中秋节快乐

Happy Mooncake Festival! 

Had BBQ for dinner omg lamb chop pork chop and chicken wings and satay sauce and nasi empit and my fav blackpepper sausages and my other love; potato salad :D No pictures were taken cos I was too hungry I arranged the food with failed culinary arts attempt and ugh, nevermind. Chomped all the food and my workouts all gone. Wasted D:

My family don't usually celebrate this day playing lanterns and candles cos I'm the youngest and my siblings are all too old wtf oldhags :x Anywayssss CNY is more important heheh :) I'm now showing my face in living room. Although we're not out looking at the bright moon (is the moon there? wtf cos it's gonna rain soon), I think it's the same sitting in the same room with my dad. I'm munching on peppermint+chocolate mooncake. And him with his beer and I'm stuck here listening to him nagging about not drinking outside without his supervision fml. It's okay it made me smile. As long as he's happy, then I am. Mom is...uh...busy at kitchen. She tak boleh duduk diam one wtf kidding.

Trying to do my work here. SYP is nagging now pfft.

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I hate it when I'm feeling indecisive.
A part of me is telling me to do it and another part tries to stop me from doing it. It makes me feel like I have two souls living inside my body and both are actually struggling and competing to win over my 'body'. Damn.
Probably I'm feeling that way because I'm always thinking and I imagine too much.

It's really hard to decide what I should tell people and what I shouldn't. I'm afraid of being too naked and too mysterious at the same time. Perhaps I'm in a stage of growing up and not knowing what to do best.

Ironically, I like how each and every decision I made can change things into a total different way.
Life's amazing and unpredictable. I think I can write a book if I'm good in words and if I know how to express myself.

That's something I hate about myself. I wish I know how to express my feelings better, in words or in visuals.

I can't write a good script or produce a good film like this!!! :((

Menyampah.

piranha !

I didn't know GSC Signatures only entertains patrons above 18 years old! Okay now I know lol went to this thingamajig today and the seats are all double seats and they're all super comfyyy ! I can extend my legs to the front too no problemo unlike TGV KLCC -_-

PIRANHA IS FUCKING AWESOME! I like gross movie like this pfft *thumbsup

Eyeliner died on me today I was using it half way and I have to dig some ink from my mascara fmlmax.

Sleepy. yawn. abrupted post.

Freedom !

I don't know why is this semester so  mind-and-body-torturing. Seriously I think I'm always dead on the floor in my room before I can even get changed and shower and even eat! Thank god we don't have short film production :x Motion graphic is good enough.

So what we did was...
x Radio News
x TV News
x Documentary script
x Documentary program
x Film review video
x Weekly film review report
x Motion graphic
x Live interview program
x Weekly TV news scriptwriting
x More scripts zzz

After this semester, I'm very positive I hate writing scripts! Especially TV script! I'm not a very observant nor I am a imaginative person and this is what you need in script writing fmlmax and I wrote the documentary script I almost throw tantrums wtf. Okay so I think I'll like radio production more than TV ones. Despite the fact that I don't really listen to the radio LOL but it's okay I don't even watch TV as well. Did I just made myself sounded like I live in a cave of something :(!

So anyways I'm now done with finals yesterday don't ask me how was it cos it's over and I will only think about it when the results are released grr and it's HALLELUDAYS! hallelujah + holidays wtf geddit geddit?

Yesterday was a looong day for me it feels like two days instead of one! Had butterfly in my stomach the day before, so I did not catch any sleep at all cos I'm afraid I might wake up late for exam since it's a morning paper. I was thinking maybe I can sleep after my paper in the afternoon but I almost forgotten I have a job in the noon til night wtf so ugh I went on 30hours without sleeping my best record wtf.

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Soooo about the job! My ugh first emcee job (minus the two weddings) and it's a house launching in Seremban. But somehow it looked kinda like an animal petting zoo lol!

They have chicks! omg cute chicks and ducklings as well awwww *melts
and ferret which I happened to thought the lady said "fatass" wtf fhl
and creepy creatures like spiders, frogs, snakes and WTF GECKOS! I hate geckos they're so ugly and so fierce why would anyone love them wtfwtf yuck.

I didn't bring my camera. All these were taken by my faithful phone camera.

Furballs!!! Did you see one lost chick among the ducklings XD


Ugly gecko wtf this guy is super angsty it shows that face when I put my finger near it -_-

This is the smaller snake I hold. I had another bigger one around my shoulder but that's in another guy's dslr so um god knows when I can get the pic so just make use with this one first okay. It's a ball python btw and the guy who owns her told me it will roll(?) around your body and you can just walk everywhere like it's a bangle on your hand wtf.

nooo no cute pic of the tamed ferretsss!! :( boo

I want a ferret too! Then I'll name it fatass :D

I wasn't the main emcee. Just the assistant/translator cos the emcee guy speaks English. And I kinda realized my mandarin super pasar LOL I couldn't be bothered doing Beijing's accent right it's gonna sound so weird for this kinda event.

Here's the side of the biggest bungalow lot show unit. 

Didn't get the information cos I don't see any brouchers anywhere.

Since I have an inch thick of makeup on my face and I was feeling vain about it, here's a hiao pic to savour your eyes !

Super fine hair day and super good makeup day. 

Except that I got it all ruined cos it's an outdoor job and I bunned my hair at the end of the day. pfft.



It's an eyeopening day.

More to come, hopefully!! 

deep

Can't wait for the time I'll be able to look back and laughed at how much did I struggled.

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i've been pretty much abandoning my blog alot.

that's because i selfish with my own thoughts lately.

i'd rather reminiscent all the good ol'memories in my brain and smile all day long.

it makes me happy.

writing a blog and inviting unwanted bitter readers are not what i wanted to handle right now.

unless i have pictures. outings. pictures. more pictures. outings. cashhhhhh!

so just imagine i'm now living without the internet when im not blogging.

or i might come here once in a while if im too excited.

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i miss the good old days.

on a random note, i think i like pronouncing this word; chiaroscuro.