By the way, just so you know...I can haz feelings too.

:)

Cracker dilemma

HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS

GUESS WHAT, IT JUST HAPPENED AT THE MOMENT I SEE THIS

FFFFFUUUUUUUUUU

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Apparently I need science to enjoy simple crackers dipped in my cuppa coffee.

Water temperature x (random scientific number) x thickness of cracker x density of drink x fdgldfksghfadg 

= seconds to make crackers soft and disgusting.

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Nevermind. I'll have the crackers and coffee separately.

Happy Tuesday people.

Cold-hearted people, not?

Remember the hit-and-run incident of the 2 years old YueYue in Foshan, China? Many talked about how sick and depressing it is to see a little girl lying helplessly on the ground and yet no one helped. Well, this may be a good write to explain why almost 20 who passed by, never attempt to help at all. Click here for the full article.

I think it's not just the onlookers' fault. It's how they were brought up in that environment. Bet it's gonna be hard to change their perception now. Geez, what's gonna happen if the parents taught their kids to just shut up and not offer any help to avoid getting into trouble. It's gonna be end of the world then.

You may not know what I'm talking about, but it's better to read it for yourself.

Mille Crepe

I can haz Mille Crepe in the office today. 

I will never reject cakes as long as they're not chocolate ones. 

And it's a friggin Mille Crepe! How often can we get nice ones here in KL?

Do check out their awesome Facebook page here 

Warm Christmas

"Tis' the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la~"

I was thinking to 'resurrect' my blog from being dead, to uhm, gasping for air.

So my iTunes was on shuffle and I came across a few Christmas songs. And coincidentally I have some Christmas related pictures so here's the first attempt to blog again. *clapclaps*

While I do enjoy Christmas songs and those pretty little X'mas delicates, I'm never really fascinated about Christmas anyways. Well, at least not as much as taisiu does; even though he's not a Christian. He gets pretty happy looking at Christmas decors in the malls and even dressed up his own version of the yule tree :D

Ain't it a darling! :)

I missed out setting up this Christmas tree ritual in his house last year. Although I was grumpy and impatient while putting it up the other day, but tell me who wouldn't feel happy after seeing this sight especially when you did it on your own? I think it look pretty nice, albeit I just simply decorated it with my peasize sense of aesthetic talent. *shifty eyes*

We even bought this cute little santa hat and walked around the mall even before Thanksgiving. It was so small and light that I've forgotten to take it down when we dined in, until the waiter came to compliment our hats and chuckled away. FOL. 

BUT YOU HAVE TO AGREE WITH ME THIS FREAKING SANTA-HAT-HAIRCLIP IS BEYOND CUTE!

On a random note, I do wish to see Liverpool in snow! :)

Nerd

Happens to me all the freaking time.

Ticktock

I know right.

This blog needs a major revamp after so many months being abandoned. And I've been using this layout for years. Just a little bit time more, I need some time to cope with my absent mind-ness.
Seriously, how old am I exactly? I feel like I never have good memory since birth!

Even a notebook can barely help. *facepalm - Especially when there's so little time, but yet so much to do.

Ah.

Working life begins nao.

bye.night.die

I've realized my ability to turn invisible when I'm not needed.
And when someone needs my help, I immediately became solid.
Later I become invisible again.

Just like an object.

rollypolly

harlo :o)

I've been hiding from this blog for some time now. Been constructing too many essays and I don't wanna type anymore in my free time o_o it's making me sickkkk because work = typing, uni essays = typing already wtfwtf u get the gist.

basically, Liverpool is a nice place to...shop...
I couldn't help but repeating this line again pfft :s
wait, i guess everywhere is a nice place to shop besides my home country *ahem.

....here's the damage done...
minus 3 pairs of shoes, some lingeries *shy*
and socks and accessories...

...and still counting...

*gasps*

 don't worry about me spending too much

i'm still sticking with my rule #1: being kiamsiap

went into a paid toilet and snap pictures so i can keep a memoir of it

and feel less guilty for going to a paid toilet instead of free ones wtfwtf

and that was a candid. was digging in my 1pound bag for camera 

kiamsiap #2

kiamsiap #3

and i didn't even buy any replacement when this is happening to me.

bought 2 highlighters here and both died together

sehati sejiwa huh?

kiamsiap rules.

pfft. 

