to clear all the flaws in my set of teeth D:
Each tooth costs RM120. FTW.
Did an x-ray scan. RM90. FTW
Gotten bad news of having to extract a side-way-grown wisdom tooth through surgery. Estimation of RM650-RM850. WTF?
Having to do filling for those affected teeth. RM90.
Cleaning my set of teeth. RM x? (I didn't wanna ask anymore at that point.)
An image I googled. Similar to my case.
So the bloody tooth grew sideways and it's trapping food in the gapssss!
fuckthisshit. why is this happening to me :(
why won't you just grow straight-up and I'd be less upset having to pay that much for that bloody surgery!
I'm repeating the word 'bloody' cos I've seen a lot of blood today and I've suck a lot of my blood too even when I'm drinking water :( My bleeding did not stop until 5 hours later wtf no wonder my dad told me I looked like I'm having period in my mouth fml
It was quite painful and I was emotionally down for no reason until I fell asleep wtf.
I feel like I've lost something from my own body lol
Caramel frap delivery from taisiu and mom cooked my favourite pork+yam+steamed peanut combi for dinner and it totally changed my idea of just drinking milo ais and throw myself in my bed.
Question of the day:
Why is it called 'wisdom tooth' when it is totally useless and we don't use wisdom tooth to chew?
Sunday, April 03, 2011
:(
fts. just when I'm trying very hard to save more and spend less, shit happens.
I'm now going through emotional and financial break down.
I wanna win some lotteries. It's okay if it's not first prize sigh.
Not like I buy lottery.
fmlmax.
I'm now going through emotional and financial break down.
I wanna win some lotteries. It's okay if it's not first prize sigh.
Not like I buy lottery.
fmlmax.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Dangerous!
人啊，很犯贱。
You know it pricks but you still wanted to mess with it just to test if you're strong enough to endure the poison. It's good to know your immunity is getting better but what if you're not entirely immune to it?
wtf man.
*bitchslaps
But damn it feels so good playing with danger :P
You know it pricks but you still wanted to mess with it just to test if you're strong enough to endure the poison. It's good to know your immunity is getting better but what if you're not entirely immune to it?
wtf man.
*bitchslaps
But damn it feels so good playing with danger :P
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
Lapsap
This is so complicated and it was never this hard for me. I thought I handle it well but it seems like I'm just ruining it all into shattered pieces. What am I doing?! I should stop making myself looked like a total fool.
I never know what to expect anymore. It's much better living off someone's expectation.
Oh I'm just saying. Don't ask me about it :)
I never know what to expect anymore. It's much better living off someone's expectation.
Oh I'm just saying. Don't ask me about it :)
Saturday, July 03, 2010
kapoot
I noticed the way I behaved lately is not like how I used to be.
I'm a more serious person right now and I fear one day I'll just turn into a boring serious person who has nothing interesting to talk about and has no sense of humor at all. I don't know what changed me. I tried to control myself and I'm fighting against it to turn back into my old self but it somehow fail.
Cos I get offended very easily and it's very hard to satisfy me anymore.
It's that bad to the level that I will isolate myself and I'd rather live in my own world just to avoid getting into conversations that might ended up making me feeling angry. What, it's wrong to feel angry? Something has definitely changed me but I'm not sure about it too. I guess I'm opening too much about myself recently, thus leading me to this character cos this is who I am, a semi-old hag who gets annoyed really easily. I sort of compressed the character down until recently.
Sorry to whomever who happened to be my victim of anger wtf :( I don't mean it. Give me some time to adjust myself back and damn, where did that sense of humor went!
I'm a more serious person right now and I fear one day I'll just turn into a boring serious person who has nothing interesting to talk about and has no sense of humor at all. I don't know what changed me. I tried to control myself and I'm fighting against it to turn back into my old self but it somehow fail.
Cos I get offended very easily and it's very hard to satisfy me anymore.
It's that bad to the level that I will isolate myself and I'd rather live in my own world just to avoid getting into conversations that might ended up making me feeling angry. What, it's wrong to feel angry? Something has definitely changed me but I'm not sure about it too. I guess I'm opening too much about myself recently, thus leading me to this character cos this is who I am, a semi-old hag who gets annoyed really easily. I sort of compressed the character down until recently.
Sorry to whomever who happened to be my victim of anger wtf :( I don't mean it. Give me some time to adjust myself back and damn, where did that sense of humor went!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Another bad day.
