Thursday, April 30, 2009

Anything for kachingas

I have lotsa blisters, and sore legs, and someone will stare at us when we're sitting down.

fuck. 8hours job. 2hours break. 6hours standing cannot sit at all.

tomorrow's labour day and there is no extra pay, instead we have to go 2 hours earlier.

i miss my old boss T_T

*thinkmoneythinkmoneythinkmoney*


aaaahhhh//

Monday, April 27, 2009

Moolahhhhh where art thou!!

Nu dispic!


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After sucky poppy.

It feels weird to see my own camho pic again after so long of not doing it.
I know my hair sucks that's why it's hard for you to see me without tying my hair.

I need a haircut badly. But I'm very broke.
read: VERY BROKE.


and I only had a greentea bun for lunch today :x
eh damn nyums got red bean inside :D

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Went all the way to DU for interview. Hopefully things will turn out to be better. *prayshard


Sunday, April 26, 2009

Independence Day

I was lazy to blog. The last paper was on Friday and I didn't go anywhere cos I'm effing broke now. Like seriously, broke to the extent that I only have 15 bucks in my wallet fts thank god it's holidayssss now I'm on a job hunting season.

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But anyways went Poppy yesterday and I officially hate the place now. Wait, it's the people there and the night was ruined badly. Stupid fucker who stole Patricia's phone. Why must they do this while everyone just wanna have fun in clubs dancing the night away T_T Sighhhhh.

I'm so sorry I couldn't do a thing. at. all.

:(((

And fuck all cibais who like to steal stuffs.
Seriously what's wrong with them pls go and beg somewhere instead of making people's life miserable D: I've have enough friends gotten rob/something got stolen/etc by this bunch of assholes yes I'm angry cos nobody can do a thing to them right now they're fucking cunning and fast.


talking about this just makes me angry.

and helpless.

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Anyway, something happened to me on that night too I don't know what happened and the pain is unbearable, I couldn't breathe and it's killing me slowly until I was able to hide in toilet cos it's quiet there. I'm okay now but it's not the first time happening. Not sure what is the cause but, I think I'm alright.

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Went to Hanxin Academy Screening Ceremony today.
It's an academy of the same field as mine, but they're based in Chinese and ours is in English.
They invited us to attend to the screening of their final year projects and production and damn, they're good D:

*jealous



Booklet of the list of short films and MV.



Ok. Time to go. I'm gonna stop torturing my eyes. Too much reading.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Here you go!

WHO SAID DANIEL H. UGLY?! *showfist



T_T



Lower right xoxo




SEE THE ABS WTF


If I were born as a guy, I'll definitely look like him.


pfft


XD

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Caffeine overdose.

A cuppa Nescafe and a bottle of essence of chicken.

Do me good. I got what I want.

I didn't sleep the entire night.

Until 8am, I slept and woke up at 12pm.

Paranoid.

Exams.

Relieved.

Home.

Still widely awake.

I fucked up my biological time.

I need help.


HELP!



And I've got another war to attend tomorrow.
I'm not exaggerating but this is like war man no time to rest at all fts



*panicking!



psst: DANIEL HENNEY AS DAVID NORTH IN COMING X-MEN ORIGINS XDXD

CLICK OK!!



This pic...doesn't do him any justice why he looked so ugly right here wtf
and what happened to his fingers T________T Oppa tell me who bullied youuuu~!!

ok i have to stop
this is fking insane!

I think I'll roll on the bed instead.


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I want this!

I WANT THIS PLEASE GET IT FOR ME THANKIU


T_T so cute



WTF LOOK AT THIS!!



AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND NEXT :DDD



HAHAHAHAHAH where's Jiraiya? :D

I have something over frogs and tortoises :s


Anyway my post is pointless.
I have to pretend to be studious now.

:'(

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Pink Lotus

天后圣母. Temple. Prayers. And vegetarian meal. I'm such a glutton I've forgotten to take a pic of the vege meal it's so delicious T________T
Would take more macro shots if only the sun wasn't blazing crazily -_-!
(And it's raining now. How ironic.)


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Adorable, no?


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I actually like the color of their eyes. aww//


It was the last lecture yesterday. Nothing much.
I just wanna pass and preferable score all my papers with rockety colors T___T
Although I'm really panicking now cos I didn't have the confidence at all.

Shyat. How ar?
Palestine Israel Malaysia Singapore Indonesia Somalia Darfur Timor-Leste
T_________________T

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Fucked up phone!