 Seems like I'm not the only grumpy but *coughcough* gorgeous 

person in this world and I'm feeling righteous now 

and there's nothing wrong to be grumpyyy

yay :D

coins here are quite heavy and i'm sick of the noises they make.

anyhow look, they can team up together and we can play puzzle with it hahaha 

how interesting!! :DD

*ecstatic

im officially ks.

Another thing I'm sure I will be missing here.

SHOPPING

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Please look at the price tag.

*kiamsiapness rules*

boohoo

Oh boy.

It's such a shame that I'm finally here and I'm not updating my blog.

tsktsk.

I don't have extra pictures to share lol its good enough with a couple of pics a day over in my Summer 2011 album, can't ask for more wtf I haven't visit any interesting place yet so far. Been nesting in Liverpool for almost a month now.

Too much work to handle. Just head off to FB.

Not that it's anything interesting but yeah you'll get the gist from the views of my eyes here.

Settling down

It's been almost 2 weeks since I'm here. I'm settling down and adapting already. Nothing is really a real deal of problem here. Weather is always unpredictable, now sunny then rainy. Last week was 20s Celsius. This week is 10s Celsius. And next week expecting around 20s Celsius. Sheesh.

Food here sucks. Never really buy food outside unless I'm real hungry and not planning to cook. I think I cook awesome stuffs now already. Lol.

People here. Unpredictable as well. Will tell you guys more when I'm back home.

Talking about home. I really miss home a lot.

Stepping out from homeland and comfort zone is not easy. And I have no where to run.

It's just the second week. 10 more weeks to go?

xoxo

I'll be back, my cuppa caffe mocha.

A combination of chocolate, espresso, and steamed milk. 

There’s no question chocolate and coffee are flavors that meant for each other. 

Both are rich and full of depth; one is creamy, the other is roasty. 

They complement each other perfectly. 

And when they come together under a fluffy cloud of sweetened whipped cream, 

you’ll wish their union would last forever. - Starbucks Coffee

As I was sipping my hot cuppa caffe mocha,
I thought of you immediately albeit at the same time we're texting each other.
And probably we're just within 500m radius away.
But it will be 6637.4 miles away soon (yes I googled *coughs*).

The bittersweet, and the warmth; it reminds me of you - a man and a boy.
You're someone I can depend on, and someone who always seeks for my attention.
I think I've just fallen in love with anything bittersweet and warm.

Let's hope we're going to survive the bumpy roads together.

xx

I think...

I'm really tired.
I know it's really that bad because even my favorite ice cream couldn't help.

If I have superpower, I hope I can solve everything with just a snap of finger.
I hope I wouldn't mind snapping my finger until I get blisters then.

I wish I can let go of everything, leaving someone else to take care of everything for me and tell me,
"Everything's gonna be fine."

I just need assurance. Pointers may help too.
I need my own comfort zone back.

:"(

stressful gila !!

/_\

It's been almost 2 months I've graduated from Advanced Diploma.
Also 2 months of sitting at home doing online assignments, working from home, becoming a filial daughter for accompanying my parents to places, and going out on a random basis but definitely not spending on anything except uh well, food. I'm trying to save for my coming months, you see.

At times, I've been wondering why did I chose to go Liverpool anyways because the assignments and due dates are disastrous. Why can't I just go get a job instead of furthering my studies oh well it's a degree paper but damn it, so many complicationssss!!! :( I was thinking whether are all these worth it? Am I gonna get a decent job with expected pay?

So in the end I went to jobs seeking websites hahahaha *bored
And most jobs related to broadcast media and productions, they only pay 1300MYR to 1800MYR.
WTF.
How am I gonna survive like this? And I'm very sure these jobs are pretty hectic and tiring; it drains out physical energy. I'm serious wtf. Lesson learnt during internship :/

Fine. So I went over to PR&Marketing jobs.
FML The starting pay are 2000MYR to 3000MYR.
I should've major in PR 4 years back!!

Anyways I can always switch because they're Mass Comm too :P

Sigh. Not gonna think anymore not like I can apply for the job now.
It's so difficult to look for a job I really like :/

Dear baby aviator. We love you :"(

R.I.P our Porsche aviator.

It was my first present for taisiu 

:((

Lost it afterwards. 

We're very sure we didn't misplace it. For sure it has been pick-pocketed. 

And funny it was hanging right in front of my chest. 

Screw you, anyone who took it. 

You will pay. 