It is another bad day today. Fuck. I hate June! :(
I'm so angry I'm not gonna construct proper sentences pfft.
1) Slept only 45 minutes last night cos I was rushing 2 assignments. Today is the submission day.
2) Went to 9am class and slept through my lecture. FML never get to listen or copy anything at all. Thank god for the invention of voice recorder in my phone.
3) I'm bleeding wtf and bleeding means major discomfort and carrying a laptop bag around is definitely not helping to soothe the mood.
4) Was supposed to get the camera for our news shooting today but FOL it was raining and we had to wait for almost an hour.
5) Proceeded with shooting process but FOL again cos there was nothing for us to shoot. I mean, the news is about the price increase of sugar. But no sugar spotted in 10 minimarts we went in. And bigger marts didn't allow us to do shooting :(
6) Gave up. Shoot only one minor insert footage. Planned to go back college for class after resting. It was 5pm then. Got an sms from classmate that class is cancelled cos the lecturer is stuck in jam in Kuala Selangor cos it was flooding. Class is supposed to start at 6pm. It's Week 7 now and he only conducted lecture twice.
7) Fine. Took the train home. Had to wait for my BIL for 40 minutes and I almost teared waiting cos I was sooo tired I kept on falling asleep on the bench at bus stop :(
8) Came home and there was some naggy annoyance.
I almost snapped but thank god for the creation of earphones.
This is seriously testing my patience T_T
It's a messed up day I really hate wtf HAIH
I'm so angry I'm not gonna construct proper sentences pfft.
1) Slept only 45 minutes last night cos I was rushing 2 assignments. Today is the submission day.
2) Went to 9am class and slept through my lecture. FML never get to listen or copy anything at all. Thank god for the invention of voice recorder in my phone.
3) I'm bleeding wtf and bleeding means major discomfort and carrying a laptop bag around is definitely not helping to soothe the mood.
4) Was supposed to get the camera for our news shooting today but FOL it was raining and we had to wait for almost an hour.
5) Proceeded with shooting process but FOL again cos there was nothing for us to shoot. I mean, the news is about the price increase of sugar. But no sugar spotted in 10 minimarts we went in. And bigger marts didn't allow us to do shooting :(
6) Gave up. Shoot only one minor insert footage. Planned to go back college for class after resting. It was 5pm then. Got an sms from classmate that class is cancelled cos the lecturer is stuck in jam in Kuala Selangor cos it was flooding. Class is supposed to start at 6pm. It's Week 7 now and he only conducted lecture twice.
7) Fine. Took the train home. Had to wait for my BIL for 40 minutes and I almost teared waiting cos I was sooo tired I kept on falling asleep on the bench at bus stop :(
8) Came home and there was some naggy annoyance.
I almost snapped but thank god for the creation of earphones.
This is seriously testing my patience T_T
It's a messed up day I really hate wtf HAIH
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Ticktocks #2
My back shot!
Didn't know I look like this from behind pfft and I can see my mole there =.=
That was when I do whatever I wanted to do.
And whatever that makes me happy.
:D
-
I'm supposed to have lectures at 6pm on Wednesdays and Thursdays; yesterday and tomorrow.
It got cancelled again this week and it is week 4 now. -_- Thank god I'm smart enough I chose to come home instead of waiting 7 hours in the college. zzz. See, week 5 is coming and this subject is supposed to be fun since it's Production and Multimedia but things got so sucky right now I don't even know how are they gonna mend this shit. I've got a total of 14 weeks. 4 weeks gone. Great.
It got cancelled again this week and it is week 4 now. -_- Thank god I'm smart enough I chose to come home instead of waiting 7 hours in the college. zzz. See, week 5 is coming and this subject is supposed to be fun since it's Production and Multimedia but things got so sucky right now I don't even know how are they gonna mend this shit. I've got a total of 14 weeks. 4 weeks gone. Great.
Okay to be fair to this particular lecturer, he's admitted into the hospital right now and damn, this is like the second lecturer that got himself admitted into the hospital and never start any classes with us. Are all of us in this course a bad omen? It made me feel like we're all shinigami. Pfft.
-
I was so frustrated when another lecturer asked us about our TV commercial assignment we did in diploma.
:((( We've never done any TV commercial before okay damn sad pfft all we did were PSAs and short films with very boring titles. Now, we're gonna do documentary and news. zzz seriously! What is wrong with my year D: Nothing's been especially good in my batch in my entire life studying! D:
FOL. 1989 babies do not deserve this :((
Friday, May 28, 2010
Ticktocks
Okay I think I'm in deep shit right now.