I SWEAR THIS IS THE STUPIDEST PHONE THAT EVER EXISTS!!

FUCKING STUPID THAT THE INNOVATION OF IT DOESN'T MAKES SENSE AT ALL!

Except to throw it at burglars or maybe big dangerous dogs!

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I never like this phone before cos it's ugly, seriously since the first sight I saw it when I was still working for Maxis.

Anyway, the classmate has this phone. I was effing bored in class I started to grab his phone and try to play with it. I know it's touch screen so I managed to unlock the keys but when I wanted to proceed to some other folders...it doesn't give me any reaction at all :s I tried pressing it so hard and so soft while stupid Simon and Sofea keep on telling me all sorts of ways to access to the folders. Still, nothing happened.

I knew something was wrong when they tell me to press with my nose while laughing out loud like faggots. Stupid kids. AAAAHHHHHHH.

T__________T And I was laughing at myself too at that point.
I felt stupid being stupidfy by a stupid phone. AAAAAIIIHHHHHHHH karma for making fun of people all the time pfft


Apparently, the touch screen function is only applicable to the "back", "menu" and "ok" button. Saw the 3 dots slightly below the screen? That's the only place where the touch screen is functioning! And the other parts of the screen are totally senseless to pokings so you have to navigate using the ugly neon green cursor button!!!!

FUCKING LAME OK???!?! Then what's the point of making it touch screen when it's only "semi-touch screen"?! Cibai. So damn malufying. It's not my fault for not knowing it but it's common sense everyone will thought the other part is touch screen functional also pls look at CSL phones! Almost all also fully touch screens one!! Damn canggih compared to this lapsap phone!! Just throw it away seriously.


okm you better don't get this phone or I'll throw to Eiffel. *showsfist*
and I know you love me and the dog also so just dun get this phone for good.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Another disastrous day.

To check the clarity of a picture, here's a way.


Like, take a pic of a shit. Then view it in original full size.



At least that's what I did and I grossed out a bit.

I think I'm losing my mind....

:S

Michelle, your car got shit!! omg//


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Mich and I was late for lecture due to the effy weather and ridiculous jams that a normal 15 mins drive to school became a one hour road trip.

...-_-


By the time we arrived, parked the car, screaming happily as we finally made it... Guess what, the lecturer came out right before our eyes and she was walking to the carpark.

The lecture is over.


FML.



I went into the lecture hall shamelessly as some coursemates looked at me and said "Good morning." T____________T I know la I'm late so sarcastic zomg ok so I actually still went to the lecture hall anyways just to announce something, and to collect class fund. orz ORZ oh and to snap some obscene and ugly candid pictures but was not allowed to post it :|

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Pls dun wrap up yourself in shawl when you're taking picture I looked bodyless
and a bit creepy D:
About the shawl...I used it to cover my head and face when I saw the lecturer walking to the carpark
cos I know she remembers my face T_T



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Oooh this is Sarah I love her cos she's damn nice and always layan my jokes one!
Don't know it's really funny or she laughs very easily. Lol.
And yes I hate my hair right now I think I need a hair cut soon
It's getting out of shape to the extend that I looked like crap if I don't tie my hair.

"Messy is sexy"™ is not applicable on me too.


And found out the existence of
"Electronic ciggarettes". (I googled and it seems like I'm damn jakun cos apparently there's 1940 pics of e-ciggies on google image T_T quite a lot )

Anyway I still have classes going on after that. Problem is, 2 classes at the same time.
Shit.
I skipped IR class and went to the Cultural one instead cos I don't know why but I think I made the right choice. Haih.

Life's treating me badly now. I don't mind getting through all this provided that I'm gonna score for all my paper in finals ok I'm feeling guilty right now time to study bai.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

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Sometimes I wanna slap people who don't know how to appreciate their own parents, taking things for granted.

Once your parents, forever your parents.
It will be too late to regret especially by the time you realized it, they're no longer by your side anymore.

The essence of life is bitter.

Monday, April 13, 2009

orz

orz

I was speechless over a most tak tau malu guy in the world today.

After offending me over and over again, guess what...the next thing he did was suggesting okm to send him to the train station and please bear in mind that they don't know each other at all. watheff?

I might reconsider it if only he don't talkcock as much.


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Dodol from Kathlyn awwww thx :DDD
Didn't know this is the latest packaging for dodol.
Surprisingly it don't really sticks to the container!!
But you'll look super ugly if you try to eat it straight from the cup la :s



Oh wei fts finals coming in 7 days why so fastttttttt!!!