I miss the sunnies :((((

Third eye.

I'm learning to 'see' with the heart, instead of using eyes. Apparently, it wasn't easy to see beyond the superficial. At times it got me thinking, what have I been doing to people who're being so nice to me, and how can I really repay them, or at least tell them how I felt about them without jabbing the awkwardness between the lines I structured? I scribbled and I erased, I wrote and I rephrase. It's really hard to express how I really felt about these people. Guessed being an Asian really means that we should keep our feelings to ourselves, we weren't taught how to show affection to people we love. Therefore not knowing how to react, or probably we're just 死爱面子。

I'm not a person who pours all my heart out telling how I feel about you because I don't really show it in my actions. So please tell me that you felt my love when you really feel it okay :')

I'll be really glad to hear that. #LGMH

(unless I really never felt the need to love you or something wtf)

Corny dog.

Ladies and gentlemen, 

I hereby present...

The first ever food that taisiu prepared for me!!

Cheesy coney dog with extra cheese extra mayonnaise extra barbecue sauce lololol

yippee

NO MORE SWOLLEN MONOCHEEKKK!!

(my left cheek btw although it's covered by my hair but I swear it wasn't a straight line due to the swell!!)

I can't do a proper smile because the stitches are binding my gums and cheek together,

although most of it has been coming off already wtf.

Uh, I took some pictures of my swollen face but it's not obvious in picture! 

So I deleted them all. Unless you wanna see bloody teeth, I have that one! XD

It was so swollen I can't wash my face, my brother had to call me fatty, and my mom stared at my swell every morning and giving me a funny expression.

But it's over nao!

Gonna remove my stitching next Monday!

Then I wouldn't need to spend 30 minutes cleaning my teeth.

orz

I'm dying.

Fuck this pain.

So uhm...I'm staring at this pic to distract me :(

蒙古包 ［天香回味］

Aftermath

I have no choice but I had to blog about this horrible experience of wisdom tooth surgery!! At first I thought it's no biggie since I've been through dental surgery before this. But believe me this is not joke. And f the dentist's life because I kept on swearing at him and I will never go back that place for any checkups anymore pfffttt. No pictures because it's too explicit and gruesome. So, here goes:

Day 1:
The first few hours was fine since I was still on anesthetic. But once the anesthetic went off, the pain is super unbearable and I actually teared to bed for nap :'( Slept the pain away wuwuwu
Moral of the story: Always take the medication before the anesthetic worn out so there will be no 'time-gap' for the gums to be left undrugged.
The bleeding didn't stop. But it was severe, until late evening/night, the bleeding got worsen. I bleed every half a minute and it was so much I had to spit it out a few times, rinse if off, and then sat for a while before it bleed again. Repeat process. I placed cotton balls in between my jaws and all of them were quickly soaked in around half an hour. As if it's wasn't that bad yet, my blood were all clotted and gooey wtf and it's so gross I can literally see my blood sticking between the upper and lower jaw fml so gross I wanna die.
The bleeding didn't stop til my bed time and I was too tired to bother so I went to sleep with a bigger cotton ball in my mouth. Tried using sugar and ice before sleeping but I guess it didn't work....

because...

I choked myself awake with my own blood in my throat. I remember waking up a few times and actually swallow it :s yucckkkkkkk and it tasted really super bad and disgusting wtf I don't even dare to drink or eat because of the taste and smell :( It was too much. Like swallowing a gulp of blood.
So I went to toilet and spit the blood in my basin, looked in the mirror. And one of my cheek has blood stain the size of my palm -_________- ......

Shit.
Went to check my pillow right away.
YES I WAS RIGHT.
MY PILLOW CASE AND THE PILLOW AS WELL, ARE STAINED WITH ANOTHER PALMSIZE OF BLOOD.
So I wokeup after sleeping for 4 hours, spitting blood, cleaning my bloodstained face, and also washing my pillow and pillow case. FUCKMYLIFEEEEEEE!!! T______________T

Sigh.

Sat on the bed while holding my paperbin, I was literally spitting blood for the rest of the hour, wondering what should I do now. I didn't sleep because I don't wanna choke on my own blood again.
bbm taisiu and Whatsapp bestie to complain about it and boy it's a good thing that she's a night owl. She googled solution for me and it bloody works magically! omoooo mon ami~! xoxo
Stayed awake until 10am the next day before I went back to sleep. This time, a comfy sleep and no more blood! YAY!


