Hang on there.

Stay strong baybeh,
Things will get better after this.
I believe :)

Wuhu hellomilo!
Guess what, 2010's ChineseNewYear falls on 15Feb. WTF.
My dad and Mel was super excited about it stupid ahahaha that's like another year to go pfft.

This is suppose to be an emo post but I'm trying to cope with my current situation now. Being optimistic is one of the requirements. Being sane is another thing. Crying and whining doesn't help, I know. The only hope is to give hope to myself. What am I saying. Lesighsushizanmaisawadikap.

Oh yes, iluwong T-T
Your smses are amajinggg.

Had reunion lunch instead of dinner today. And my house is quiet like a lamb now O_O It feels lonely. But heck it, it will be filled with noises of CNY TV programmes later :) Anyway my point is, there's only 3 person in this huge house. I miss my sistas and my stupid brother. In fact, I'm missing everyone.

Updating tonight.

Tataness much gonna do my last laundry before CNY strikes or my mum will keel me.
Pupupupupu.

Dusty woman.

I tried cleaning the stupid blinder or whatever you called it and I failed *cry
Wipe with wet/dry cloth, attacked with vacuum cleaner, and wet cloth again.
Fuck -_- it's still there *angry
The dust is too thick and it sticks there wtf biarla stick til dia mati eh dust cannot mati one not germs T_T

My bed now :D

SUPER CUTE AHAHAHAHA
It's just coincidence okay I didn't buy all these!!

Oh the pink thing at the window (not the tofu/pig wtf) T_T is the stupid dusty crap. But anyhow it looks clean in this pic *aww*

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I was veryveryverysuperduper sleepy until I saw this. So creepy @@

imuhpc T_T

Springrolls!

The previous post is super absurd. It's time to show you what I'm made of muahahaha wtf.

This is very lengthy so skip it if you're not interested because I'm trying to amuse myself after talking to stones for the entire day I can name all the stones and pebbles in my house now D:

Not sure whether applicable to Val and Jci or not but yehhhh Aquarius roxxor
*superstitious

#1
They love to make people laugh and cheer people up and it makes them feel good to make others feel good.

- Very true. But sometimes being misunderstood as 'talkative' -_-!
Sorry I hate the awkward feelings when everyone keeps quiet.


#2
They are very unconventional and always full of excitement, an Aquarius friend always makes life fun.
- Obviously, please worship me for bringing excitement into your life. You know you love me xoxo gossipgirl wtf


#3
Aquarius is known to pick at anyone they find weak or dull-minded. It is simply an easy target for verbal exercise for them, no harm is meant.
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS SO CREEPY.
I remember I used to say "Today is Bully Jess/Cyn/Val/Pepet/Jci Day" :D

#4
Aquarius would never intentionally hurt anyone, they have respect for every human.
- True true. I'm too effing nice sometimes :(


#5
Aquarius can act as an expert on any topic, they are very good at inflating their own importance, they feel it is deserved because their eccentricity makes them unique.
- Simply said, "blowwaterking" wtf. This is very obvious in me why I'm like that ahahahaha nvm I like because my eccentricity makes me unique wtf.


#6
They are verbally skilled and very witty, they observe people and learn how to interact with others through observation. They can deal with any type of personality and adapt to any situation.
- Remember the mukatembok incident at PP? :D I can blend in well with uncles and aunties as well w00t!


#7
Aquarius woman is the ultimate independent woman. She is funny, smart, adventurous, never clingy or jealous, never demanding and not overly emotional.
- (okm angkat kaki agree!!!) Lol. I'm very happy now keep seeing statements that flatter me a lot :DDDDDDD


#8
Anything goes with this woman and any man that she chooses will have an amazing relationship.
- OKM YOU'RE SUCH A LUCKY MANNNNNNN <3333


#9 They do not like naggers or complainers so keep the talk positive and all should be well.
- To all naggers and whiners: "Fandousei everyday emoemoemoemoemo nothing better to think of ah?! -_-!"