Time! Time! Time!
I need moreeeeeeee time!
Things I've got to do this weekend.
a) Thesis proposal - which I've yet to settle down with a title :(
b) Documentary proposal script.
c) News script treatment
d) Subs
e) Mysterious caller job.
Yes I'm now a elcheapo mysterious caller and I need to call 30 calls in 3 days. The company gave me last minute and demanded that I have to finish calling it by the 31st May :((
Thai food tonight.
Poppy tonight.
Khalil's concert tomorrow.
I'm so dead right now !
D:
Time! Time! Time!
I need moreeeeeeee time!
Things I've got to do this weekend.
a) Thesis proposal - which I've yet to settle down with a title :(
b) Documentary proposal script.
c) News script treatment
d) Subs
e) Mysterious caller job.
Yes I'm now a elcheapo mysterious caller and I need to call 30 calls in 3 days. The company gave me last minute and demanded that I have to finish calling it by the 31st May :((
Thai food tonight.
Poppy tonight.
Khalil's concert tomorrow.
I'm so dead right now !
D:
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Bloody Hell
What the fuck.
I just recover from cough and now my laptop is infected with virus!
This mofo virus eats up all my files and they went missing mysteriously. Including my subs! And I need to submit that particular episode immediately! Thankgod Ryan was nice enough although we always fight T_T Sorry Ryan you're the besttttt!
And thankgod I only need to redo 2 episodes T_T
Okay actually one cos I figure I did one the previous night and one more in the morning. But I don't care la cos 2 of them went missing! Right in front of my own eyes! It was quite short and I managed to finished both in 90 minutes.
Amitabha.
Not only did I panic upon realizing my files are missing.
I kinda yelled at everyone in the store cos they can't stop disturbing me and thought it was really fun to poke at me and wave in between my eyes and the laptop screen.
I showed my anger...
T_T And I looked ridiculous cos I need to apologize to everyone after that and pretend that I was possessed by some angry soul instead T_T
I fell asleep while waiting for my brother to get home. And when I woke up, right now...it's 2am and he's already sleeping T_T_T_T_T_T Since I'll be in JB this Thursday, let's hope he's gonna fix this mess before Saturday comes T_T
FML max. T_T
I just recover from cough and now my laptop is infected with virus!
This mofo virus eats up all my files and they went missing mysteriously. Including my subs! And I need to submit that particular episode immediately! Thankgod Ryan was nice enough although we always fight T_T Sorry Ryan you're the besttttt!
And thankgod I only need to redo 2 episodes T_T
Okay actually one cos I figure I did one the previous night and one more in the morning. But I don't care la cos 2 of them went missing! Right in front of my own eyes! It was quite short and I managed to finished both in 90 minutes.
Amitabha.
Not only did I panic upon realizing my files are missing.
I kinda yelled at everyone in the store cos they can't stop disturbing me and thought it was really fun to poke at me and wave in between my eyes and the laptop screen.
I showed my anger...
T_T And I looked ridiculous cos I need to apologize to everyone after that and pretend that I was possessed by some angry soul instead T_T
I fell asleep while waiting for my brother to get home. And when I woke up, right now...it's 2am and he's already sleeping T_T_T_T_T_T Since I'll be in JB this Thursday, let's hope he's gonna fix this mess before Saturday comes T_T
FML max. T_T
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Week 7
Highlights of this week.
Monday: One World Hotel, Prudential Awards.
Tuesday: Stayed in office and brought laptop along :x
Wednesday: Was supposed to go Bukit Jalil. But thank god I don't have to in the end!
Thursday: Sunway Pyramid and Sunway Hotel, Haier.
The week was okay. I love jobs like this in hotel ballrooms or the malls :D Clean and comfy working environment at least!
I spent my entire day doing nothing productive hahahaha
7 more weeks! Still a long way to go and many more to learn.
And approximately 49 more days before I go back to my normal life pfft.
My wound still hurts.
It's gonna leave a deep hugeass scar for sure :(
Fml max.
Monday: One World Hotel, Prudential Awards.
Tuesday: Stayed in office and brought laptop along :x
Wednesday: Was supposed to go Bukit Jalil. But thank god I don't have to in the end!
Thursday: Sunway Pyramid and Sunway Hotel, Haier.
Friday: Took off day to go back college and to chill 8D
Saturday: Sunway Pyramid, AXN The Amazing Race Asia Season 4 AuditionSunday: Hibernated!
