Filmaniac.

Helluva!

I'm here typing cos I'm in the midst of waiting my videos rendering :( I wish I have a macbookpro or final cut pro now T_T I don't know why is my rendering sooooo slowwwww!! I'm using my dear HP Pavilion DV2 and Adobe Premiere Pro btw.

I'm doing a film analyzing video on "Mother" or 마더. Directed by Joon-ho Bong (The Host)
Watched it yesterday during break time and damn, film analyzing is so tiring I have to pay attention to every single detail and it kinda worn me out since I had long classes yesterday. Storyline is so twisted I got mislead and wrongly assumed the ending lol! Here's the trailer. It has Won Bin in it!



Anyways, gonna submit this on Friday 12pm sharp. Where the hell I have time for it if rendering and editing is sluggy wtf and I have to finish arranging my clips before I do my voiceover! Fuckityfuck :((!

Have another film cinematography review report to passup this Friday 10am. Gonna watch "The Good, The Bad, and The Weird" for the third attempt lol! Failed for the first two times cos the opening was so serious I wanna die.

Guess what, my progress now is like 1% thanks to the slow rendering :(

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Anyway, I really hate chatting over the phone with people whom I don't miss at all and I don't get why they still call to talk to me despite I told them I don't really like it and I did give them a 'dead-air' conversation most of the time -.- And now I have to come up with lame excuses. Please call me at the wrong timing I love it :D Michelle told me that I'm getting meaner nowadays. Good. I'm a changed person and I know I'm changing for good. Omm.  

Getting back to work cos I ran out of words to say and I've got no new pictures - eventhough Andy's dslr is here with me. Heheh.

updates: I got only 68% for this assignment T_T

Quickie

It's been a long tiring week and here's my summary of the week.

05 July 2010

College's studio

Live Interview (with Jeremy Teo of RedFM)

Was the director of the day.

The crews with lecturer and Jere.

05 July 2010

Rainforest, Pavilion KL.

For Hoegaardens! Happy drinks = Happy smile!

It was an 'unforgettable' night XD

08 July 2010

Dome Cafe KLCC

Meetup with an ex-tuition friend who just came back from New York for holidays.

10 July 2010

MPH Midvalley

The You Economy Book Launch

The You Economy with its author, Harry Seggu; was my lecturer awhile ago.

Helped him with video and photo shooting.

It was a fully jam-packed day. I went to class straightaway after midvalley and then to Quattro with the adults at night. Had alcohol, calamari and paitee but too bad no pictures taken at all cos nobody whipped out a camera until the end of the day when some are tipsy. I wasn't interested in taking pic anymore by then :x

Left the bar at 12am when the crowd is getting massive. Was supposed to head back home but then my driver was talking about his favorite place and I decided to check it out. Had another beer sesh at Havana and I think I just fell in love with a place. Pfft. It was a nice place to chill and we had a deep longggg talk. Sometimes it's kinda nice and fun to actually have a conversation with people much older than I am; provided that we're of the same channel. Period. Although this is kinda awkward but I think I'm gonna miss him :s

I love Sundays now. Staying in is so much fun but fml my dad woke me up at 10am for breakfast my mom made. Haven't sleep til now cos I'm such a procrastinator. Did nothing today. Not productive at all. Pfft.

I wanna watch Toy Story 3 :( But I guess I'll just wait til the movie is up for downloading since I have no enough time for this coming week :(( Broadcast Journalism midterm test and Cinematography analysis assignment. One on Wednesday, one on Friday. Zero progress 8D

Buck up buck up!

au revoir.

Lapsap

This is so complicated and it was never this hard for me. I thought I handle it well but it seems like I'm just ruining it all into shattered pieces. What am I doing?! I should stop making myself looked like a total fool. 

I never know what to expect anymore. It's much better living off someone's expectation.

Oh I'm just saying. Don't ask me about it :)

Rare item #2

I figured that if I want my sense of humor back, I need to do something ridiculous first.

And here's a bimbotic picture of me.


Rare item #2.

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Pfft.

kapoot

I noticed the way I behaved lately is not like how I used to be.

I'm a more serious person right now and I fear one day I'll just turn into a boring serious person who has nothing interesting to talk about and has no sense of humor at all. I don't know what changed me. I tried to control myself and I'm fighting against it to turn back into my old self but it somehow fail.

Cos I get offended very easily and it's very hard to satisfy me anymore.

It's that bad to the level that I will isolate myself and I'd rather live in my own world just to avoid getting into conversations that might ended up making me feeling angry. What, it's wrong to feel angry? Something has definitely changed me but I'm not sure about it too. I guess I'm opening too much about myself recently, thus leading me to this character cos this is who I am, a semi-old hag who gets annoyed really easily. I sort of compressed the character down until recently.

Sorry to whomever who happened to be my victim of anger wtf :( I don't mean it. Give me some time to adjust myself back and damn, where did that sense of humor went!