For a split second I thought I'm gonna die of losing too much blood wtf


Day 2:
Had ice bag by my cheek while waiting for the drug to work on me (before I went to bed again at 10am). Just because my face is now swollen at a side. Oh and I got mad at my brother because he said I looked exactly like how I was 10 years back; a fatass. Fucks. zzzz.
No more bleeding, the pain was tolerable. Taisiu visited in the evening and we went out for monthsary dinner. I actually changed my hair parting and sprayed it just because I wanted to cover my swell LOL bimbotic! But it conceals well la hehehaha. Was happy and forgotten about the pain because I've been locking myself at home thanks to all these crazy dental surgeries wuwuwu :(
Came home early and no bleeding as well :) Happy happy.

Day 3:
Woke up having a square face on the left. The usual shape on the right. Seems like the swell got bigger.
Fts. My upper teeth is actually poking the side of my cheek in my mouth and that's what causing the pain wtf had milo ais to comfort self :(


Sigh.

Let all this be over quickly for good.

Teethless

Since my usual dentist is not giving me a discount (kiam wtf), my parents suggested we should go for another dentist and the clinic is located in a very 'ap tap' place =_= At least for me, and I kinda have some culture shock over there wtf.

So initially I planned to just get consultation from the dentist first before doing any hasty move. But apparently he only charge RM400 and dad said "Just do it!". And so, I had my second extraction today. Not the normal one, it's the surgery to extract the distorted wisdom tooth. The process took only 30 minutes lol but I've endure the real experience of horrible dental surgery. Well, it's not the extraction that hurts me. It's the dentist pulling and tugging my cheek, and I got poked on my cheek, and the nurse place suction too deep in my throat and I choked wtf. The rubber used to keep my mouth open was too big for me and he kept pushing it in although I told him it hurts T_T I did surgery in my usual dentist and he's way more gentle T_T When I complain to my dad, he told me "Of course, this is cheaper and if you want good service, you gotta pay another RM250+ for service charge."

..........oklor..........

:(

To be fair to him, despite he's been hurting me and the service is wayyyy different from the usual, I'd have to say he's quite fast in doing his job. That explains why is he 'not gentle'!

The anesthetic is not gone yet. I'm biting an oversized cotton. Stitching is still bleeding and yes I bleed a lot. So now I have double chin on my left side.

LOL

And I'm supposed to feast tomorrow and the following day.

orz

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THE PAIN IS FUCKING INTOLERABLE ONCE THE ANESTHETIC WENT OFF ! !!!!!!!!1111

Toothless

I've always hate visiting the dentist because it means getting my bloody money sucked by dentists.
I'm sorry if it offended any dentists but yes dental surgeries are very expensive! After years of not visiting the dentists, I finally had to get my first wisdom tooth extraction today. If it didn't broke into half I wouldn't even bothered going there seriously. Geez.
I was expecting 2 teeth to be extracted. But little do I expect, the dentist told me there's a total of 4 to be removed if I want to clear all the flaws in my set of teeth D:

Each tooth costs RM120. FTW.
Did an x-ray scan. RM90. FTW
Gotten bad news of having to extract a side-way-grown wisdom tooth through surgery. Estimation of RM650-RM850. WTF?
Having to do filling for those affected teeth. RM90.
Cleaning my set of teeth. RM x? (I didn't wanna ask anymore at that point.)

An image I googled. Similar to my case.

So the bloody tooth grew sideways and it's trapping food in the gapssss!

fuckthisshit. why is this happening to me :(

why won't you just grow straight-up and I'd be less upset having to pay that much for that bloody surgery!

I'm repeating the word 'bloody' cos I've seen a lot of blood today and I've suck a lot of my blood too even when I'm drinking water :( My bleeding did not stop until 5 hours later wtf no wonder my dad told me I looked like I'm having period in my mouth fml

It was quite painful and I was emotionally down for no reason until I fell asleep wtf.
I feel like I've lost something from my own body lol

Caramel frap delivery from taisiu and mom cooked my favourite pork+yam+steamed peanut combi for dinner and it totally changed my idea of just drinking milo ais and throw myself in my bed.

Question of the day:

Why is it called 'wisdom tooth' when it is totally useless and we don't use wisdom tooth to chew?

:(

fts. just when I'm trying very hard to save more and spend less, shit happens.

