The last day.

My college bunch :)

This is the end of my miserable yet memorable college life. I didn't know how I actually go through those days and I definitely dread the days carrying heavy
It came by slowly and sneakily and I did not realized it was probably the last day I'm stepping in the college as a student there....Well, until everyone starts pointing their cameras everywhere and demands for group photos.

I was their courserep for 4 years.
And now that it came to an end, I guessed it's a dilemma; I feel relieved and also missing the title at the same time. It wasn't anything proud to be mentioned of but it's like a memoir that stayed with me for years and now that it's gone and nobody cares.

I was 18. And now I'm 22.
*gulp
I wonder if I actually did something worth to be proud of, or did I just waste all these years like they don't matter? Seriously, I cannot think of any memorable achievements worth mentioning if you ask me. Been thinking about this matter when I was asked to type my self introduction for my university and this is part of the questions. I skipped this part cos I really have nothing worth mentioning to others. How pathetic. Tsktsk.

If I really had to say, I would say I think I'm a better person today than I was 4 years back.
That kid who was so nice to everyone and had no sense of dignity wtf.
Oh, and I'm now the arrogant bitch you'll never wanna talk to, because my words kill.

But most of the times, I'm super friendly hehehehehehehhehe.

DingDong

I AM HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MY THESIS.

I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING AND FIGHTING WITH THIS THING FOR LIKE, SINCE FOREVER?

LET'S HOPE EVERYTHING IS GOING TO TURN OUT WELL.

KTHXBAI 

TIME TO SLEEP!!!

Project: Motion Graphic.

My group work. Our first motion graphic edited by Adobe Photoshop CS3 and also Adobe After Effect.

Featuring Jo and DooJoon!

yayyy :D

Filmaniac.

Helluva!

I'm here typing cos I'm in the midst of waiting my videos rendering :( I wish I have a macbookpro or final cut pro now T_T I don't know why is my rendering sooooo slowwwww!! I'm using my dear HP Pavilion DV2 and Adobe Premiere Pro btw.

I'm doing a film analyzing video on "Mother" or 마더. Directed by Joon-ho Bong (The Host)
Watched it yesterday during break time and damn, film analyzing is so tiring I have to pay attention to every single detail and it kinda worn me out since I had long classes yesterday. Storyline is so twisted I got mislead and wrongly assumed the ending lol! Here's the trailer. It has Won Bin in it!



Anyways, gonna submit this on Friday 12pm sharp. Where the hell I have time for it if rendering and editing is sluggy wtf and I have to finish arranging my clips before I do my voiceover! Fuckityfuck :((!

Have another film cinematography review report to passup this Friday 10am. Gonna watch "The Good, The Bad, and The Weird" for the third attempt lol! Failed for the first two times cos the opening was so serious I wanna die.

Guess what, my progress now is like 1% thanks to the slow rendering :(

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Anyway, I really hate chatting over the phone with people whom I don't miss at all and I don't get why they still call to talk to me despite I told them I don't really like it and I did give them a 'dead-air' conversation most of the time -.- And now I have to come up with lame excuses. Please call me at the wrong timing I love it :D Michelle told me that I'm getting meaner nowadays. Good. I'm a changed person and I know I'm changing for good. Omm.  

Getting back to work cos I ran out of words to say and I've got no new pictures - eventhough Andy's dslr is here with me. Heheh.

updates: I got only 68% for this assignment T_T

Quickie

It's been a long tiring week and here's my summary of the week.

05 July 2010

College's studio

Live Interview (with Jeremy Teo of RedFM)

Was the director of the day.

The crews with lecturer and Jere.

05 July 2010

Rainforest, Pavilion KL.

For Hoegaardens! Happy drinks = Happy smile!

It was an 'unforgettable' night XD

08 July 2010

Dome Cafe KLCC

Meetup with an ex-tuition friend who just came back from New York for holidays.

10 July 2010

MPH Midvalley

The You Economy Book Launch

The You Economy with its author, Harry Seggu; was my lecturer awhile ago.

Helped him with video and photo shooting.

