Rantyranty

It's not gonna an easy year for me.
New stage of life, new principles, new undertakings.
Too many changes.
Too little time.
Too many works.
Too much pressure.
Too little understanding.


Let's hope everything's gonna go as planned.
Another 12 months.

Goodluck to me. I'm gonna need it.

Ticktocks

Okay I think I'm in deep shit right now.

Time! Time! Time!
I need moreeeeeeee time!

Things I've got to do this weekend.

a) Thesis proposal - which I've yet to settle down with a title :(
b) Documentary proposal script.
c) News script treatment
d) Subs
e) Mysterious caller job.

Yes I'm now a elcheapo mysterious caller and I need to call 30 calls in 3 days. The company gave me last minute and demanded that I have to finish calling it by the 31st May :((

Thai food tonight.
Poppy tonight.
Khalil's concert tomorrow.

I'm so dead right now !

D:

Simmie's 21st and a gathering.

I've never celebrate any birthday with her before this. But at least I made it for her 21st birthday ;D

Happy Birthday "Gan Yan" Sim! XD 

So rather than just asking her out, we asked the other girls from high school to meet up as well since it's their semester break right now.
Even after years of not meeting up some of them, thank god we still click and my lame jokes were laughable pffftt.

Love the company. Minus the sucky food at TGIF.
We should head over to Chilli's next time for steaks instead!
Bottomless chips! XD

btw.
I'm keeping all the pics just in case some of you want some privacy.
Ask from me if you want it ;)

Fangry again.

Wanted to rant over Twitter but this stupid whale kept on appearing telling me that Twitter is over capacity -_- I'm not going to FB cos I didn't want 500+ people paying attention to me.

Bah.

Let's hope this blog is low profile enough.

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Regarding to my earlier post this afternoon, I was waiting at McD Midvalley for a job training at 6pm at Cititel Hotel. I skipped a class and I really wanted the job cos I'm broke to the max fml T_T But guess what happened! Okm and I walked over to the hotel lobby and sat there when he finally noticed he has a misscall at 5pm, and a text from the agent saying "Edwand, please call me back." Being the usual him, he ran out of credit and used my phone to call the agent instead. She knew that we're working together so she can just contact either one of us if there's anything. Okm made the phone call and here's the fucked up part.

She said she's got something to do and the training is going to be postponed to tomorrow, 6pm.

My first reaction; "WHAT THE FUCK? I'm not gonna fucking work for her anymore."

Seriously, if she hates people giving her empty promises and disappears last minute for her job, why the fuck she is doing this? I mean, come on we drove all the way to MV, petrol, parking fees, time, and my 2 hours lecture are now gone wasted =_=

I told her yesterday that I'm going to take the train at 5pm to go MV and she insisted that I shouldn't be late and so. If she couldn't contact okm, why didn't she call me instead? She forwarded the job sms to me first so it's impossible that she don't have my number.

I don't care. I'm not gonna tolerate this anymore.

She drags payment all the time. I waited for half a year before she pay me last time. I guess Jess and Cyn knows better too arggghhh.

She expects a hell lot from all her promoters but please don't expect much from her. Promoters are equally the same as you okay. Your RM120 per day is not a friggin big amount to treat people like shit okay. Please at least be considerate?

All my other job agents know about her and her bad habit -_-

I'm still angry! Haven't tell her that I'm not going to the job training tomorrow. Fuck it. She likes canceling on people last minute, I'm giving her what she likes to do the most. Pfft.

Had a call from a cameraman from the internship company; asking me to work this weekend. I might as well work as a cameraman assistant. It's much more better than working my ass off for a person like her. 

:(

I know, my temper is getting worse recently.
But I just hate being taken as granted.

I'd rather listen to Ryan's stupid comments over msn. At least he gives me moolah almost every month.

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Eat grass

Okay okay!

Stop telling me about how much I should get the damn pink phone! :(
I bought the red one already and it's too late to do anything with it :(

Anyways I like red too it's fiery hot sexy red mwahahaha (wtf)

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It's the beginning of a new semester and I'm currently in Year 2. Another year before I finish the course; provided I'm able to pass all papers! *prays
The subjects are much more amazing and interesting this semester but ugh Broadcast Journalism is kinda out from my dictionary :s Oh well. At least much better than some random nonsense subjects I couldn't imagine.

I've been a spendthrift this month and seriously I'm VERY broke for the moment and I declared my bankruptcy last night at Twitter; how much I hope I'm just kidding and could splurge on another shoes or bag next but I'm literally poor now :((

Thus, went to a job interview despite know the agent is an ass for dragging payments all the time; because I'm desperate T_T The job sucks and the working hours are not doing any good too. For this job, I'm now skipping my lecture, Simmie's birthday/gathering, and Mother's Day luncheon with my family :( I did spent my mom a dinner on the actual day but still! It's a family gathering :(
Wanted to dump the job at first but then I felt bad cos I promised okm to work together and went to the interview already. I don't wanna be blacklisted in the future just in case I need any lubang to work again T_T We won't know when will I get a good job right? Pfft. It's just THREE fucking awesome day dealing with KIDS.