#10 If you unable to keep up with the intellect and the unconventional ways that Aquarius is known for, you might want to look elsewhere.
- Please laugh at my jokes. If you don't, it means you're too dumb to understand D: Poor thing wtf.


#11 They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical.
- I know :D Eh but wait, nearly?! -_-!


#12 They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical.
- ^ HAHAHAHAH VAL COME CHANGE COURSE HAHAHAHAHA FKING HAPPY WTF.


#13 On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers.
^ EH SEE 'BROADCASTING' AHAHAHAHAHAHA SORRY I'M PATHETIC LIKE THIS AHAHAHAHA Oh yea, Jci has the right job in her mind - teacher :D!


#14 Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities They fall into two principle types:
a) shy, sensitive, gentle and patient;
b) lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity.
- I'm a (b), unless you think that I'm shy, gentle and patient HAHAHA FUCK IMAGINE ME BEING GENTLE!!!

HAPPY!! :DDD

Seriously I was fking emo just now but after this post I'm all rejuvenate again wtf is this word applicable in this sentence ahahahahaha
:D There's more but I'm too lazy to read since I'm contented and satisfied with all these compliments already *hidungkembangs

I suck badly in these 7 things.

This is a long ranty post so discontinue and bounce/fly/roll/jump/go away if you don't want to okthxbai.

It's gonna be the first time I reveal such things and everyone shall be prepared and witness all my weaknesses
eh it rhymes lol :(


All this while I tried to avoid talking or even thinking about it because I'm scared and kiasu and tried hard to think that I'm much better than that but I finally cannot tahan when it happens again wtf I'm being emotional and overreacting now fds;lgkj;sdfjfjdslfdgjkhreiugh

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I know I suck in drawing since I was 8 or 9 and you know Pendidikan Seni is an ass especially when kids your age kept on comparing your artwork with your bestfriend who draws like a god, yet you draw like a dog :( And my dad sent me art class before T-T

After so much years of playing guitar, I still suck at it I cannot play barchord fts at first I kept thinking it's the strings but I give up after I see Jess playing it T-T And when I sing I know I don't sing like TaylorSwift or ColbieCailat or OliviaThai or jaaaaaaaa T-T
Being on stage thrice with guitar and my manly voice didn't give me any self satisfaction at all. I hope nobody remembers me from all these 3 performances *shivers

So called school player for 3 years, I still suck in volleyball hellow loser wtf I wonder how the others felt when they have me in court and when I said "Mine mine!" but didn't managed to hit the ball at all ok damn malufying.

My almost 2 years old driving license is a kopi-O license. Manual cars hate me and I hate them too. Goddamnit. Oh yea not forgetting I'm bad in maps too I got scolded everytime I cannot remember the ways or when I drive like a moron T-T Did I mention I always get attention from the public's eyes when everyone look at me and say "What's wrong with this girl cannot drive don't drive la tiuuuuu" *cries an ocean
(okm finally understands this when I confessed about my weaknesses and he never complains when I don't remember or I drive horribly thus a hugeass kiss from me muahhh thankiu T-T)

I dance like a human robot despite my team was the champion in Selangor for cultural dance when I was 11 or 12 forgotten. And when I have to participate in the committee dance for the college event, I looked at myself in the mirror and videos and fuck ahahahaha I had trauma for the rest of the nights that's why you often spot me online even at 4 in the morning don't dare to sleep incase I dreamt about it boohuhuhuhu T-T

I procrastinate A LOT and I never learn from it, thus sucky examination results.
See this statement wtf I'm blaming on the horoscope now but Aquarius rocks ok T-T

"Aquarius like the grand ideas and massive plans and can make them happen, but the mundane day to day repetitive details causes them to procrastinate."