It was a fully jam-packed day. I went to class straightaway after midvalley and then to Quattro with the adults at night. Had alcohol, calamari and paitee but too bad no pictures taken at all cos nobody whipped out a camera until the end of the day when some are tipsy. I wasn't interested in taking pic anymore by then :x

Left the bar at 12am when the crowd is getting massive. Was supposed to head back home but then my driver was talking about his favorite place and I decided to check it out. Had another beer sesh at Havana and I think I just fell in love with a place. Pfft. It was a nice place to chill and we had a deep longggg talk. Sometimes it's kinda nice and fun to actually have a conversation with people much older than I am; provided that we're of the same channel. Period. Although this is kinda awkward but I think I'm gonna miss him :s

I love Sundays now. Staying in is so much fun but fml my dad woke me up at 10am for breakfast my mom made. Haven't sleep til now cos I'm such a procrastinator. Did nothing today. Not productive at all. Pfft.

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 :( But I guess I'll just wait til the movie is up for downloading since I have no enough time for this coming week :(( Broadcast Journalism midterm test and Cinematography analysis assignment. One on Wednesday, one on Friday. Zero progress 8D

Buck up buck up!

au revoir.

The Sparrow

Watched this during Cinematography class today.

The poster above can be deceiving cos this film is a Cantonese film, made in Hong Kong.

Simon Yam is in it.
The story is really simple but then trust me, if you really want to see something beautiful, please watch this film.

I personally like beautiful photos

And this is a beautiful motion picture; It's not hard to understand the beauty in it.

T_T

Lol XD

I am a honey bee

Mirrors are so cool at times but sometimes it's creepy too D:

Mickey top on sales. I was so excited cos S is still too big for me!

Just cause I've been told that I'm fatter by 873568356 people in the college :(



The new crepe stall opposite GSC Pavilion.
Nothing exciting. But the icecream was really good ;D



Hi silly clown!
Wanted to take more shots but I'm not equipped with my camera. Or my lomo.
And no DSLR. Potong steam. Only one shot. There are other cuter ones too D:

omaigee.
I don't know what's wrong with me and my body anymore. I've been sleeping too much but I'm still tired and demand for more sleep. =_= I've got a 10 pages documentary script and a 20 pages industrial training report to be submitted next week. Fuck. Zero progression!

Hownowbrowncow
Where art thou, writing mojo?! And inspiration!
Gah. I hate writing for documentary.

Early Sunday is a Sunny Day.

Shooting Day #2
Venue: Metropolitan Park, Kepong.
Subject: Broadcast Journalism
Slug: Walkathon launched by Ong Tee Keat.

I didn't stay to shoot for the England vs USA match cos it's wayyy too late.
So here am I, my turn to do coverage for the morning event and I've got to be there at 7am

-_- I've never up this early on a Sunday morning for god knows how long.

Slept at 4am this morning. Got up at 5am. I will definitely hit the sack later and died on the bed.

Minimal pic cos only the both of me and Jo.
No free hands to do other stuffs.

7am
 zzzzzz -_-



Cameraperson and the evil twin sistah! Sorry no makeup cos I'm like that during production pfft.

I looked very thick cos I'm wearing a man M sized polo tee inside, and a man XL sized tee outside cos it's easier to work with bigger shirt and we're told to wear this event tee to shoot stuffs.

Obviously, that's a toilet.
Please link toilet and video camera together. omg so obscene xD



Trying to conceal the camera and tripod bag with free towels we got from the event.

Jo's mom was amazing cos she handled everything for us T_T *teared
Thankyou auntie Lok! And uncle Lok is nice too he drove us there :)

Ah.

I need an Osim massage chair :(

De Han Ming Guk!

Shooting Day #1
Venue: Korea Town, Ampang.
Subject: Broadcast Journalism
Slug: World Cup Celebration in Malaysia (South Korea vs Greece)

All pictures are from my phone. Forgot to charge my camera -_-

Excited!

Cos I'm going Korea Town for the first time :D

I know. I looked damn hideous here hahahaha. Please take note that I'm actually showing off the 2 backpacks I'm carrying!



I thought I'll be feasting on some Korean dishes but sadly, this is the only thing I ate there. Melon ice stick which tastes really really good :D Although RM2.60 for an ice stick is quite ridiculous but awww it's so yummeh so it's okay :D



Cute guys cute guys where are you? :x


I was so lucky today cos I bumped into 2 cute korean guys while looking for the others! And he looked back heheheh I'm so gonna love this place wtf.



