Freedom !

I don't know why is this semester so  mind-and-body-torturing. Seriously I think I'm always dead on the floor in my room before I can even get changed and shower and even eat! Thank god we don't have short film production :x Motion graphic is good enough.

So what we did was...
x Radio News
x TV News
x Documentary script
x Documentary program
x Film review video
x Weekly film review report
x Motion graphic
x Live interview program
x Weekly TV news scriptwriting
x More scripts zzz

After this semester, I'm very positive I hate writing scripts! Especially TV script! I'm not a very observant nor I am a imaginative person and this is what you need in script writing fmlmax and I wrote the documentary script I almost throw tantrums wtf. Okay so I think I'll like radio production more than TV ones. Despite the fact that I don't really listen to the radio LOL but it's okay I don't even watch TV as well. Did I just made myself sounded like I live in a cave of something :(!

So anyways I'm now done with finals yesterday don't ask me how was it cos it's over and I will only think about it when the results are released grr and it's HALLELUDAYS! hallelujah + holidays wtf geddit geddit?

Yesterday was a looong day for me it feels like two days instead of one! Had butterfly in my stomach the day before, so I did not catch any sleep at all cos I'm afraid I might wake up late for exam since it's a morning paper. I was thinking maybe I can sleep after my paper in the afternoon but I almost forgotten I have a job in the noon til night wtf so ugh I went on 30hours without sleeping my best record wtf.

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Soooo about the job! My ugh first emcee job (minus the two weddings) and it's a house launching in Seremban. But somehow it looked kinda like an animal petting zoo lol!

They have chicks! omg cute chicks and ducklings as well awwww *melts
and ferret which I happened to thought the lady said "fatass" wtf fhl
and creepy creatures like spiders, frogs, snakes and WTF GECKOS! I hate geckos they're so ugly and so fierce why would anyone love them wtfwtf yuck.

I didn't bring my camera. All these were taken by my faithful phone camera.

Furballs!!! Did you see one lost chick among the ducklings XD


Ugly gecko wtf this guy is super angsty it shows that face when I put my finger near it -_-

This is the smaller snake I hold. I had another bigger one around my shoulder but that's in another guy's dslr so um god knows when I can get the pic so just make use with this one first okay. It's a ball python btw and the guy who owns her told me it will roll(?) around your body and you can just walk everywhere like it's a bangle on your hand wtf.

nooo no cute pic of the tamed ferretsss!! :( boo

I want a ferret too! Then I'll name it fatass :D

I wasn't the main emcee. Just the assistant/translator cos the emcee guy speaks English. And I kinda realized my mandarin super pasar LOL I couldn't be bothered doing Beijing's accent right it's gonna sound so weird for this kinda event.

Here's the side of the biggest bungalow lot show unit. 

Didn't get the information cos I don't see any brouchers anywhere.

Since I have an inch thick of makeup on my face and I was feeling vain about it, here's a hiao pic to savour your eyes !

Super fine hair day and super good makeup day. 

Except that I got it all ruined cos it's an outdoor job and I bunned my hair at the end of the day. pfft.



It's an eyeopening day.

More to come, hopefully!! 

Eat grass

Okay okay!

Stop telling me about how much I should get the damn pink phone! :(
I bought the red one already and it's too late to do anything with it :(

Anyways I like red too it's fiery hot sexy red mwahahaha (wtf)

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It's the beginning of a new semester and I'm currently in Year 2. Another year before I finish the course; provided I'm able to pass all papers! *prays
The subjects are much more amazing and interesting this semester but ugh Broadcast Journalism is kinda out from my dictionary :s Oh well. At least much better than some random nonsense subjects I couldn't imagine.

I've been a spendthrift this month and seriously I'm VERY broke for the moment and I declared my bankruptcy last night at Twitter; how much I hope I'm just kidding and could splurge on another shoes or bag next but I'm literally poor now :((

Thus, went to a job interview despite know the agent is an ass for dragging payments all the time; because I'm desperate T_T The job sucks and the working hours are not doing any good too. For this job, I'm now skipping my lecture, Simmie's birthday/gathering, and Mother's Day luncheon with my family :( I did spent my mom a dinner on the actual day but still! It's a family gathering :(
Wanted to dump the job at first but then I felt bad cos I promised okm to work together and went to the interview already. I don't wanna be blacklisted in the future just in case I need any lubang to work again T_T We won't know when will I get a good job right? Pfft. It's just THREE fucking awesome day dealing with KIDS.