About those photoshoot pics ahahaha I kinda give up on photoshoots because I'm too fat and to lose weight is a tough job so I got lazy and I know it's not worth it and I know I'm not born pretty so I don't need any photoshoot to make myself feel bitter. Why I didn't get my parents' good genes?!!

Yes I admit I sounded as if I'm made of confidence but I'm Aquarius ma wtf I was only pretending all this while T-T

"Aquarius can act as an expert on any topic..."

And more statements:

"Their stubbornness sometimes causes their failure, they will continue to do something their way even though others have proved it is wrong, they are very smart people and know it is wrong but they will continue just because it is their way, they are very fixed in opinion and stubborn when confronted."

I felt like a useless bimbo now cannot do anything productive fts Now everyone knows I'm just a peanut nothing huge at all no big diu deal.

Hopefully my next post will be about my positive traits and something I can be proud of T-T

Don't bother looking, comment disabled. Pfft.

It speaks a thousand words.

Since CNY is coming...




Mass produce mass produce!


Kneel beyond my chocolate army wtf
Mum made ;) And I helped out too because she's too slow in this :x



I taught my dad how to make these. And he got addicted. Lol.



It reflects my fuckface.

I didn't sleep for the entire night and I looked very fugly and dumb right now T-T
Imagine sleeping at 6am everyday and waking up at 7am if there's morning paper, or not sleeping at all. Then sleep from 6am to 2pm the next day.


My precious skin!! wtf
Perhaps it's time to experiment with chicken testicles on my face eww okkiddingyou I take back my words now I should practice sleeping early after these willywonkamumbojumbo T-T

I cannot help it I don't have a quiet room to study in the day :( The neighbours are too active and the night is damn quiet and cool I like it although sometimes roaches might come out and scares the shit outta me fsdlihgfskdjfhsd

Ahhhhh CNY in *counts* a week time and I still have another paper on Thurs wtf I love that subject pls don't fail me again T-T


Sleepy giler goodnight world.

Dig a hole, yo.

Taken by my new Nikon S52 *kissu

Hi.
I already prepared for plans if I were to wait for another year to resit my paper.
Nothing's gonna be okay. I've calculated my marks and I couldn't even get a Pass.

Oh well. wtv. Fuck life okay.

But life's great when I'm the youngest and realized that my parents love me, a lot.
Thanks mom, thanks dad.
I might not be the tiptop super smart/clever/successful child, just thank you for accepting who I am.

(God, I just sounded like I told my parents that I'm homosexual.
Lol. Okay I'm not and I have a boyfriend and he is a man wtf.)

Oh yes Jess thanks for the sundae cone today T-T ilu it lifts me up a little.

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9pm.
Shower and dinner.

I've got a camera at last!!

:DDDD
My dad rocks <33

That girl told me only one color available. But I saw this @ Google just now :(
wtvla the color doesn't matter right right :DDD

(red is hot)

But anyways what if the color came off it will eventually turn silver also.
Thus, I don't mind the color at all since nothing will go wrong with silver!

8D More pics coming up *grin
I'm charging it now tralalala~

fts I have another paper tmr :( !

:D

I'm sad and happy today, thus -__^

Not gonna talk about why sad anyways. Pfft.
I'm happy because because I think I'm pretty lucky today!!!!
Lucky enough that I almost grab on a cockroach while I wanted to grab the washing sponge T_T

Cockroaches sucks. Eeeeyyyy D:
^ This statement shows how feminine am I wtf.

Anyways, I...won...a...prize...

This


*gasp
*runaround
*wheeee :D

Marney crisis

Wait, ABOUT PADS ...

(not notepads *slapkickpunchthrows)

Pads nowadays are getting ridiculously expensive but you still need to use them *angry
If you buy cheap + thick pads, you'll feel like a guy with a cotton crotch between your legs when you are having you period aaaahhhhhlksdjfsdkhgskhg;sdkj;

Thick pads are cheap because they suck badly and it's not comfortable AT ALL -_-!