I'm now going through emotional and financial break down.
I wanna win some lotteries. It's okay if it's not first prize sigh.
Not like I buy lottery.

fmlmax.

The last day.

My college bunch :)

This is the end of my miserable yet memorable college life. I didn't know how I actually go through those days and I definitely dread the days carrying heavy
It came by slowly and sneakily and I did not realized it was probably the last day I'm stepping in the college as a student there....Well, until everyone starts pointing their cameras everywhere and demands for group photos.

I was their courserep for 4 years.
And now that it came to an end, I guessed it's a dilemma; I feel relieved and also missing the title at the same time. It wasn't anything proud to be mentioned of but it's like a memoir that stayed with me for years and now that it's gone and nobody cares.

I was 18. And now I'm 22.
*gulp
I wonder if I actually did something worth to be proud of, or did I just waste all these years like they don't matter? Seriously, I cannot think of any memorable achievements worth mentioning if you ask me. Been thinking about this matter when I was asked to type my self introduction for my university and this is part of the questions. I skipped this part cos I really have nothing worth mentioning to others. How pathetic. Tsktsk.

If I really had to say, I would say I think I'm a better person today than I was 4 years back.
That kid who was so nice to everyone and had no sense of dignity wtf.
Oh, and I'm now the arrogant bitch you'll never wanna talk to, because my words kill.

But most of the times, I'm super friendly hehehehehehehhehe.

Sliding over the rainbow.

Rainbow colored post-it notes.

With our goals and dreams.

I hope it will be that beautiful :')



Hello Thailand akua.

They actually brightened my photo.
And I thought I was covered with foundation and studio lighting.

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Upset tummeh

Had the worst chicken ever at Malones the other day. 

That's taisiu treat for my results bwahaha though it wasn't really impressive but I'm happy with it ^_^ *contented*

Anyways back to the chicken, it's an Irish menu so I didn't really like the taste. Forgotten about the name and I remember it has mustard and whisky in the sauce oh god I'm not interested in writing about an awful food wtf. The gravy was so oily and salty and I kinda hate it. Didn't finish the dish because the chicken freaking flew out of my plate and landed on my bag. (Ok what I meant here is I was having a hard time cutting the chicken ;____; ) And the bag is my birthday present from him omg orz the horror. I felt sooo bad that it ruined my mood ;(

Paranoid of not being able to wash it off cos it has oil! Went to washroom twice to get rid of it but it's still there....

Came home and washed for several times because I'm convinced that the oil is still there D:

Anyways it's not visible unless I took a picture of it with flash. So it's kinda hard for me to estimate where exactly is that stupid spot :(

Sigh. 

I hope it's clean now. Too tired to look at it again.

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Oh yes. Other than that, I think my tummy rejects this dish and I had stomachache for 2 days fts. It's not the stomachache where you can just go to toilet and do your business and feel relieved wtf. It's like you've been lying down too long on your stomach and you feel the burden on your stomach. Something like that. I tried swallowing pills and putting minyak angin cap kapak and drinking chinese tea and green tea and warm water. But seriously, nothing beats the weirdly tasted boiled coke with ginger.

LOL.

Bidding farewell.

Chinese New Year has come to an end. It wasn't as fruitful as last year's. This year's CNY ended in a haste quietly. Did not really go house visiting, did not have our lousang like last year. Things does change in some way, I can't deny it. I guess this is what you call, a change of phase in life. Though being apart geographically, I'm sure our bonds are still strong. Hopefully I won't have to grow old alone wtf. 

Anyways, goodbye CNY 2011.

And uhm, goodbye Jci.

(with live images of Jess in the netbook)

:s 

Coconut Currant Butter Cookies

Coconut Currant Butter Cookies

First attempt! I'm so touched that I can actually bake wtf.

Slightly burnt. But taste is still good. It's soo crunchy just the way I like it :D Unlike other cny cookies which most prolly tend to breaks very easily. Gonna make more next week! :D

I'm bored. Let's eat!

Milk bottle gummies.

Nom nom nom

Good morning. Good night.

Breakfast or supper. 

Let's hope this is gonna be over for good.

Wish me luck! I need it. Desperately. 

orz


Oh yeah.

Happy Birthday, mama ♥

Online shopping.

Dad: Are you done with your clothes shopping for CNY?

Me: Yeah I've got enough. I'll get another parcel tomorrow. Bought a top online.