WTF KIDS.

WTF WTF WTF

I hate mingling with kids cos I suck D: And I've got no one to practice with since I'm the youngest child T_T
My sister asked me if I'm gonna be Susan the Sustagen mascot wtf D:

I should be doing subs in McD now.
I did one. And I got sleepy D: Skipped my 2 hours lecture just for this damn training at 6pm later. I'm feeling sinful cos I dread skipping classes T_T_T_T_T Ok enough typing sorry for making you guys reading all these crap hahahaha I'm too sleepy and it's time to get back to my subs before my laptop battery died on me :(

Ta.

I'm back

I'm finally free from all these crazy roadshows! But I can see college waving hysterically at me. Oh hai college life againnnnnn!

I have no regrets or whatsoever but pls just issue me the pay as soon as possible T_T
I'm still effing broke even though I've been washing dishes working like mad cow. Took some piccies today and too bad okm wasn't there cos everyone likes him hahahaha anyway thanks to the crazy working hours, now I'm fighting dehydration, weight gain, sucky skin condition, and I think a tad bit of constipation watheff.

For a moment, I think home-based job rocks socks! I can finally wear slippers and sandals after a month of wearing shoes/flats. No more dress code! No more annoying boss! :DDD

Got to see many people from different corner of the globe. Made 2 China friends.
Practiced some China, Indonesian and European accent. Krazii.

Eeps

I stink like you now. Gotta go shower.

Wanted. Real Cash.

I get mad at my eyes sometimes. I have monolids and uses tapes and everyone knows about that.
It don't do me any good when I always woke up late :x and have no enough time to do my eye. I mean, make up D:

And recently, I'll end up looking like this O_o cos the tapes weren't stuck perfectly T_T

O___o

So don't ask me why are my bangs covering my right eye if you see me sometimes.
Employers nowadays made it a rule that every girl have to makeup to work. So superficial T_T

Why...........!

I felt awkward typing this post thus the weird language. Been abandoning my blog cos I'm juggling between jobs. I can be washing dishes at some random coffee shop at night.

Aduh. cash pls.

11 more episodes.

Take a break.

I'm giving my feet a break after an entire week.


Hiong Kong Kiok.



More Hiong Kong Kioks



Krispy Kreme. Long story on how it became my lunch.




Lazy bumbum.

Anything for kachingas

I have lotsa blisters, and sore legs, and someone will stare at us when we're sitting down.

fuck. 8hours job. 2hours break. 6hours standing cannot sit at all.

tomorrow's labour day and there is no extra pay, instead we have to go 2 hours earlier.

i miss my old boss T_T

*thinkmoneythinkmoneythinkmoney*


aaaahhhh//

Moolahhhhh where art thou!!

Nu dispic!



After sucky poppy.

It feels weird to see my own camho pic again after so long of not doing it.
I know my hair sucks that's why it's hard for you to see me without tying my hair.

I need a haircut badly. But I'm very broke.
read: VERY BROKE.


and I only had a greentea bun for lunch today :x
eh damn nyums got red bean inside :D

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Went all the way to DU for interview. Hopefully things will turn out to be better. *prayshard

Red alert.

Fuck.

I spent a few hundreds again!!&!
Was expecting mom to nag at me but no she didn't and instead she likes it too *aawwww* Apparently women of all ages are vulnerable to shiny pretty things. No exception at all.

Got diamond one ok although my nose poo is bigger!!



I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
*repeats*
at least until next month!

p.s: I just embarrassed myself on a stage today. T_________________T I hate myself!