So guys if you're buying for your wife/gf/sis/mom pls don't just close your eye and pick and pay awkwardly.
Who cares about the price just get them something ultra thin ultra slim 1mm 2mm wtv D:
Your woman will appreciate you a lot for being so sweet and concern about their needs T-T
It's like choosing condoms you need to be precise wtf not that I bought condoms before -_-!!

I hate buying necessities sometimes because for a moment I thought I'm rich for the month,
but after buying all those MUST items...
-___________- I can see Marney growing black colored crow wings, and fly away waving/bidding goodbye to me *boohoo

Fuck face products.
Fuck cosmetics.
Fuck pads.
Fuck bras.
Fuck toiletries.

Fuck all necessities for being so important and useful but yet so expensive at the same time.

And fuck jobs T_T
They sucks a lot but they give birth to Marney T_T
Marney my baybey wtf failed it doesn't rhyme at all.

Lesighajinomoto this is another lovehate relationship :|


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About today's paper, it wasn't so good but damn, thank god it's over. *prays
I finally drew 6 boxes of rivers and rubbish and a failed attempt to draw sparrows but it look like chickens in the end T______________T
Uhm, it's a scriptwriting subject and we need to draw storyboard.
I know I suck in drawing but who cares la chicken or bird or peacock fdsjkfdsfgdskahgewryf



p.s: I love mentos grapes ♥ but I feel like eating M&M peanutbutter too :D

Hi :(

I'm still alive, barely kicking.

I'm trying to copy all the notes into small piece of papers and stuck it in my shirt/pants/shoes and read them during toilet trips in the middle of exams wtf.

I was kidding.

Blehhh.

Gossip Girls

Sometimes, you need someone to gossip with you when you're at home.
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I don't have that someone at home with me all the time anymore :(

She won't be reading this la so she won't know how much I miss her wtf this is awkward ahahahaha

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@KLTower shots with Mel.
See her sotong hair @@

I'm struggling between Marney and Fyenerls and also...emoemoemoe -_-!

Wish me luck. I need it, badly.

Ta.

Sneak peekaboo!!

I'm wanted to be helpful but somehow I'm helpless T-T
Lesighajinomoto fuck life :)

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Been slacking off for an hour after being efficient for Marney; 800 lines today woot! :D!
Revisions weren't as attractive as I wanted it to be.
I need to pray more.
Where is my concentration and fts I am always distracted to do other things after I wrote/read 2 lines which is really bad...BAD!! I will either look at the mirror checking my super damn straight hair out, squeezing my pimples, looking at my ulcer, cutting my nails, venture out from the room to look for food and then here comes fats wtf. That is if my computer is turned off :s :S

Oh yea I finally washed my hair after 3 days of having greasy oily lifeless hair, and it smells like Pandan leaves now O_O I have no idea why but I think my hair produces Minyak Pandan minyak zaitun wtf.

Time to pretend studious. I don't wanna waste time already.
See Jess never online nowadays! Very hardworking T-T Look at me!! *boo


p/s: >50 hits today all thanks to the chickenballs :x

CNY IS COMING !!!
and so is my finals :D /ironic

I know I AM gaining weight. Just shuddap -_-!

♥ Okmimu.

Nutcase!

Lol. Guess what :D




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Dad: SKII contains chicken testicles.
Me : O_O
Dad: *picks up the testicles* Come I rub at your face!!!
Me : O_________________________O

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AHAHAHA MOIIIIIII!! SIU SEI NGO XD

For you I will.

For Aaron ;)

Questions are as follows :
1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
Not sure. From RM20 to RM300 :D!

2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
My besties are my girlfriends and my boyfriend is my best friend too. How?

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
Never. It's such a waste for someone like me to die!! wtf.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Yeah. But when I screwed up, no.

