Friday, March 11, 2011

The last day.

My college bunch :)


This is the end of my miserable yet memorable college life. I didn't know how I actually go through those days and I definitely dread the days carrying heavy
It came by slowly and sneakily and I did not realized it was probably the last day I'm stepping in the college as a student there....Well, until everyone starts pointing their cameras everywhere and demands for group photos.

I was their courserep for 4 years.
And now that it came to an end, I guessed it's a dilemma; I feel relieved and also missing the title at the same time. It wasn't anything proud to be mentioned of but it's like a memoir that stayed with me for years and now that it's gone and nobody cares.

I was 18. And now I'm 22.
*gulp
I wonder if I actually did something worth to be proud of, or did I just waste all these years like they don't matter? Seriously, I cannot think of any memorable achievements worth mentioning if you ask me. Been thinking about this matter when I was asked to type my self introduction for my university and this is part of the questions. I skipped this part cos I really have nothing worth mentioning to others. How pathetic. Tsktsk.

If I really had to say, I would say I think I'm a better person today than I was 4 years back.
That kid who was so nice to everyone and had no sense of dignity wtf.
Oh, and I'm now the arrogant bitch you'll never wanna talk to, because my words kill.

But most of the times, I'm super friendly hehehehehehehhehe.