So here's the story, I went to LM with Michelle for McD. Funny; no other better places for McD? Long story lol. Apparently the Ultimate Group Power is promoting their finalists over there. Vic from italent was one of the finalists, and my junior Ash too. So I kinda went on stage to play a so called game with them; happens to be a 九连拍 watheff i suck in this and i looked fucking ugly, Mich captured my fuckface in camera. Please don't show it in TV plsplspls T__T Aaaaahhhhhdslkfjskjghkdgkh. I can't get over the fact that I went on a stage looking stupid and ugly and fat and everything not nice :( I already have very low self-esteem but the photos are not doing me any good and I don't know whether it's only me or what, but it seems like I get a lot of fingers pointing at me while I was in the mall after that T_____T Yalah I know I embarrassed myself pls dun torture me like that T_____T

Anyway, was glad that I went on stage cos finally I showed support to Vic after so long ahahahahaha anyway pls support 三点钟 for Vic or Friendz for Ash!!

Oh and I just saw YeeMin on TV just now T_T Astro Talent Quest finalist. My life is filled with talented people around me and I can only look at my toes T_________________T

I know I'm not talented and I'm not pretty T__T (That's why I don't camwhore anymore!!)
But I'm fucking nice aih not so nice now I'm worthless T___T

"我很丑，可是我很温柔" is not applicable to me T____________T

FML.

Money money money it's so funny.

Funny. I was in BTS for 2 hours, and I was already bored to the max.

I need sweet juicy flow of marney now, literally RIGHT NOW D:
I just paid my DiGi bill. Bye RM160 T_T Digi supplementary lines suck!
Eyed on a VAIO Pocket RM2700+
I have only 1 blue pen in my pencilcase. And it's running out of ink very quickly.
I need new liquidlast. The current one is coming to its end.
Ahh. That pair of heels from Nose. And also that MNG tube. This is a necessity.

There's much more beyond this. No not only kachings but also some other shitty stuffs.

Another most difficult phase of my life. I seriously have problems blending in with certain things.

"Fuck you fuck you veryveryvery marrccchhhhhhh."

fml

Marney crisis

Wait, ABOUT PADS ...

(not notepads *slapkickpunchthrows)

Pads nowadays are getting ridiculously expensive but you still need to use them *angry
If you buy cheap + thick pads, you'll feel like a guy with a cotton crotch between your legs when you are having you period aaaahhhhhlksdjfsdkhgskhg;sdkj;

Thick pads are cheap because they suck badly and it's not comfortable AT ALL -_-!

So guys if you're buying for your wife/gf/sis/mom pls don't just close your eye and pick and pay awkwardly.
Who cares about the price just get them something ultra thin ultra slim 1mm 2mm wtv D:
Your woman will appreciate you a lot for being so sweet and concern about their needs T-T
It's like choosing condoms you need to be precise wtf not that I bought condoms before -_-!!

I hate buying necessities sometimes because for a moment I thought I'm rich for the month,
but after buying all those MUST items...
-___________- I can see Marney growing black colored crow wings, and fly away waving/bidding goodbye to me *boohoo

Fuck face products.
Fuck cosmetics.
Fuck pads.
Fuck bras.
Fuck toiletries.

Fuck all necessities for being so important and useful but yet so expensive at the same time.

And fuck jobs T_T
They sucks a lot but they give birth to Marney T_T
Marney my baybey wtf failed it doesn't rhyme at all.

Lesighajinomoto this is another lovehate relationship :|


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About today's paper, it wasn't so good but damn, thank god it's over. *prays
I finally drew 6 boxes of rivers and rubbish and a failed attempt to draw sparrows but it look like chickens in the end T______________T
Uhm, it's a scriptwriting subject and we need to draw storyboard.
I know I suck in drawing but who cares la chicken or bird or peacock fdsjkfdsfgdskahgewryf



p.s: I love mentos grapes ♥ but I feel like eating M&M peanutbutter too :D

Jimmy Choo, KL Tower, and a wedding dinner.

Congratulations, Andrew and Sharon!! (:


I was the emcee for a wedding dinner @ KL Tower today. It was a great dinner. Food is good, environment is superb, and the people there are super nice. They're not the typical arrogant snobby rich upper class society people. They're nice. Really.