These drums are soooo cool it made everyone there felt so er semangat berkobar-kobar D: I don't know what's the right word to express how I felt!

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The shooting ended earlier than expected. Just cos I need to stop isolating myself from some bunch of people, I went all the way to Midvalley to look for the 3 musketeers and then proceed to another shisha session at Starlight. Damn, I will never order double apple mint anymore. Effing rough and it made me nauseous. Watermelon extra mint is better pfft.

BTW
I think have to practice healthy lifestyle already :(
The last time I actually worked out was.......

T_T
Ahhh....
  
I don't remember!
FML

Ticktocks #2

My back shot! 

Didn't know I look like this from behind pfft and I can see my mole there =.=

That was when I do whatever I wanted to do.

And whatever that makes me happy.

:D

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I'm supposed to have lectures at 6pm on Wednesdays and Thursdays; yesterday and tomorrow.
It got cancelled again this week and it is week 4 now. -_- Thank god I'm smart enough I chose to come home instead of waiting 7 hours in the college. zzz. See, week 5 is coming and this subject is supposed to be fun since it's Production and Multimedia but things got so sucky right now I don't even know how are they gonna mend this shit. I've got a total of 14 weeks. 4 weeks gone. Great.

Okay to be fair to this particular lecturer, he's admitted into the hospital right now and damn, this is like the second lecturer that got himself admitted into the hospital and never start any classes with us. Are all of us in this course a bad omen? It made me feel like we're all shinigami. Pfft.

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I was so frustrated when another lecturer asked us about our TV commercial assignment we did in diploma. 

:((( We've never done any TV commercial before okay damn sad pfft all we did were PSAs and short films with very boring titles. Now, we're gonna do documentary and news. zzz seriously! What is wrong with my year D: Nothing's been especially good in my batch in my entire life studying! D: 

FOL. 1989 babies do not deserve this :((

Eat grass

Okay okay!

Stop telling me about how much I should get the damn pink phone! :(
I bought the red one already and it's too late to do anything with it :(

Anyways I like red too it's fiery hot sexy red mwahahaha (wtf)

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It's the beginning of a new semester and I'm currently in Year 2. Another year before I finish the course; provided I'm able to pass all papers! *prays
The subjects are much more amazing and interesting this semester but ugh Broadcast Journalism is kinda out from my dictionary :s Oh well. At least much better than some random nonsense subjects I couldn't imagine.

I've been a spendthrift this month and seriously I'm VERY broke for the moment and I declared my bankruptcy last night at Twitter; how much I hope I'm just kidding and could splurge on another shoes or bag next but I'm literally poor now :((

Thus, went to a job interview despite know the agent is an ass for dragging payments all the time; because I'm desperate T_T The job sucks and the working hours are not doing any good too. For this job, I'm now skipping my lecture, Simmie's birthday/gathering, and Mother's Day luncheon with my family :( I did spent my mom a dinner on the actual day but still! It's a family gathering :(
Wanted to dump the job at first but then I felt bad cos I promised okm to work together and went to the interview already. I don't wanna be blacklisted in the future just in case I need any lubang to work again T_T We won't know when will I get a good job right? Pfft. It's just THREE fucking awesome day dealing with KIDS.

WTF KIDS.

WTF WTF WTF

I hate mingling with kids cos I suck D: And I've got no one to practice with since I'm the youngest child T_T
My sister asked me if I'm gonna be Susan the Sustagen mascot wtf D:

I should be doing subs in McD now.
I did one. And I got sleepy D: Skipped my 2 hours lecture just for this damn training at 6pm later. I'm feeling sinful cos I dread skipping classes T_T_T_T_T Ok enough typing sorry for making you guys reading all these crap hahahaha I'm too sleepy and it's time to get back to my subs before my laptop battery died on me :(

Ta.

Choconuts

Choconuts.

Worked along with the kids today.

I think I started to have age gap with them. I'm double their age. fml.

Balded patch.

Went to Buy1Free1 red plates @ Sakae Sushi LeisureMall with okm.