The week was okay. I love jobs like this in hotel ballrooms or the malls :D Clean and comfy working environment at least!
I spent my entire day doing nothing productive hahahaha
7 more weeks! Still a long way to go and many more to learn.
And approximately 49 more days before I go back to my normal life pfft.
Had sushi with Cyn last Friday.
This is heavenly good! Ahh~ zen!
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My wound still hurts.
It's gonna leave a deep hugeass scar for sure :(
Fml max.
Thursday, February 04, 2010
Day Three
I wasn't feeling my best today.
Carried cables and equipments to and from the truck today. Rolled the cables. Observed editors doing their job. Swallowing the wrath of an unfriendly editor. Had very salty chicken for lunch. Met the boss and the ladyboss; both are very nice people. The ladyboss is so cool ok she is super tough and she can handle all these stupid heavy expensive boxes like a real man T_T_T_T And she has biceps too so cool! Imma gonna be like her one day wtf
The real training will start tomorrow. My day will start at 6am tomorrow. Wish me luck.
I learnt that voicing out my opinion will somehow cause conflicts.
I was wrong about being wanting to express my feelings to people.
Not everyone could be bothered about how I feel.
I'll just sulk in a corner like the Emo King.
You suck.
Carried cables and equipments to and from the truck today. Rolled the cables. Observed editors doing their job. Swallowing the wrath of an unfriendly editor. Had very salty chicken for lunch. Met the boss and the ladyboss; both are very nice people. The ladyboss is so cool ok she is super tough and she can handle all these stupid heavy expensive boxes like a real man T_T_T_T And she has biceps too so cool! Imma gonna be like her one day wtf
The real training will start tomorrow. My day will start at 6am tomorrow. Wish me luck.
I learnt that voicing out my opinion will somehow cause conflicts.
I was wrong about being wanting to express my feelings to people.
Not everyone could be bothered about how I feel.
I'll just sulk in a corner like the Emo King.
You suck.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Angry
Photographic principle is triangle lighting
Triangle lighting is photographic principle
Photographic principle is triangle lighting
Triangle lighting is photographic principle
Photographic principle is triangle lighting
Triangle lighting is photographic principle
Photographic principle is triangle lighting
Triangle lighting is photographic principle
Who the fuck can guessed it correctly?!
I still couldn't get over it.
I've never study this hard before and this shit happens.
Byebye 30 marks.
Byebye A for Alligator!
Byebye 30 marks.
Byebye A for Alligator!
FML
I know what the fuck is triangle lighting perfectly lorrrr!!
FTS
*angry
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Bold. Italics. Strikethrough?
I'm so sad...
My dog pooped in his water bowl :(
My dog pooped in his water bowl :(
Stupid rockstar dog.
Pfft.
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Anw,
I wanted to say what was I thinking; straight to the point, bold and being myself.
But it could be disastrous and it might end in pain.
Maybe I was thinking too much.
I hate it when hormones twist my mind and rationale like that :(!
It's such a vexing dilemma.
I hate myself sometimes.
Pfft.
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Anw,
I wanted to say what was I thinking; straight to the point, bold and being myself.
But it could be disastrous and it might end in pain.
Maybe I was thinking too much.
I hate it when hormones twist my mind and rationale like that :(!
It's such a vexing dilemma.
I hate myself sometimes.
I couldn't even tell if I'm okay or not.
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Spent 6 mofo hours in Jusco.
1 hour to tidy up and arranging the groceries.
Dad is an awesome splurge-man.
1 hour to tidy up and arranging the groceries.
Dad is an awesome splurge-man.
Aww.
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Lost.
I wish it's just as simple as it seems.
Apparently things always tend to get complicated.
"I just wanna stay happy."
-me
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Friday the 13th
Ugly candid, but I like it cos I looked happy :D
I now officially hate Friday the 13th. I mean, all this while I never really pay attention to it. Until Jess suddenly reminded me of this date when I told her my version of a series of unfortunate events that happened on me today! :(
So the rumour is true! //omg
It was too long to elaborate with texts but I did recorded a vlog of me ranting about it while walking at the stadium today. Then out of the sudden, I tripped T_T
Watheff man. This is so karma.
Walked too much today, had sore feet even though I wore sneakers just now.
Things are getting out of control recently.
I wanna runaway, away from all these mumbojumbo.
Another long day tomorrow. Siensations.
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