I finally realized that my intention of trying to blog more expressively has pretty much failed :x
Obviously, I like keeping things short and call it a day. Yikes. I hate people who blog like that and now that I'm doing it myself LOL anyhow, to celebrate the first day of 2011 where every new year must have a new beginning, I'm going to write without putting a barrier in between my complex mind and this blog post.
I don't know who would actually take time to read this entire post. I am writing it to keep track of the highlights in my 21 y.o. life.
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What 2010 stored for me; I will make this quick and simple. This year will be the most drastic year that I've been gone through. So much for being an adult; my first year of adulthood wasn't easy and smooth-sailing as I expected. It was "chaotic", I would say.
The early of 2010 was really rough for me. It wasn't easy but I am really glad that I went through the obstacle and in fact, I grew up into a better person through the hard way. I am really thankful to everyone who chose to stayed by my side when I was at my worst state and could not stay strong enough to actually just flip my hair and pretend nothing has happened. I wish I could pretend to be cool like that but if I did, I won't learn anything. So anyways, I love you all the most.
Verdict: I am a more optimistic person and I have lower expectations on people around me. It's good. But the not-so-good part is uhm, I'm a meaner person now hehehahah. Yes I know. I am still mean and witty and funny. That's what made me unique so if you can't handle me please don't tell me I need to grow up and be a more serious person or or try to tell me I will actually break the law. LOL?
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Alongside with the above mentioned difficult phase I'm going through, I was actually stuck doing my internship in a company for my course. It was 3 months. It passed by in a blink of eye, I'm serious. I've seen a lot of places, people and also situations. It taught me that there are so many more things in the world that needs my attention rather than just putting all my goddamn effort on a person. (Not being biased or anything, just saying, you know.) I know it's sad that I learn the hard way but oh wells. Better too late than never. ;) I reconstruct my dreams and passion again. It was a good change and a new phase in my life. I like new phases! But to be honest, I'm kinda embarrassed by the fact that I took it so negatively that time wtf. In fact, life is better now; I am happier and I laughed a lot (on people's misery and on being mean and bullying for a passion w00t).
Verdict: I lead a happier life.
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In 2010, I spent more time with friends, I made more friends, I hung out with more random people and I've seen more weird encounters. I'm closer to my college friends, and I date some wrong person because I agreed to hang out with almost anyone (of course they are all my friends). Damn it I even went to club with my lecturers and lab assistant and seen something inappropriate that I can never get it outta my mind anymore homaidog. I built friendships and I handle people better. I allow no one to mock me and belittle me. You may label me as immature but I hate it when people mock me for the fun of it. I can do better so I always gladly mock them back and made them feel humiliated in the end. Hah, take that! I learnt to be more angsty and fearful so nobody would attack my self confidence. Grr.
This is also the year where I realized the girls know what to do best when I'm at my worst state. Thankyou lovelies xoxo.
Verdict: It sounds bad. But I think it's a good thing. I give no two fucks to fuckfaces. I learnt to treasure a few who loves me ^_^ "Quality is better than quantity" - (Chen, 2010) *coughcough*
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2010 was definitely a year to be remembered; whether heart-throbbing or joyful, because it marks too many highlights in my life - especially it's my first year of adulthood. Now that it is already 2011, I'm going to be 22 in around a month or more. I can't believe I am gonna be 22, seriously! :( Let's hope I'm gonna pass my exams and graduate peacefully, get a job, pay all my debts, get a decently life and bring my parents eating things they really love. I know I'm not a religious person, but Buddha, Guanyinma, any god...Please bless my parents with good health and energy and happiness so I can bring them to sight-seeing, food travelling, anything. Just let them be healthy and happy. That is the least I am asking for.
Thank you.
For still reading this til the end.
LOL.
Goodbye I'm supposed to study now!