*runs everywhere*

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Dimsum T_T

Was suppose to go for dimsum with okm this morning but...
I woke up at 10am and he was still asleep when I called him!

D: Major turnoff! So much for the late night calls and sudden plannings ;___________;

Ahh dimsum!

BTW. I've been eating very less but I still feel fat... :( Wait til I have the courage to reveal my bigtumtums T____T
No I don't like detox cos I hate running to the toilet all the time to shit; mostly unexpected times.
And not eating the entire day is not helping cos I use a lot of energy :s

I wanna play vb but this is not a game you can play alone!!!

Aih. Finals coming in a week's time!

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DIMSUM!!!!! 点心!!! D:

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Red alert.

Fuck.

I spent a few hundreds again!!&!
Was expecting mom to nag at me but no she didn't and instead she likes it too *aawwww* Apparently women of all ages are vulnerable to shiny pretty things. No exception at all.

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Got diamond one ok although my nose poo is bigger!!



I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
I will never splurge again. I will never splurge again.
*repeats*
at least until next month!



p.s: I just embarrassed myself on a stage today. T_________________T I hate myself!

So here's the story, I went to LM with Michelle for McD. Funny; no other better places for McD? Long story lol. Apparently the Ultimate Group Power is promoting their finalists over there. Vic from italent was one of the finalists, and my junior Ash too. So I kinda went on stage to play a so called game with them; happens to be a 九连拍 watheff i suck in this and i looked fucking ugly, Mich captured my fuckface in camera. Please don't show it in TV plsplspls T__T Aaaaahhhhhdslkfjskjghkdgkh. I can't get over the fact that I went on a stage looking stupid and ugly and fat and everything not nice :( I already have very low self-esteem but the photos are not doing me any good and I don't know whether it's only me or what, but it seems like I get a lot of fingers pointing at me while I was in the mall after that T_____T Yalah I know I embarrassed myself pls dun torture me like that T_____T

Anyway, was glad that I went on stage cos finally I showed support to Vic after so long ahahahahaha anyway pls support 三点钟 for Vic or Friendz for Ash!!

Oh and I just saw YeeMin on TV just now T_T Astro Talent Quest finalist. My life is filled with talented people around me and I can only look at my toes T_________________T

I know I'm not talented and I'm not pretty T__T (That's why I don't camwhore anymore!!)
But I'm fucking nice aih not so nice now I'm worthless T___T

"我很丑,可是我很温柔" is not applicable to me T____________T



FML.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Krazi

I must be out of my mind. I applied for an internship and I rejected the offer to interview just now. Watheff. It's actually the location that turns me off; Sunway Mentari. How do I really get there on time huh huh huh I seriously need a car ._. And another thing is, I have a sudden change of plan that made me won't be able to go for an internship. I know I change my mind very often T_T Anyway the lady was kind enough she said thank you even though I called and told her I won't be able to attend the interview today ;_________;



I had enough of people with fucked up attitude around.
People tend to climb over your head when you're nice to them.
Oii I have my temper too okay. Fuckness much.
Please please think before you utter out something don't talk cock like a brainless faggot.
And I cannot tolerate annoying people as well don't talk to me I don't wanna talk to you cos you're testing my level of patience aaa//



I'm too lazy to continue from here.

Au revoir.

Is Malaysia beautiful to you?

I like how Harith Iskandar puts it,
"Life is like a black man's ball; It's never right and it's never fair."
watheff? hahahaha! or did he not said that?

Yes I went to watch Talentime today all thanks to Aaron cos he spent all his complimentary tixxies for us! Yasmin Ahmad makes Malaysia beautiful in the movie. The message is good and very true to Malaysian's daily life; there's no good being racist to our own kind. Seriously I'm speechless over how Yasmin Ahmad never fails to bring out her message through her productions. I'm amazed and envious of her. If only I could bring out the best of me and become like her. Pfft. I'll definitely make big money cos I can make everyone cry! :DDD

Well, I don't really like the story development and the ending of the film. It's too draggy. Was expecting something more than just a sudden cut off ending. Aah. I hate films with ambiguous endings.

Mhmm there's a couple of nice songs though. The song Angel that Pamela Chong played in the film was really good. Although it was sang by Atilia, not Pamela. Here's the video;




"Just One Boy" by Aizat. The song performed by the malay dude I don't remember his name in the film T_T But the film version is wayyyy nicer than this one!