No words could express how thankful am I to Andrew Leong, Carolyn Wui and Ying for giving me a chance to host, and to help me all the way during the entire dinner. If it's not because of them, I would've screwed up real soon. Thank you again. I hope I didn't disappoint you guys.

Jimmy Choo and my muka tak jadi.
Anyway, Mr JC is a nice man and he's very humble.
The bride's heels he designed cost UK800 -_-

I was more than just being excited when I saw Mr Jimmy Choo. It was more than a surprise because he and the groom (Andrew) came into the prep room all of the sudden.
Had a short talk with him. He's quite humorous and is a wonderful person. Hope to see him again somewhere :/

Didn't have chance to snap pics with the couple because they're too busy layaning their relatives.

KLTower view @ 7pm. Bright and shine. Lol.

And the camera is with my sis too.
:(

I had a really good evening. It was a great experience.
Had 5 glasses of red wine continuously, because the waiter couldn't stop pouring wine into my empty glass.

Yawn.
I'm sleepy when I'm tipsy. Oh it rhymes!!! :DDD!~!

Mascara Craze

-Before that!-

*Nomnomnom*
Yums :DDD

Mum-made Sweet Butter Buns :DDD!
I'm such a happy kid my mum bakes really well :DD! Oh btw, it was spongecake yesterday :Þ

Class ended at 9.30am. Everyone just woke up/starting their first class for the day and yet I was on my way going home already -_-

Looked for Jess, made her skips her class, and strolled @ KLCC, force her to splurge with me until 1pm 8DD

Hurray. I bought Majolica Majorca. And Kate.
RM66 :/ *thinkinvestment!

I like the exterior design too wtf superficial :D!

Everyone is talking about this brand right now! Because it's now available @ Watson's finally :O! Unlike any other mascaras, Majolica's Lash Gorgeous Wing is really natural and soft like feather. And it won't look like cockroach legs wtf you know when the mascara is too thick/bulky/crumpy it tends to crump and then ta-da~ you'll look like you're trying too hard @@ Actually, you did. Scary sial.

+ Waterproof
+ Long staying curl
+ Fills in the gap between lashes. Perfect for people with botak/bald lashes like me T-T *touched

Although it won't look THAT long compared to other brands but it's good enough after you curl your lashes and applying the mascara base before you whack the LGW on your lashes.
Be patient. It will grow longer with every touch ^-^

Japanese cosmetic brands are crazy!
Crazily good T-T

Eh I just realized, now I have 3 mascaras lying down on the table O.O

I always like Japanese brands for cosmetics :D
Not because Mika Nakashima is Kate's ambassador ok lol.

Didn't buy MM's mascara base mainly because it's more expensive and I don't like the wand :/ Couldn't really feel my lash with it. Bought Kate instead. Not bad. But Clinique is better :)
I need base because my eyelids are folded very deeply when I open my eyes so my lashes are barely visible at all -.-!

Eh, no more job for this month? :(
That's all? :(
Yer...... :((((

Haih.

I fail again in November.
What a spendthrift.
RAWR

M.A.C M.A.C M.A.C M.A.C M.A.C

Was very happy because I had lunch with the HPC @ Sushi King.
Edamame rocks ok random.
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The level of muka tembokness is increasing because we stayed longer @ the MAC launching booth just to get the sample of the foundation base wtfwtf. Haih I want the lippie set T-T It's affordable but aiya I don't know la wtf.

I promised that I shall not splurge this month because I didn't save any last month :(

I want more M.A.Cs :(

Precisely, I want more kaching.moolah.moonay.dough.argh! orz

No pics with hpc today because we're too busy blabbering and talking cock 8D

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About the midterm, I guess I totally failed.
I did the whole question 2 wrongly and there goes my 30 marks.
fuckfuckityfuckfuckfuck arslkdfj;sdkjf;dsfkjsd;lfjsdlfj
Damn pissed because I did study, but I perceived the question wrongly T_T wtfgilababi

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

Hmph!

I've got nothing interesting to talk about today,
oh except more assignments.

LAW my god.
0_O