Burps.

Right after when I took this picture of the piled up plates, I turned behind to keep my camera into my 'jetpack'. Then a middle-aged man seated behind me was staring at me taking picture. He then proceed to tell his kids about me taking picture and then tried to do the same as I did.
And all his 3 children gave me a weird look.

@_@


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anw,

I'm too sleepy right now.

yawn. 

Ticked!

It's done! No more radio production!

Recorded for 4 times. And I ruined the last shot T_T Was emotionless throughout the entire sesh wtf. But Jo was full of expression. Le sigh. T_T

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II'm dead tired but I'm heading out for Queen's birthday now. Hehehaha.

Chopsticks

I was a pair of chopsticks today.

No, not literally nor physically chopsticks. I know I don't have stick-thin legs :(

It's for my English class activity wtf at this age and stage of my life, I can't believe I actually think its fun, watheff. We were all given an object to talk about. And the guy from my group was a fried chicken and he said the chicken is tasty just like him wtf my life is filled with vain guys. So anyways, the first thing I told my classmates was, "Chopsticks are oriental. Just like me, and my eyes." Then I get people laughing at me. So much for laughing at my misery while I'm talking infront! I don't like my triangular eyes also okay :(!! And and I also get people agreeing with me when I said I'm poisonous like the disposable chopsticks I stole from canteen to present it in the class. See, now I'm not only chopsticks; but also disposable ones. FML.

About this pair of stupid chopsticks, it smell really bad idk why. I kept it in my pencil case without thinking so much about it. Now my entire pencil case smell like rotten wood. Damnation :(

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Did rehearsal for radio drama today. My lecturer was there just to observe, so he took all the pictures. Not tagging myself in fb yet. So here's a pic I think is the best cos it's blurry :D Btw, I'm the talent. The mom! Cos I've got really old voice duh.

That's Janice. One of the girls who're taller than me in class.
I'm no longer tall :( What people nowadays eat huh huh huh!

I know it's so rare for me to talk about college! But there's picture today so yeah.

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Ok time to go write script!
Byenightdie!


P/S: Yesterday, I bumped into Cyn in the morning and Jess in the evening! omg the best Fonday ever!

I'm the Director

Preshooting!
It was a nice place indeed. With lotsa greens. I'll come back here if I'm doing Bollywood next time! :p
Arrived the place at around 10am, it was drizzling a bit. But thank god it lasted for around 1 hour.
The rest of the day was really good cos the sun wasn't blazing hot.

Happy :)

Like this picture and the creepy bars. It looks like we've venture into another dimension!

It's a short film with no editing allowed. Gah. Everyone knows I love editing stuffs :/
It's gonna be boring but I hope it'll turn out nice.

Going there next week again for the actual filming.

*prays hard.

old hag

Everythings' done but I friggin hate one of the lecturer now.

He thinks it's funny to simply deduct marks.

No wonder he's old, fat and ugly. And single too.
I can't post this in fb cos he stalks his students there.
Fucking creepy.

*angry.

Amajing

I wore a dress. They felt amazed. And asked me to pose for a picture as proof.
FML.

Anyway I went to Pavilion again @@
You must be wondering what was I doing there! :D
Ok the story was quite long wtf but anyways I'll try making it short.

Me and some course mates was given a chance to create an event video for Jerneh Insurance short film competition. And also to shoot on the event day itself :D
I mean video shooting not gunshot :(

okok so I'm a video editor along with my 2 friends.
And the other 2 are cameramen.
And this is our first outsourcing project outside the college.







Best photo of the day -_-!


Samson flirting with Kwek. Alan jealous. whee.


Guess what, the champion gets RM3000 and a video cam wtf jealous.
And he also won last year. Fking rich now :(


Tiz iz botak kwek.


My muka tak jadi :(


This photo is uber ugly but my cam KO-ed after that. No choice :(

Anyway, the lady in green is the one who gave us an opportunity to do this project.
The guy in coat is someone from Jerneh and he's nice and he treated us icelemontea!
aww//

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The event ended at 1pm -_- surprisingly early.

Met up with Jess the mess after that and laughed at someone and karma gets me back LOL


Happy feet while waiting for Jess.
Glads ♥♥