Lesson learnt. Films bring people together.
"We're originally color blind. Why don't we keep it?"

People of other race whom mistreat you is not the entire clan's fault, right?
Perhaps the group of older generation who practices racism should stop mindfucking the younger generation to label people according to colors. And the younger generation is now getting old, slowly this practice will be passed down to the future generation too. It's a neverending process.

I'm sure this place will be a much beautiful place to live in; if only there are no issues of colors at all.

First step, all the race column in application forms should be either "Malaysian" or "Non-Malaysian".

"What race? Car race?"


How many years do we need to do this?
I don't know. Is it that hard?

Thursday, April 09, 2009

Done!

The other day's assignment.

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And it's all done now.

:D

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Ah.

Happy 20th sayang!


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My "daughter" & My bimbo partner in crime (:

Damn pressured taking pic with her also.
Another limelight killer T_T
*pfft



The day is super boring today D: Everything trudged by slowly and it feels like forever to go through that freaking 4 hours in class D:

And my dad was actually sleeping when I was waiting for him to pick me up at the station T__________T watheff there goes my 45 mins being stung by 3 mosquitoes and stared by 1 nigga. So scary wtf he was driving a Kenari and he literally looked at the side (to me) instead of the front with the speed of approximately 15 km/h and then when he came down he showed gesture asking me to go to him wtf I pretended as if I'm blind and walked to the other end of the road T__________T Don't worry I'm still safe right now still can bingbang my keyboard!

Oh and I hate commuters who think they're so cool and their choice of music is the best.
This is the second time in a week I have to endure with loud sucky songs that they played using their cellphone's loudspeaker watheff last week it was some songs of other foreign language and that one was fucking annoying cos I didn't understand a single thing at all. It was so effing loud I have to stare at the man and he didn't notice my existence at all T___________T
Today, it's 2 young malay guys listening to emo songs it's forgivable la cos all the songs they played were Akon and Secondhand Serenade hahahaha but still!! T_____T

Please don't on loudspeaker to listen to music in any public places cos it's not cool at all D:
Instead it's very inconsiderate cos not everyone likes your shit.

Anyway I went to sleep at 8pm cos I have a very bad sleeping disorder, woke up at 12am wuhu I missed dinner! And I'm not hungry at all O_O! I slept at 2am last night, up at 4am, sleep at 6am again and then finally awake at 10am. See what's wrong with me seriously I need to plan my time!!

I'm wide awake now hopefully I can force myself to read through the stack of notes .__.


Tatahs.

Monday, April 06, 2009

Patricia Soon ahahahaha


Happy Birthday Patricia!


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although I hate taking pics with u
cos u'll steal all the lime light ._.!!


although u secretly stalks my blog :p
although u're damn annoying at times :p
but u're still the P we always love to bully! 8D

muahskissmuahs

.xoxo.



And Happy Birthday Christopher!


Gosh there's 4 person in my facebook sharing the same birthday
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Sunday, April 05, 2009

A pointless picture story!

We went to MV.



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To get his haircut done. 70 bucks for a haircut and hairwash.
I never done that before.


And also to check out some basketball shoes.
But didn't buy any in the end.



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Then I ate Strawberry Triffle.
*drools


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And he had his Carls Jr.
*the salsa sauce is yum!


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While I'm looking at my new flats.
*my feet was aching


sdgkjdf;lkgjfd;slhkgfd;s


I ran out of pictures and even words. tsk.

A post ala lazy style.

And I'm pretty sleepy.

Nightynights.

and oh,


Happy 21st Ziwen!
(green cos it's your favorite color :D)


Saturday, April 04, 2009

stfu :D



Sometimes when someone didn't tell you that they hate you, doesn't mean they don't. They're just trying to be nice so please don't take it as granted. Everyone has their own limit too, you know? Nobody's level of niceness is infinity.

Perhaps you should start thinking if you did something wrong too. Aren't you guilty? You're not entirely right all the time. But nobody objects cos we're okay and we know you won't accept it.

Yeah you're fucking pissed off, we don't?


Ice ice baby!

edit// stupid firefox crash when I'm typing halfway and all the input iz gone!!


Okeh I'm back. Died on the table and shifted to the bed and I'm wide awake now :D wallah!
Back to yesterday, went to Pyramid with the primary bunch and okm cos we're too excited and spontaneous on the previous night; P talked about iceskating -_-

Die...I...never...skate...before...

D: watheff.