5. How many babies do you want?
Ask me again in another 10 years :s Perhaps nil :x

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
...I thought it's scientifically proven so I have no choice but to believe.

7. What is your goal for this year?
The Maybank SgWang plan with Jess XD!! It's not a robbery :s
And um can I like earn more money and get better grades? :D!

8. What kept you of being who you are?
HPC.

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
Appearance wise, please google Daniel Henney. /shy
*coughs
- Treats me like a diamond
- Has a mature and naughty side at the same time.
- Owns a car and can drive decently.
- Ambitious
- Honest
- Loyal
- Short hair, at least >180cm in height, fair complexion, wtf
- Respects me
- plays all sorts of stupid games with me
- interested in retail therapy :D
- still got alot wtf.


10. What are you really afraid of?
- Cockroach. Hate and afraid wtf. okm pls kill them and burn them in ashes D:

11. What are your bad habits?
- I procrastinate a lot.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
- Hate la who cares wtf. XD

13. State a random fact about yourself

★☆~ says (12:20 AM):
state a random fact abt me.

♥ thiaaaa ♥ says (12:20 AM):
u're crazy

14. What does flying means to you?
- AEROPLANE!! :D Overseas? :D

15. What do you crave for most currently?
- KFC popcorn chicken :(

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- My Z610. 18th Birthday.

17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
- Very vulnerable to okm :x

18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
- Dress up and went shopping alone like a rock star wtf lol

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
- Famous. Rich. Pretty. Successful = May Ying. Sounds good :D!

20. If you can choose how you want to end your life,how would it be?
- After I'm done with everything in my mind as I aged.


:(((( I hate deaths.

My hair is now straight again.

I straightened my hair again.

I'm a faithful follower of straight hair wtf.
It sucks to have messy and ugly curls. You won't understand how I feel!!! /cry

Goodbye, RM100!! ): !!

On the brighter side, I don't have to wakeup and scream in horror seeing my hair in the mirror.
And I will save on water and shampoo for 3 days. Wuhu :3

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Anyways about the stupid hugeass ulcer in my mouth, it's healinggggg!!!! <333
(a few lines here are deleted by brilliant Blogger. Smartass.)

P.S: Emotional/"small gas" people should stay away from me.

I hate you ulcer!

Happy thoughts: I saw Lili @ mamak's today ♥

x. Spend the day watching pirated DVD because okm has a new huge TV :D!

x. I have a hugeass ulcer in my mouth :( okm said that's because I'm cursing too much. wtf impossible!

x. School office is stupid and inefficient again.




Headache. Ulcer. fts. D:

Banyak orang banyak ragam wtf.

Launching of Studio V @ 1Utama - The Star
The place is damn nice. They have PS3 and Wii for the staffs to play.
And PCs for them to online/movies when they're free. I love this field wei :p
Oh, and the recording room has a shape of an egg. It's huge, white and oval /aww cutesy!
Didn't take other pics because it was quite a disappointment. We were there late. So, nothing much :/

As much as I can endure most people I've met, sometimes it's really hard to deal with some type of people, especially those whom you're not close to. You might hate/dislike them in your heart, bitch about them with your friends, but you can't possibly treat them rudely. It's manners and karma I'm talking about :x *amitabha
But things are really getting on my nerves when this particular acquaintance tends to take advantage on you, and thinks that you need him/her badly, pretends that they're super close to you, bugs you all the time, being sensitive and being possessive of me and my precious limited time and and and ... ARGH!

It's good to be straightforward and direct at this point.
I just can't possibly do it. It's hard. fts why am i so nice!! D: (lol)
But ofcourse, I'm positive that I'll definitely shout and yell at people when I couldn't take it anymore. Didn't wanna disclose who is this moron, because I'm nice like that (AHAHA WTF I'M VAIN!)