WTF KIDS.

WTF WTF WTF

I hate mingling with kids cos I suck D: And I've got no one to practice with since I'm the youngest child T_T
My sister asked me if I'm gonna be Susan the Sustagen mascot wtf D:

I should be doing subs in McD now.
I did one. And I got sleepy D: Skipped my 2 hours lecture just for this damn training at 6pm later. I'm feeling sinful cos I dread skipping classes T_T_T_T_T Ok enough typing sorry for making you guys reading all these crap hahahaha I'm too sleepy and it's time to get back to my subs before my laptop battery died on me :(

Ta.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You've been serving me well for the past 3 years.

It's time for your retirement but I'm still not over you yet T_T

That's why I'm not giving you away for RM80 pfft. I will keep you by my side even though your new sister will serve me now!

btw. Stop laughing at my Z610's misery :( 

It sucks to lose your buttons everywhere, not knowing where the hell is each of them! 

Prolly left them at Melaka T_T

I wanted Pink color but I was told it ran out of stock :(
It's ok. I had a dilemma between pink and red. Since there's no pink available already, picked the red now.
Now I have the exact same phone as SoonYP!
My new soulmate pfft.

The other 3 phones aren't mine. Laopek phones :x

W705 rocks socks too :)

But pink....

 

is sho pretty T_T

Confused.

I think I just got myself a new bad habit. I tend to think overly too much when I'm alone at night especially when it's a quiet, silent night. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it because it just comes naturally. Not that I thought about it intentionally :(

I always thought that despite I'm impatient and grumpy, I make wise decisions most of the time cos I'm calm and I think properly before making any hasty move. I always thought everything is gonna be fine as long as I stay calm and steady in any occasions. But now I think I'm wrong. It's like I'm trapped inside a super crazy drama scene right now. Ok maybe no that exaggerating but still! I don't see it coming!

It's hard to blog about something when I couldn't be honest and tell everything that I wanted here. I'm typing this for the sake of myself. It's so torturing to keep secret from everyone in the whole world. No, it's not the right thing to tell anyone. I still need a lot of time to adjust myself. How I wish all these didn't happen, especially in such short period. Sigh.

I was told I'm a very straight forward and honest person. But seriously, I never thought I'm THAT honest :x

Whee.

Fake is easy. Pffttt.

Satay Trip

I think some of you guys can't see the pictures of Melaka I got tagged in. Here's a few.

Will update again tomorrow, I hope!

I mad love my gladiators! But I have some blisters now :(



Aircond in the museum broke down -.-
Was standing infront of a fan!



Awesome Clock Tower Cendol and our RM10 Fedoras :D


Went partay at night. Alcoholic bunch pfft.

I wonder why most of their pics are blurry :(


Was kinda tipsy, but I just pretended to be sober ;)
Oh and someone said I looked like the girl beside me in this pic!



Red houses
I like how the flashing bikes and cars passing by :)

Internship. Period.

Holy cow.
I've lost my blogging mojo.
My blog now is filled with backlogged posts and words are getting lesser than how it used to be.
I guess I'd rather keep things to myself recently. I was being judged too much lately. It's not a good thing to be mysterious but sometimes I would rather not say anything cos I hate being judged. Well, who doesn't right?

zipzaps. That aside, here's a brief update on my internship; cos it just ended!

Hellow KellyC!

I was the cameraman's assistant right beside the stage and lols anyone who took a picture of the stage can definitely spot me in the picture albeit the mini size D: Although she was really casual that night but trust me, she's still awesome posum from within! It's not all about the looks yo! (Although I do not know much of her songs :x )

I thought this concert is gonna be my last event before my internship ends. But guess what, I went out for an outdoor RF testing on my last day in the company T_T It wasn't that bad cos my work starts from 2pm and it ended at 6pm. :D! Initial plan to do a video of us in the office failed cos of this outdoor job pfft.

First month in the company; this is the ground floor/store. I was holding a wireless camera and its mad heavy. I couldn't rest it on my shoulder comfortably :( Still wearing semi formal attire to the office. At least shoes. In my final month, I wore slippers to office almost everyday wtf.



Resting room for staffs in the store. This place is...untidy wtf it has dead cockroaches everywhere all the time D: But this is the place I always took my nap when we're all too free and stayed in the office.



One of the racks.
You can see trolleys, steadycams, lights, tripods, camera and battery cases, switchboards, monitors, cables.



The damn weights that almost kill my finger! :(!

Three months wasn't that long but it certainly did have a place in my life. It happened there. I went in like a piece of blank paper and now at least I have some scribblings on me T_T Too much to learn but technical stuffs are not my cup of tea :/ But at least I learnt something! Pfft.

I'm now a freeman! Going back to college next Monday :(