Dad: Don't you worried if the top is secondhand from the dumpster? You know it can be the clothes used by a deceased....And when you wear it, it's gonna haunt you.

Me: -________-

orz

PMS

SORE GUMS

THICK ARTICLES IN RANDOM FONT AND HANDWRITING TO READ ON.

GOSH.

Zen.

Thank you Jess :')

I feel so loved ♥

Met up with the girls again at our favorite old hangout place.

Ah, zen!

:')

Matching knitted top.

Totally coincidence.

♥

Happeh Monthsary

xoxo

2010 shall never be forgotten.

I finally realized that my intention of trying to blog more expressively has pretty much failed :x

Obviously, I like keeping things short and call it a day. Yikes. I hate people who blog like that and now that I'm doing it myself LOL anyhow, to celebrate the first day of 2011 where every new year must have a new beginning, I'm going to write without putting a barrier in between my complex mind and this blog post.

I don't know who would actually take time to read this entire post. I am writing it to keep track of the highlights in my 21 y.o. life.

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What 2010 stored for me; I will make this quick and simple. This year will be the most drastic year that I've been gone through. So much for being an adult; my first year of adulthood wasn't easy and smooth-sailing as I expected. It was "chaotic", I would say. 

The early of 2010 was really rough for me. It wasn't easy but I am really glad that I went through the obstacle and in fact, I grew up into a better person through the hard way. I am really thankful to everyone who chose to stayed by my side when I was at my worst state and could not stay strong enough to actually just flip my hair and pretend nothing has happened. I wish I could pretend to be cool like that but if I did, I won't learn anything. So anyways, I love you all the most.  

Verdict: I am a more optimistic person and I have lower expectations on people around me. It's good. But the not-so-good part is uhm, I'm a meaner person now hehehahah. Yes I know. I am still mean and witty and funny. That's what made me unique so if you can't handle me please don't tell me I need to grow up and be a more serious person or or try to tell me I will actually break the law. LOL?

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Alongside with the above mentioned difficult phase I'm going through, I was actually stuck doing my internship in a company for my course. It was 3 months. It passed by in a blink of eye, I'm serious. I've seen a lot of places, people and also situations. It taught me that there are so many more things in the world that needs my attention rather than just putting all my goddamn effort on a person. (Not being biased or anything, just saying, you know.) I know it's sad that I learn the hard way but oh wells. Better too late than never. ;) I reconstruct my dreams and passion again. It was a good change and a new phase in my life. I like new phases! But to be honest, I'm kinda embarrassed by the fact that I took it so negatively that time wtf. In fact, life is better now; I am happier and I laughed a lot (on people's misery and on being mean and bullying for a passion w00t).

Verdict: I lead a happier life.

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In 2010, I spent more time with friends, I made more friends, I hung out with more random people and I've seen more weird encounters. I'm closer to my college friends, and I date some wrong person because I agreed to hang out with almost anyone (of course they are all my friends). Damn it I even went to club with my lecturers and lab assistant and seen something inappropriate that I can never get it outta my mind anymore homaidog. I built friendships and I handle people better. I allow no one to mock me and belittle me. You may label me as immature but I hate it when people mock me for the fun of it. I can do better so I always gladly mock them back and made them feel humiliated in the end. Hah, take that! I learnt to be more angsty and fearful so nobody would attack my self confidence. Grr.

This is also the year where I realized the girls know what to do best when I'm at my worst state. Thankyou lovelies xoxo.

Verdict: It sounds bad. But I think it's a good thing. I give no two fucks to fuckfaces. I learnt to treasure a few who loves me ^_^ "Quality is better than quantity" - (Chen, 2010) *coughcough*

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2010 was definitely a year to be remembered; whether heart-throbbing or joyful, because it marks too many highlights in my life - especially it's my first year of adulthood. Now that it is already 2011, I'm going to be 22 in around a month or more. I can't believe I am gonna be 22, seriously! :( Let's hope I'm gonna pass my exams and graduate peacefully, get a job, pay all my debts, get a decently life and bring my parents eating things they really love. I know I'm not a religious person, but Buddha, Guanyinma, any god...Please bless my parents with good health and energy and happiness so I can bring them to sight-seeing, food travelling, anything. Just let them be healthy and happy. That is the least I am asking for.

Thank you.

For still reading this til the end.

LOL.

Goodbye I'm supposed to study now!