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Perhaps it's me being sensitive or over observant. But I realized that there's people around me who tends to copy things my friends and I did. I didn't say that it's wrong to do this but it's pretty obvious and major. Is he/she trying too hard to blend in? This, I'm not gonna give him/her my sympathy. It's stupid, and creepy.
Think; a stalker around you, joting down each details about you, and trying hard to be you.

*shrieks in horror

Ong says "It doesn't mean that I like you eventhough I'm nice to you. I'm just trying to be nice because you're pathetic like that. Tsktsk."

Anyone who should be terasa, should feel it.
And I'll be laughing out loud if people come and ask me, "Oh, is it me? You hate me?"
Nobody will fking asks if they're hated or not.

Bedtime. Byenitedie.

Jimmy Choo, KL Tower, and a wedding dinner.

Congratulations, Andrew and Sharon!! (:


I was the emcee for a wedding dinner @ KL Tower today. It was a great dinner. Food is good, environment is superb, and the people there are super nice. They're not the typical arrogant snobby rich upper class society people. They're nice. Really.

No words could express how thankful am I to Andrew Leong, Carolyn Wui and Ying for giving me a chance to host, and to help me all the way during the entire dinner. If it's not because of them, I would've screwed up real soon. Thank you again. I hope I didn't disappoint you guys.

Jimmy Choo and my muka tak jadi.
Anyway, Mr JC is a nice man and he's very humble.
The bride's heels he designed cost UK800 -_-

I was more than just being excited when I saw Mr Jimmy Choo. It was more than a surprise because he and the groom (Andrew) came into the prep room all of the sudden.
Had a short talk with him. He's quite humorous and is a wonderful person. Hope to see him again somewhere :/

Didn't have chance to snap pics with the couple because they're too busy layaning their relatives.

KLTower view @ 7pm. Bright and shine. Lol.

And the camera is with my sis too.
:(

I had a really good evening. It was a great experience.
Had 5 glasses of red wine continuously, because the waiter couldn't stop pouring wine into my empty glass.

Yawn.
I'm sleepy when I'm tipsy. Oh it rhymes!!! :DDD!~!

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2009 NYE was great (:
The cake is still alive in Val's fridge.
Lol. Not nice meh!? >:[

Slept at 5.30am this morning. Mum woke me up at 9am to babysit baby Jingy ~_~
because she desperately needs to go to the market. Argh.

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Had breakfast and is waiting for the right time to go back to bed. *yawns
Cheecheungfun & kueyteow! :D
Beddo! x_x

Will be updating later; midnight.
Busy busy.

Jimmy Choo!!

Peanutbutterraspberryjam

Slept at 6am and woke up 30 mins after 9am because I rolled on the bed. tsk. I'm now turning into a sloth because I like to sleep a lot T_T Not today only lah I slept 9 hours the previous day but I still felt sleepy after that pfft.

Went to MV with parents & okm for the Renovation Expo and my dad flung RM500+ in 2hours. wtf so fast. Had the legendary asam laksa @ Jusco MV again and it's still tastes heavenly good omg indulgence :3

Massive jam at the opposite roads when we're on our way back home.
Chisin. KL people really do love shopping malls O_O

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I wasn't hyper today. In fact I was feeling quite low down way beneath what I'm made of usually. I'm made of tepung penaik wtf.

I shall not go further about this topic.
Bai.

Flashing Back 2008 ii

July

# Nothing much, watched a play.

The butler Alfred (:


August

# Saw Subash all over a bus



# Had chocolate fondue with HPC



# Jingy is 1 year old




September

# Club for the first time. All the sins start here wtf.



# HPC @ NYC wtf



# 2nd Anniversary ♥




October

# Sunway Lagoon Lost World of Tambun, Perak.




# Space for Jess. This is right away after I was back from Tambun wtf.




November

She got married.



And I have my own room.



December

# Wongsy's birthday


# Poppy



# Ministry of Sound




# Countdown @ Val's place :D It was good, real good. And I just got back.
Sleepy.

Good night all.


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!