And I thought all of them knows how to skate. Apparently none knows how except okm. HAHAHAHA WHY SO FUNNY?D:

I know what are you thinking. Too bad for you, I didn't fall flat on my ass although I kneel down a few times, "danced" on the slippery ice rink 439534985023495 times and didn't fall cos okm was there and I told him I'll slap him if I fell down pfft.

Guess what I bumped into 2 friends during the most dumb and embarrassing moment in my life! FML. One is Gideon the primary/high school matey who left before we finish SPM. He talked to me on the ice rink and I was screaming like a bimbo -_-!
Another one is a senior from highschool who is good in skating and has a bf who's an ice hockey player? idkla hurhur didn't even wanna think about it my first time skating ma... T__T

Nevermind. I wasn't the only noob on ice. We have Yamni and P falling flat on the ass ahahaha karma for you P!! Aaron damn geng ok cos he knows how to skate alone after awhile T_T
Me? My progress is....tadaaa...I can only skate when I'm holding okm's hand I know I suck big time T_T I think this is one of the times where i grabbed his hands real tight! Aaahhh he's such a lucky man! watheff.

But I think I'll skate again. T_T I cannot bear the sight of seeing others skating so gracefully and I'm like the clown on the ice rink. I don't care I wanna learn how! *angry*

x

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Nuts

I thought today would be a pretty fine day in college after yapping happily for 3 hours during break time! Apparently it's not and I don't know whether it's just me or what, but I was blamed when I'm trying to be nice. watheff?


.........



I actually typed on why I was angry about a lecturer but in the midst of expressing my anger here, the lecturer called O_o What is this ahahaha fucking scary! Deleted two paragraphs of explaining what happened cos her gums are bleeding omg she has my sympathy now so I decided perhaps it's just her being grumpy due to her pain. Argh. I'm so niceeeee T_T I kept on saying that I'm nice cos I've been seeing a lot of fuck face recently. I'm surprise I can actually endure shits like this! I thought I was super grumpy and short-tempered! Where is my dignity yaw T_T

For the entire month, Kari Mutton kept calling me "lala" and "dumb blond" -_-
Which part of me looks like a "lala" / "dumb blond" T_T
I know I'm very very chinese and I looked chinese I speak chinese I eat chinese food I am a chinese, being Chinese is not being lala. Geddit! And how can I look like a dumb blond! T_T my hair is not even blond T_T And they said it's cos I have the look of a dumb blond. But dumb blonds are fucking hot and have huge boobs and nice ass and pls look at me what do I have?
A huge lump of flabs. *cries and hits floor*

Oh here's a dumb blond joke Mutton gave me.

Why do Blondes smile widely when lightning strikes?
- Cos she thought someone is taking her photo.

HAHAHA FUCK THIS IS STUPID!!

And oh I looked up the meaning of "lala" at urbandictionary and look!!

1. lala 275 up, 70 down love ithate it

To do something obscene or kinky that isnt able to be said delicately.
"You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor"

2. lala 196 up, 74 down love ithate it

It means sex, god damn it!
You make me wanna lala, lala, lala, in the back of the bus, in the airplane...


Watheff!! HAHAHAHAHA I'M A LALA = I'M A SEX WTF


HAHAHAHAHAHA FTS WHY SO FUNNYYY!!!

okok before I end here's another one!


1. Myke 4 up, 2 down love ithate it

An insanely crazy guy that is easily amused, he also has alot of luck with girls, and even guys wanna get with him
Damn, did you see Myke over there? he's really hot



The only difference is that I'm the girl version!
:DDDDDDDDD i AM easily amused!


ok damn crappy just endure with me dun runaway T_T

going out to meet up with the primary school bunch so tatahs!

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

April Fool !



Youtube is trying to be funny.

-_-

And oh im watching psymansim!

Money money money it's so funny.

Funny. I was in BTS for 2 hours, and I was already bored to the max.

I need sweet juicy flow of marney now, literally RIGHT NOW D:
I just paid my DiGi bill. Bye RM160 T_T Digi supplementary lines suck!
Eyed on a VAIO Pocket RM2700+
I have only 1 blue pen in my pencilcase. And it's running out of ink very quickly.
I need new liquidlast. The current one is coming to its end.
Ahh. That pair of heels from Nose. And also that MNG tube. This is a necessity.

There's much more beyond this. No not only kachings but also some other shitty stuffs.

Another most difficult phase of my life. I seriously have problems blending in with certain things.


"Fuck you fuck you veryveryvery marrccchhhhhhh."

fml